Yesterday I slept with a dream of meeting harshad and preetika on sets of beintehaa today I get up to the news of it ending.
Nothing has been more depressing than reading the news of beintehaa going off air.
The news made my heart sink. My stomach churned until a tear rolled down my cheeks.
What would life be without beintehaa without zain and aaliya.
Getting up in the morning checking tweets by beinethaa fandom. Checking INDIA FORUM for spoilers ff/os/VM on zaya.
Making new friends whom I will never forget .
Seeing friendship grow in the whole cast of beintehaa.
Seeing pree's tweet and smiling
When we got harsh's tweet we all celebrated
Dancing when I got press DM
Dreaming what will I do when I meet them on sets of beintehaa.
Requesting meghaa di to fix my meet visit on the sets.
Aaliya thought me to be god loving person who is practical yet traditional. Cheerful yet calm and understands things easily
Zain made me believe that I may get my prince charming the one who has everything he made be believe even men have feelings. His unconditional love and the long wait which he portrayed was outstanding taking beintehaa to a new level.
The other character are important as well beintehaa would be incomplete without surriya usman fahad sahzia nafeesa.
Preetika thought me to be calm yet cheerful the one whom I believe to be "noor jehaan"
"the light of the world "
Her lips her smile her eyes her hands her voice. I really wish I could go and meet her on the sets.
Harshad god the charmer as people say but to me he his my biggest crush my love though he wouldnt even look at me he is the most amazing person his interviews his smriks his brown orbs sometimes I wonder what will o do I meet him if he hugs me,I would definitely fall unconscious.
I just want his one smile.
His one look is enough for me.
Not even SRK or shahid kapoor can take his place in my life.
The thought of not seeing zaya not seeing harshad preetika is making me die every moment the end of beintehaa is like end of some person whom I was so close to.
I request we get preetika and harshad back but I know its difficult but hope has a place and you never when the hope brightens my life back.
I am gonna miss fb notificitatons DMs on Twitter PMs on IF
Writing and reading zaya work will be so sad. The time slot 11pm or 9 pm will still make me run to the TV thinking or beintehaa.
The mornings the evenings the nights nothing will be same. I regret falling in love with beintehaa I regret watching all the episodes n number of times. Finding ways to download episodes .
Looking at zayas pics millions of time.
Plauingt beintehaa tracks on loop on my cell.
The face of pree and harsh their eyes their smile made my day. I don't know how will I come out of beintehaa trance.
Probably its my addiction but I love this addiction.
With shivering hands and heavy heart which is sobbing with tear filled eyes I really want to convey that I am proud u saw beintehaa. I am a proud fan of preetika and harshad zain and aaliya our zaya .
The story for us has still lot too say but we don't have an option.
I don't want to stop writing but have to.
Nothings gonna change my love for harsh pree zaya zain aaliya.
I love you and always will love u
-A fan
Khyati