Hello Friends,
When you were you were hospitalized, Abhimanyu was courteous enough to point out what a appalling husband I am to you. Our marriage, which is for my benefit alone has been intolerable for you... thanks to my callousness towards you. It was a shock to say the least, to hear about our marriage from a 3rd party. I would have thought if you were suffering because of me, you would have bought it to my attention JRK! You have always stood up to me. I have viewed you as my equal and found you to be a worthy opponent!
As much as I hate to admit, Abhimanyu's words compelled me to reflect up on my behaviour towards you and our equation or lack of it. True when you were hospitalized, I didn't know anything about you, I still don't! I was incredibly grateful when you gained consciousness and vowed to myself that I will do my best to be a good husband and get to know you better. Much to my dismay, I can't make you happy! Be it try to be helpful (washing machine fiasco) or to my recent misbehaviour. All I ask is how would you feel, if you walked in on me with my so called FEMALE best friend (who makes you feel incompetent). And, then you received a supposed surprise gift that you thought was meant for the friend. STILL, does not excuse my outburst and I humbly apologize from the bottom of my heart. What followed was half baked idea to get your attention, so I could feel better. You are right, I am insensitive, selfish and cruel. Hear you say that made me realize how unfair this marriage has been for, not just me but my baggage as well. Be that, Param, Simi, Shagun, Adi, each one has caused you pain. You can even bear to wake up next to me, it disgusts you. (Chhee incident was a blow to my swabhiman not abhiman)
Ishita, no more. I care a lot about you and want you to be happy. Ruhi makes you happy and you make her happy. I love both my children and want the best for them. Regrettably, my equation with Adi is desolate, thanks to Shagun. Children of divorce can grow up content life if the parents are selfless and prioritize the children. That will be impossible with Shagun as she is heartless. You however are selfless with golden heart and you deserve to be happy. Ruhi is our daughter and we don't need to be together or married to raise her well.
No more fighting with you, no more anguish for you. I want to set you free from this burden, I will take full responsibility for the separation. Ruhi will be your charge, all i want is to be part of her life as her father. I have no doubt with we will manage to be best parents to Ruhi... after all it's all about... sirf Ruhi ke liye.
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