...he (sahir) is sitting in his cabin
he is very restless... he feels he is missing someone ... without his knowledge he starts thinking abour his aarzoo...
...what would have happened to her if i had not reached that place on time ... orelse. that buldozer...why was i trying to see her face while i was carrying her... even though i was very angry at her coz she had stopped my work of destroying that factory ...
...i hardly speak to others but why the hell did i argue with her that day in the flight ,... though i had no option than tolerating her i could have been quiet ...
why am i liking her stupid sense of her humour ... why am i liking her smile...
...looking towards the door where is she ? why dint she come to office ...
the whole day passes the same way ... he is in his room standing in his balcony ... lost in his thoughts ... she was the person who spoilt my entire fashions show ... she had the guts to throw her stupid phone at me ... even had the guts to bring that stupid nonsense pan ki patthe with pakha hua baingan... i had shouted at her...
...but today why am i felling like to appreciate her guts ... feels she was concerned about me...
why was i soo angry seeing her in the jail ... why i could not stop myself when she broke down ... though i was the reason for it ...
i was trying to justify to zaki that i will give her the bail only for his sake ... but who was i trying to actually tell that . zaki or myself...
while i cannot even tolerate someone itnterfering in my privacy. she came to my room fell into my pool .. and what did i do .. just smile ...
or may be i could not ignore her innocence and her cuteness when she asked me to save her in that two feet of water..
when she said JHUMROO KHAN... PYAAR SE DIA HUA NAAM HAI
...i just freaked out ? but deep inside i thought she said that to me.. ...
nowadays i am searching every possible reason to keep her infront of my eyes ... take today itself I was so restless by not seeing her today...
may be i have started to feel for HER . mujhe mohabbath to nahi ho gaya hai...
today i can see her face in the moon, i can feel her presence around me when this cold breeze passes .i can feel her voice echoing around me in this dark night ...
how can i forget first time she caught my hand ...i know i was angry that day but today im feeling good
that tamrind seed .. is still with me only uski vajoodh mere paas hai
she has broken all the strong walls of my heart and have made a GRAND ENTRANCE into my heart
sahir just smiles at himself and stars to write a shayari for his aarzoo...
Edited by ankithasushma - 11 years ago