Raman & Ishita: Ready to Love Again [Updated]

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I don't post regularly on this forum, because, well, I'd rather spend my spare time reading the wonderful fictional works of all the incredible writers on this forum...but, well...

[Side Note: if you writers are reading this, I apologize for not commenting, most of the time it's because I'm too overwhelmed by what you've penned to find words that would do justice to your talent...but, I always hit the 'like' button, I promise! ...While we're here, let me take this opportunity to say THANK YOU to all of you, for giving us the IshRa we crave...the IshRa we, sadly, will never see on screen.]

This started out as PM to Rajji about the November 8th episode. How it turned into this, I have no idea...

...and, it was inspired by something my cousin Hemanshi said regarding RKB in reference to the episodes this past week.

So, For Rajji & Hemanshi...and, for KP & DT, who's incredible talent forces & inspires me to reflect on the lives of fictional characters.

Please, feel free to throw chappals my way (only flats please, no heels)...really, I have no clue what to make of what I've penned.

Title Changed to Ready to Love Again by Lady Antebellum...I think it fits this moment in their journey well...

*****

"Then love knew it was called love.
And when I lifted my eyes to your name,
suddenly your heart showed me my way."
~Pablo Neruda

*****

Raman Kumar Bhalla is one passionate man. Perhaps the kind you read about only in fiction...

The kind that can shake you to the very core of your being...make your insides tremble. The kind that can make your heart soar or the steal the ground beneath your very feet.

The man is passionate in everything he does...

Be it as a husband endlessly showering his love and affection on a wife who would never care, a father giving every bit of himself to his child from afar ...in a way that they could never possibly begin to understand, or a ruthless business man who built an empire on a foundation of the broken bits and pieces of his very existence.

Seven years ago, this now fierce, well-envied man was but a rather plain, but 'Happy' soul, with a positive outlook, whose world began and ended with his family. He was a doting husband and father, a responsible son...giving every ounce of his being to his family...in hopes that he'd be able to help them realize all their hearts desires.

Six years ago, this man, who wished nothing more than to give of himself to his loved ones, was left rejected, dejected, ridiculed, defeated, shattered...and left to walk through the ruins of his life with none for accompaniment than the mere shadows of times gone by, and the demons in his own head.

One year ago, this man, who had fought his demons and come out not only alive, but on top, came back to his family...the ones who couldn't leave him if they tried. This time, any and all traces of the 'Happy' they once knew buried deep under the rubble of a life that once was.

However, the man that returned was a mere mirage of the one who once was. He came back with what he thought was a deadbolt on his heart...one which could let no love in...and no love out. For if he loved too much, or got too close, surely his love would conquer him again...surely the demons would haunt him again. He contained it all there, within him...and what was left was a mere facade...of a ruthless man, who'd been beaten down...and found the courage, to get back up.

A mere 9 months ago, this man, a father who loved his child silently but unconditionally, married a woman he could not see eye to eye with...one he despised, in a marriage of convenience.

In months, this woman, his now wife, had done what he couldn't do in years...she had reunited him with his family, taught him to express his love for his child...and slowly, six years of dust and grime, anger and distrust, heartache and heartbreak...and most of all, loneliness...began to wash away from his heart.

Today, as this man learns to open his heart again, dares to trust...to allow himself to love despite his past demons, insecurities, and deep-seated fears of pain and rejection, he finds himself looking in the mirror in which he sees a Happy' of days gone by reflected back to him. And his own reflection leaves him in a flux as to how he got here...to this place, where he is at the threshold of a love like one he's never experienced...with a woman, he could never have imagined...one, who, though she's never said the words, he knows, with all the conviction in his heart, loves him as he does her. Irrevocably...Unconditionally.

***

Ishita Raman Kumar Bhalla, formerly Ishita Vishwanathan Iyer, is a pure-hearted and giving soul, who knows no malice, and is content to bask in the small moments that make life worthwhile and beautiful.

She gives of herself completely, and without reserve to all those who have ever crossed her path. No expectations, no questions asked.

Be it as a daughter who wishes for nothing more than to make her parents proud and be the reason for their smile, a sister who dotes on and is doted on, or a girl, who had given all of her tomorrows to the boy who needn't have even asked.

Nine years ago, this now mature, level-headed, educated, independent woman, was but a girl, who is, just the same as she is today...a pure-hearted, giving soul...level-headed, and content...but then, there was innocence...and unshakable faith...in herself, in her love.

Eight years ago, this girl, who dreamt nothing more than the love which she had read of in fairytales, the kind that has the power to conquer all, was left rejected, dejected, ridiculed, defeated, shattered, bereft...and left, to walk through life, with all her loved ones beside her...exept the one she truly loved.

Over the years, this shattered, bereft girl learned to hide her tears for a love lost, one that could never be, behind a smile...for the love that was, that of her family. All innocence lost, over a fate that could never be, this girl, who had seemimgly matured overnight, continued to fight her own demons, the only way she knew how...by giving of herself, completely, and without reserve, to all those who ever crossed her path. No expectations, no questions asked.

Over the years, this shattered, bereft woman, continued to walk through the ruins of her life, albeit with her family by her side, but truly, with none for accompaniment than the mere shadows of times gone by, and the demons in her own head...a woman, but with one wish...the love of the purest kind, one that could not reject or go unrequited...that, of a child.

One year ago, a woman's wish was granted.

A mere 9 months ago, this woman, now a mother who loved her child selflessly and unconditionally, married a man she could not see eye to eye with...one she could not respect, but merely tolerate, in a marriage of convenience.

In months, this man, her now husband, became a respectable confidant, her true companion, and dearest friend. One that understood all too well her demons, the pain of rejection, and the love for a child...and slowly, eight years of dust and grime, anger and distrust, heartache and heartbreak...and most of all, loneliness...began to wash away from her heart. What remains is the one thing they are powerless to change...she remains...bereft.

Today, as this woman learns to open her heart again, dares to trust, despite her past demons, insecurities, and a deep-seated fear of pain and rejection ...to allow herself to tread the murky waters of love, of the kind that has the power to leave you broken & rejected; as she loses her heart again, this time to a man who accepts her completely as she is...forever incomplete, she finds herself looking in the mirror in which she sees a girl of days gone by reflected back to her. And her own reflection leaves her in a flux as to how she got here...to this place, in this life where she has the unconditional love of a child, where she is at the threshold of a different kind of love, one like she has never experienced...with a man, she could never have imagined...one, who, though he's never said the words, she knows, with all the conviction in her heart, loves her as she does him. Irrevocably...Unconditionally.

*****

Love.
P


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Posted: 10 years ago
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Great post.

They have come very far from loneliness to togetherness. In spite of being hurt and cheated in past both had learned to trust and love again and this could happen just because of their unending support for each other. Though they hated each other but their love was common. Our Lil princess Ruhi. Eventually they have realised that both of them are correct at their places . The void in their respective lives can b filled by each other only as the person who has gone through the same pain can only understand it and finally heal it.. A song that comes I'm my mind looking at Ishra is

Hum bhi tanha the Tum bhi tanha the milke rone lage
Ek jaise the dono k gum dawa hone lage.

Journey of Ishra is beautiful and you have described it beautifully.
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Beautifully written Payal!
Wow..the way you summarized the then and now journey..was amazing.!😊

It is truly the story of two broken hearts coming together to complete each other as one soul! A beautiful one!


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Posted: 10 years ago
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Whoa ! What a beautiful piece of writing... very word is true.
👏👏
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Payal...Beautiful post👏👏👏...well summarised...I have read ur comments many times in Aani's thread and used to think why cant she make a post...today Iam very happy that u made one...keep writing ...
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Posted: 10 years ago
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I am honored to be the said cousin who inspired this post but this is all you my dear..My ramblings in that email last night could not possibly provoke something sooo sooo beautiful and awe inspiring!
What can I say possibly that could do justice to your post as a reply. Not too much but just a few thoughts..Raman Kumar Bhalla has gone a full circle to finally discover who he is. The "happy" bhalla who married shagun was a naive innocent man..the one post shagun betrayal was a broken, arrogant, superficial, guarded man, the man who married Ishita for his daughter was a hurtful man who could not even be trusted by his daughter compared to a stranger, a distrustful, hurt, confused man..
And then comes this..This man who has emerged merely 10 months after his marriage with Ishita is who RKB truly is. A happy, content, satisfied, still a bit arrogant, shrewd buisness man, dedicated, worldly man..This is the emergence of Raman Kumar Bhalla in his truest form and this person is like a combination of everything he ever was and he ever will be. And this RKB has finally found himself because of being in love with a beautiful selfless, genuine woman. What the love of a genuine woman can do for a man is what we can see here! :) The funny thing is, that's all he ever needed- to be truly love by a good woman and feel that unconditional love for someone. For some people, it comes around easy and for others- its a journey..

And as for Ishita..you were right, i cannot see a character full circle chart in her. But I can see this- a woman who had forgotten herself, her existence, her feminity and had dedicated herself in the service of others has finally found herself again. She is realizing that she is more then a daughter, daughter in law and a mother..She is a woman..A woman who is completely, unquestionably in love. In love with a man who is not at all the "ideal" she imagined..This is a man that provokes her, challenges her, angers her, and makes her doubt herself! And yet, the mere presence of this man can make her lose herself. So for Ishita, her love may not have changed her the way it has for RKB but it has been the reason she found herself again..

And is'nt that what the true definition of love should be. Not staring into each other eyes and passionate hugs and kisses..But a simple soothing feeling that can make you find yourself, love yourself and in turn love someone else unselfishly and unconditionally.

So i did get a bit sappy here..forgive me for that..And honestly thank you for finally creating a post here..it could not have happened at a better time as we await tomorrow..:P
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Beautiful post. Very well written👏
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: -Payal-


I don't post regularly on this forum, That's a shame though. Just saying.
because, well, I'd rather spend my spare time reading the wonderful fictional works of all the incredible writers on this forum...but, well... Still waiting for you to pen down something. Patiently waiting.😃

[Side Note: if you writers are reading this, I apologize for not commenting, most of the time it's because I'm too overwhelmed by what you've penned to find words that would do justice to your talent...but, I always hit the 'like' button, I promise! ...While we're here, let me take this opportunity to say THANK YOU to all of you, for giving us the IshRa we crave...the IshRa we, sadly, will never see on screen.]Ditto to that !

This started out as PM to Rajji about the November 8th episode. How it turned into this, I have no idea... Hihi. IshRa do this to us. One minute you're sitting gushing, the next one you have a pen in hand and a 30 page essay on them! 😳

...and, it was inspired by something my cousin Hemanshi said regarding RKB in reference to the episodes this past week. I like her already.

So, For Rajji & Hemanshi...and, for KP & DT, who's incredible talent forces & inspires me to reflect on the lives of fictional characters.

Please, feel free to throw chappals my way (only flats please, no heels)...really, I have no clue what to make of what I've penned. *using my body as a shield to protect you* No chappals allowed here. Nope. None.

Title Changed to Ready to Love Again by Lady Antebellum...I think it fits this moment in their journey well...
*this will accompany me as i reply to the post*
*****

"Then love knew it was called love.
And when I lifted my eyes to your name,
suddenly your heart showed me my way."
~Pablo Neruda
I mean come on now. That quote. It's so perfect, it' not even funny. "your heart showed me my way" screams ishRa. It fits 11/11 scene PERFECTLY.

*****

Raman Kumar Bhalla is one passionate man. Perhaps the kind you read about only in fiction...Don't say that, it breaks my heart.

The kind that can shake you to the very core of your being...make your insides tremble. The kind that can make your heart soar or the steal the ground beneath your very feet. *swooning*

The man is passionate in everything he does... Passionate, intense, determinate. This man is fire.

Be it as a husband endlessly showering his love and affection on a wife who would never care, a father giving every bit of himself to his child from afar ...in a way that they could never possibly begin to understand, or a ruthless business man who built an empire on a foundation of the broken bits and pieces of his very existence.

Seven years ago, this now fierce, well-envied man was but a rather plain, but 'Happy' soul, with a positive outlook, whose world began and ended with his family. He was a doting husband and father, a responsible son...giving every ounce of his being to his family...in hopes that he'd be able to help them realize all their hearts desires.

Six years ago, this man, who wished nothing more than to give of himself to his loved ones, was left rejected, dejected, ridiculed, defeated, shattered...and left to walk through the ruins of his life with none for accompaniment than the mere shadows of times gone by, and the demons in his own head.Hurts, but oh so beautifully said Payal.

One year ago, this man, who had fought his demons and come out not only alive
was he really alive though? I mean yes, he was breathing and there was blood running his veins but was he ALIVE? No hopes, no love, no happiness. Is that "living"?
, but on top, came back to his family...the ones who couldn't leave him if they tried. This time, any and all traces of the 'Happy' they once knew buried deep under the rubble of a life that once was.

However, the man that returned was a mere mirage of the one who once was. He came back with what he thought was a deadbolt on his heart...one which could let no love in...and no love out. For if he loved too much, or got too close, surely his love would conquer him again...
And he doesn't want to happen again of course.
"To be relieved of love, she thought, was to give up a terrible burden."
surely the demons would haunt him again. He contained it all there, within him...and what was left was a mere facade...This.

of a ruthless man, who'd been beaten down...and found the courage, to get back up.It hurts to know that he had to strengthen himself in order to do as little as BEING.

A mere 9 months ago, this man, a father who loved his child silently but unconditionally, married a woman he could not see eye to eye with...one he despised, in a marriage of convenience.

In months, this woman, his now wife, had done what he couldn't do in years...she had reunited him with his family, taught him to express his love for his child...and slowly, six years of dust and grime, anger and distrust, heartache and heartbreak...and most of all, loneliness...began to wash away from his heart. APPLAUSE.

Today, as this man learns to open his heart again, dares to trust...to allow himself to love despite his past demons, insecurities, and deep-seated fears of pain and rejection, he finds himself looking in the mirror in which he sees a Happy' of days gone by reflected back to him. And his own reflection leaves him in a flux as to how he got here...to this place, where he is at the threshold of a love like one he's never experienced...with a woman, he could never have imagined...one, who, though she's never said the words, he knows, with all the conviction in his heart, loves him as he does her. Irrevocably...Unconditionally. 110% true.

***

Ishita Raman Kumar Bhalla, formerly Ishita Vishwanathan Iyer, is a pure-hearted and giving soul, who knows no malice, and is content to bask in the small moments that make life worthwhile and beautiful.

She gives of herself completely, and without reserve to all those who have ever crossed her path. No expectations, no questions asked.

Be it as a daughter who wishes for nothing more than to make her parents proud and be the reason for their smile, a sister who dotes on and is doted on, or a girl, who had given all of her tomorrows to the boy who needn't have even asked.

Nine years ago, this now mature, level-headed, educated, independent woman, was but a girl, who is, just the same as she is today...a pure-hearted, giving soul...level-headed, and content...but then, there was innocence...and unshakable faith...in herself, in her love. Payal. I don't like where this is going. The heartbreak is on its way.

Eight years ago, this girl, who dreamt nothing more than the love which she had read of in fairytales, the kind that has the power to conquer all, was left rejected, dejected, ridiculed, defeated, shattered, bereft...and left, to walk through life, with all her loved ones beside her...exept the one she truly loved. 🥺

Over the years, this shattered, bereft girl learned to hide her tears for a love lost, one that could never be, behind a smile...for the love that was, that of her family. Her devotion amazes me.

All innocence lost, over a fate that could never be, this girl, who had seemimgly matured overnight, continued to fight her own demons, the only way she knew how...by giving of herself, completely, and without reserve, to all those who ever crossed her path. No expectations, no questions asked.Applause again.

Over the years, this shattered, bereft woman, continued to walk through the ruins of her life, albeit with her family by her side, but truly, with none for accompaniment than the mere shadows of times gone by, and the demons in her own head...a woman, but with one wish...the love of the purest kind, one that could not reject or go unrequited...that, of a child.😲 You enlightened me Payal!

One year ago, a woman's wish was granted.

A mere 9 months ago, this woman, now a mother who loved her child selflessly and unconditionally, married a man she could not see eye to eye with...one she could not respect, but merely tolerate, in a marriage of convenience.

In months, this man, her now husband, became a respectable confidant, her true companion, and dearest friend. One that understood all too well her demons, the pain of rejection, and the love for a child...Raman makes her feel alive again. By being his ruthless self, by being HIMSELF egoist he teaches HER that it's okay to do so, to ask for things, to claim, to need. Ishita since her heartbreak, has always lived in temperance but Raman, involuntary at first but deliberately now, makes her become JKR again.

and slowly, eight years of dust and grime, anger and distrust, heartache and heartbreak...and most of all, loneliness...began to wash away from her heart. What remains is the one thing they are powerless to change...she remains...bereft.

Today, as this woman learns to open her heart again, dares to trust, despite her past demons, insecurities, and a deep-seated fear of pain and rejection ...to allow herself to tread the murky waters of love, of the kind that has the power to leave you broken & rejected; as she loses her heart again, this time to a man who accepts her completely as she is...forever incomplete,Pause. You know what, since Mani started track i absolutely FORGOT that Ishita is infertile. So right now i'm realizing all over again, that while Subbu ejected her from his life because she was barren; Raman is clinging to her, not even taking count of her infertility. Ishita is winning over her disability. She lost love because of infertility so all these years she thought that she didn't deserve love because of it, but now Raman came into her life and loved her just the way she is. This is huge (i know it's "obvious", but i'm just rediscovering it all over again. i'm amazed). She is not "ONLY" being loved, she is being loved STILL having the disability that made her lost her love previously.

she finds herself looking in the mirror (that scene though) in which she sees a girl of days gone by reflected back to her. And her own reflection leaves her in a flux as to how she got here...to this place, in this life where she has the unconditional love of a child, where she is at the threshold of a different kind of love, one like she has never experienced...with a man, she could never have imagined...one, who, though he's never said the words, she knows, with all the conviction in her heart, loves her as she does him. Irrevocably...Unconditionally. AAAWWW the ending!

*****

Love.
P

Loved this post Payal. I needed about 75min to read it, enjoying each and every word. It was magical.

Edited by rajji-cutest - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Hi Payal,

Dont be to modest dear, you have written about Raman and Ishita superbly, have descibed the characters and their feelings wonderfully.

Make a post abt the little cupid Ruhi...jst a request...
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Posted: 10 years ago
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One of the best things I read here 😳

Their journey beautifully explained ❤️

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