I don't know how many of you felt it. But yesterday when Durga bought that father's day cake for Dev and seeing his happiness I really felt for the child in him who might have never known what is father's love and somewhere in his heart still yearns for it.
If what we believe is true that tape indeed has something related to Arnab Goenka then Arnab died 25 years back. So what age Dev would have been. Maximum 4 years or maybe less than that.
So he has just grown up with a image of this father whatever his mother told and maybe others who knew Arnab Goenka told. But would have never known how it feels when your dad takes you out for a ride, how it feels when he buys you a ice cream, how it feels to be in his lap. None of the happiness that a father provide to his son this young man wouldn't have received. As Raj I don't think treated him like his son.
So somewhere in his dream world this child would have created a connect with his Papa. That his Papa is there, loves him and always there for him. And him celebrating Father's day on his Papa's b'day would have been one of the ways he connected with his Papa who he lost as a child.
Really it is very painful for a child to grow up without Papa or Mama at a young age. Even if they grow up somewhere that yearning will be still in them to feel that love that is deprived for them.
Nithya was never deprived. She had her parents and then lost them. Where as Dev as a person has been deprived of his father. The pain of loss is more there and it is something that is very personal for them. A part of their heart which they never want others to see than those they think are very close to them. Because it is a vulnearability which a person would want to hide than expose.
Dev for me still yearns for that love. There is still a child in him who had never known father's love. If Rajnath indeed killed Arnab he has to pay for the sin he committed to a little boy.