Our dearest Sahir is in deep agony, carrying the burden all by himself, He is burning inside. He was anticipating the doctor's call... He went berserk after his worst possible fears were confirmed by the doctor's report. He was hurting from inside...
The lines one the paper in the pool said:
marte hain aarzoo mein marne ki
maut aatee hai par naheen aatee
translation:
I die in the hope of dying
Death arrives and then never arrives
These lines written by Ghalib are from his poetry
Koi Ummeed Bar Nahin Aatee...
which is when hope is lost, there is no solution in sight...
So are these reports connected to him only?
The way he kept quiet, didn't ask any questions, just accepted the news.
Is he suffering from some ailment or is it someone else.
He wants to die but even death evades him...
Then comes his next sher
Aazmaish kadi hai par himmat rakh Sahir himmat rakh...
Sakht Dushwaar hai ki ehsaas ki gutthi suljhe
Ahle daanish ne bahut soch kar uljhayi hai...
The trial is exacting/challenging but be strong Sahir
It is extremely difficult to solve the puzzle of emotions
The wise one has tangled it after giving it a lot of thought.
Which might mean that he is very conflicted right now. The feelings are overwhelming, he doesn't know how to deal with them. He knows that it's a lost cause, still wants to be strong to face the music...
HC's expressions were spot on, We could feel his misery.
Edited by gossipgirlxoxo - 11 years ago