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A Post- My Views on Raman Reaction!
His legs didn't know where to go, his eyes couldn't register anything that they came through, his ears went deaf momentarily and his soul died twice that day, his body felt like a lump of cold flesh, nothing seemed to move and every ounce of the world seem to mock, but more than mock they left pity for him, behind.
It was all like nostalgia, only if something could descend upon from heaven and undo the unwanted.
His eyes, pricked, not of tears, for all tears seemed to have dried but of the dryness, though he wanted to cry, yet again. After all, this was what he could do, only if he could do something to make believe that all this, that was happening was nothing but a nightmare, that would end soon bringing the new light against his window again. But where was the source of it all? He was alone as ever, yet again the left.
All he wanted was to be unaffected, that he had been until destiny, fate laughed out loud mocking him for trying to decide upon them and with that they thrust a relation upon him. Resisted, as he might but he couldn't stop it to slither in, in his heart, causing the walls to melt, and once again providing warmth of the forbidden feeling to ice cold heart.
He felt more broken than ever, not registering where his feet were taking him, he walked in the bar, the peace full but faintly drunk ambience of the place was proving him with unknown satisfaction, not much people were there, only a few.
He went ahead and took a place by the bar and ordered a bottle of whiskey, and without bothering for glass poured down his throat not bothering about the burning effect that it gave.
Her words echoed again in his ears, and his mind deceiving him yet again threw the scene back at him, her hugging her "best-friend" and voicing out the three magical words that he unknowingly craved to hear for himself from her, her smile of satisfaction and relief being in her "Best-friend's" arms, her thoughts about him, being her only savior, her hero, and her wish to leave himself and even Ruhi for him. How was that even possible? She can never do that... didn't he tried this trick of making himself understand and realize that this has nothing to do with all the crap he was imagining, rather it was all his faulty imagination that he was thinking and judging their friendship like that... but now when he saw everything practically, should he still not believe it?
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What should a person do when he gets rejected on everything? When he is compared to the other person and especially if he is a man by his own wife? Pray tell me... how would you feel if your Husband, boy-friend would compare you to his best friend (who is a girl-beautiful, and charming and who is practically interested in him and you know about it...)? It's a practical world, and Practical world is hell scary a place. Relations here are fragile, they don't work on- how they should be... How can you even compare those two parties? (Raman-Shagun/Ishita-Mani)
Raman was NEVER with Shagun when he was standing with his son (In Amma's accident case), he didn't tell Ishita not because he didn't wanted but because Shagun had got him SWORN over his son's head! What he was to do? Break his child's trust? Didn't he cried? Didn't he hated himself for doing this to his wife? Didn't he cried in darkness, didn't he asked for forgiveness while she lay their asleep?
But what Ishita is doing, is wrong, All I feel is, Any friendship, or friend has no, absolutely NO right to intrude and give stupid ideas to his friend about lying to his/her spouse. Pray tell me how would you feel when your Husband/Boy-friend suddenly starts spending time with his/her special friend who is of opposite sex? Won't you feel insecure if you catch that they have changed the names of that girl while feeling their number, just to hide it from you?
Please think, please be PRACTICAL, of this world, and Think!
*For my friends who feel that Raman's wrong!! Pray tell how?
**For my friends who feel Raman's reaction was justified. I agree with you!
***For silent readers, who feel pity, anguish and disgusted; satisfied, happy and peace with the present scenario!
P.S. I am fed up from all the posts regarding that Raman is wrong, because he is NOT! And if he leaves Ishita at this point, I would stand by Raman's character, and see the future antics of Savior Mani and Distressed Damsel (that she is not) accuse him. Let him and JKR accuse him, she needs to shed tears, not because I hate her, but because she never trusted him, in Shagun's case, in Sanjana's case, never and now how can she expect him to trust her?
And I would be satisfied if she realizes her mistake and take some serious step to right it!
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