"Walking with a friend in dark is better than walking alone in light"
Love.
No one gets it when demands of it.
No one escapes it when wants to.
No one dies without it even if wished so.
I can not even coherent what I am exactly feeling. As I have always said while discussing in ATs that writers are very much aware of what they are doing. They know what to do and how to present it to us. They know that we have had our share of daily soaps with cheesy clich storyline and that is exactly not the thing we are looking for. They have created characters so deep that we cannot help but relate to them. Connect with them.
Coming to today's episode, well it was simply perfect. Not only because it had Manik and Nandini's confession but also I can see the vortex of the mess nearing. The coins are set, chances are being played, fate played hers, life played it's. Now we shall see the consequences of the clash of life and fate. We'll see who all will emerge out of it as winners without getting defeated in this game of chess.
Today episode was very symbolic and now, I can see a bit clearly that what may happen.
She came. She got impressed. She admired his efforts. She felt important to someone. She felt the belonging.
He came. He saw. He was surprised. He felt loved. He felt needed. He felt warmth. He felt abode.
Today's MaNan's scene had too much of emotional connectivity to gather it into absolute combinations of 26 alphabets.
Yes, I am glad that the kiss happened. Like everyother, I was waiting for it too but what took me off my feet was Manik's confession.
It is trust. It is security. It is feeling of importance. It is the guidance light that he seeks. He wants nothing but these and Nandini gave him exactly that.
He didn't want those clich confessions of love from her. He didn't need any of those stupid promises from her. All he wanted was assurance. Assurance that she'll stay by his side, humesha. Will shine for him like a star, humesha. Will include him in her prayers, humesha. Will trust him, humesha. He just wanted to make sure that the happiness, homeliness and hope he is getting stays with him, humesha.
What will he give her in return?
He'll keep her happy. He'll make her fireflies glow. He'll let her commit her share of mistakes and cover up for her. He'll let her enjoy the childhood she lost. He'll let her get to know the child within her. He'll get her out of the shell she built so hard that it never slips away, not even when she is drunk.
When she asked him what he wants to hear I could definitely see her wish to see him happy. She'll take down the whole world if it makes her man happy. She'll do whatever is in her power to make him happy. That is the amount of care that she holds for him. That is the amount of love she secured, only for him.
He came to her from behind when she was searching for him. Don't you guys see, he is incapable of leaving her alone? It's not in him to leave her. He'll be there for her, with her, humesha. Even if he tries to hide, to back off, he can't. No matter how hard he tries to stay away from her, he can't.
She doesn't let him. She seeks for him. She wants him. She's scared, now, to step out without him. She is scared to think of a life without him, without the security she gets when she is with him.
And he?
He can't see her like that. He can't let her be weak. He can't let her be scared. He can't let her be the target of Monsters roaming around.
So, he comes back. Back to where he belongs. Back to where he is needed. Back to where he wants to be.
So homely he is that he lays himself bare, in front of her, at her mercy. He trusts her with himself. With his vulnerability. With his emotions. He tells her of the effect she has on him. He tells her that she is his anchor, his sanity, his salvation, his light, his star.
And she? What did she do?
She accepts him the way he is. She lets go of her hatred for his love. She who would flare up at the mere mention of stars doesn't get offended when he calls her so. Just because, he likes them. They are important to him. She lets go of the remaining negativity within her because he gave her reason to.
Fireflies.
She believes in them.
He doesn't.
But. He believes in her belief.
He won't let her belief fall down; he won't let her fall down. He'll protect her belief just the way he'll protect her.
I don't see them parting. Angst? Yes. But no partings. It's their journey together to clear up the mess around.
- Aditi😊
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