NEVER LET YOU GO (vardhan-niharika love story) completed

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Posted: 11 years ago

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Originally posted by: shavi2311
read all 21 parts...its so heart touching..pm me fr nxt...eagrly waitng fr nxt...

sure dear.. thank you for reading it...😊

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Posted: 11 years ago

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never let you go

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Posted: 11 years ago

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NEVER LET YOU GO.:

PART-22

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"Vartika meri baat toh suno" i kept on iterating all the while she meticulously escorted me to the doctor's cabin, but she was in no mood to listen to me, in no time we found ourselves in the doctor's cabin waiting for him,

"di, yeh sab ka zaroorat kya hai? Let me go, she's alone there" i said, she said nothing, but i noticed few tear drops trickling down her face as she rolled her eyes at me desperately,

"di..." i squeezed her hand!

"vardhaan! Stop being kid! If you don't stay silent! am telling you, i'll slap you now!" she said with trembling voice, pointing her finger at me, i fell silent and hung my head low i don't know why but tears started rolling down my cheeks.! Moments later, the doctor entered in to the cabin, busily checking some reports,

"so,how are you mr.vardhaan, ?" he asked taking his seat,

"fine," i mumbled not even trying to look at him, i just didn't feel like, i just wanted to run away from there, run to niharika and so badly wanted to talk to her, i wondered Why they were not believing my words about niharika. i tried to tell them..but before i could say some thing my di, began to speak

"sir, niharika ka operation..." her voice trailed off because of tears

"scheduled this afternoon" he said leaning back in his chair

"will she be okay?" vartika asked clearing her throat.

"major clots has to be removed,but she's hasn't gained her senses back yet,," he twitched his lips desperately, the signs of pessimism was clearly visible in his face,, i was listening to him in silence all the whilst with my gaze stuck to floor, but not anymore,

"di," i squeezed her hand again, and she turned to face me.

"did you get that vardhan? at least now?" her voice was still quivering

"he is lying" i muttered and it irked her!

"vardhaan! Stop being kid and try to understand. NIHARIKA IS NOT FINE! SHE IS NOT OKAY!" she emphasized and paused to breathe "we are not lying, it's you!! You are living in the false world, open your eyes! Can't you see! She's lying on that bed senseless! From 6 days, and underwent 3 surgeries, still few major clots in her brain has to be removed and her ribs has to be fixed, and they are going to operate on her once again! she is not even in sense! She is not fine vardhaan, she is not!" vartika broke down and began to cry bitterly. even then, it's nothing like a truth and then why are they reiterating it! It annoyed me..

"aarghh! Enough di! Enough of you! Ye sab jooth, you are lying! you all are! She is fine and i know that" i pushed all the files and medicines on the table in front of me, screaming at them!

"vardhaan! Stop this madness!" she stood up and began to walk me out, asking an apology to the doctor, i walked silently all the while she made me walk back to my room.

"chod" i jerked my hand as soon as we reached the ICU "i am going to my niharika" i said trying to walk taking the help of walls. Vartika said nothing, she silently pushed the door and helped me to walk in! She made me to sit beside her bed and dashed out of the room crying. niharika was alone in the room with those medical equipment surrounding her, she was still like sleeping,

"niha," i said placing my palm on her cheeks, "why are they saying like you are not fine?. They are lying na?" i asked as my voice trembled.. "i know you are fine.. I know you will open your eyes for me! You promised me, that you never let go... Don't you dare forget that promise okay!?" i broke in to tears ending my single sided coversation with her. I know she'll be there for me cause she promised me! She was just testing my patience.. May be she don't know that i could wait till my last breathe for her,.

It was three in the afternoon that vartika left the room being fed up with pleading me to have my food, i just don't feel like, i wondered why she couldn't understand that.. Moments after vartika left the room, 2 of the ward boys entered in with a stretcher.. They began to remove all the tubes around her

"where are you taking her to?" i tried to stand up..

"OT" replied the duty nurse not looking at me.. My hand was still holding hers and they didn't even care to tell me release my grip, they just shifted her to the stretcher,

"careful, can't you see?" i bellowed..

"we know better than what you know" the nurse replied with stern face and dashed out of the room asking the ward boys to bring her out.. I followed them, slowly, out to the OT hoping all good to come...

COUPLE OF HOURS LATER.:

Vartika and i sat in the metal chairs arranged out side the OT for the past 2 hours, it was 5 in the evening and still the doctors were operating on her,

"will she be okay?" i squeezed vartika's hand resting my head on her shoulder..

"she will vardhaan! Just because she promised you" she caressed my hair.

"sorry di di, for that happened in doctor's cabin" i mumbled.

"don't be" her voice shivered. I said nothing, i just closed my eyes and few tear drops trickled down my cheeks..An hour passed and I opened my eyes on hearing a creaking sound of the door...

"vardhaan." i felt my di's hand tapping my cheek gently to wake me up...

"di, niharika..."

"let me talk to the doctor first" she said standing and making me rest back, i just sat there with all ears trying to listen to their words keenly...

"sir.." she walked to the doctor asking "how is she?"

He just looked at her in despair and said "operation is over" he twitched his lips,

"over? What do you mean by over? Isn't she fine?" i stood up and began to walk towards the doctor toppling..

"mr.vardhaan! We're not certain about her condition. We need to observe her for 2 days, she should gain her senses... else..." he stopped in mid way!

"else? Else what..? Speak up!" i screamed...

"vardhaan,.!" vartika glared at me

"di, they are inefficient, they can't even perform an operation successfully, can't you see?" i shook her hard

"vardhaan! Just shut up!" she said trying to release my grip."sir am sorry again" she tried to speak to doctor

"it's okay! I can understand, she's shifted to icu, you can see her." he said leaving to his cabin.

I entered the icu while the ward boys were shifting her to the bed.. Her head was then wrapped in a fresh bandage..with blood marks allover, but nothing seemed to be disturbing her, she laid there peacefully as if nothing bothering her at all, i just walked to her and sat beside her bed taking her hand into mine...

"baby, am waiting for you, please for my sake, please open your eyes!" i cried, nothing came in response, except the tear drops forming streaks down her eyes again.!

"why niharika, why? i know you are listening, you give me a hope for a second, but then suddenly you push me into abyss, why? Are you still angry on me" i said caressing her palm, smiling desperately, and then her tears stopped rolling down her eyes. I silently leaned forward and planted a kiss on her eyes, oh her swollen eyes encircled with dark patches round, a lone tear rolled down from the corner of her eye!

"come back to me niha, soon" i mumbled as i kissed her forehead

14th May 2002.:

couple of days passed and she still hadn't opened her eyes, the deadline that doctor's had fixed for her had completed, never in those days, not even for a second she did opened her eyes! Even i never stopped talking to her,but all she in response was her tears rolling down her cheeks occasionally.it was just another afternoon that i sat beside her and talking to her, with her hand in mine, vartika too was there,

"niharika, you remember? That day! When you first came to class, may be, it was the day that i fell in love with you!" i began to speak despite of tears rolling down my cheeks, "you know what? That day in lab, when you threatened me, with the screw driver, that day, i didn't take my bath.!" i smiled through my tears, even vartika laughed, after ages!! and niha did too,.not essentially stretching her lips but I had seen a lone tear trickling down from corner of her eye,!

"hmm," i heaved a huge sigh, "and i didn't even shaved my beard, see" i placed her palm on my cheek making her to caress it...

"vardhaan! What is that,?" vartika placed her palm on my shoulder..

"she is listening" i smiled... She said nothing, she just leaned forward as tears trickled her cheeks and hugged me saying "she will survive! At least for the sake of your love" she kissed my forehead smiling through her tears.!

"niha see, even vartika is waiting for you, you asked me to marry you, remember that day in canteen? Just that you can be with her" i wiped the tears from corner of her eyes, "see, now even vartika is here, now open you eyes fast and wake up right now, let's get married baby!" i said staring at her..

"vardhaan!" vartika hit me slowly on my back, widening her eyes

"true di, right the moment she opens her eyes, i'll marry her" i said looking at vartika,

"tum.." vartika began to speak, but before i could hear her, i felt niharika's soft palm pressing my hand slowly, steadily tightening her grip.

"di! Niharika!" i widened my eyes gaping at vartika,... She too looked so astonished staring at niharika,

"vardhaan! She...she. is...in...her senses! Oh my god! I'll call the doctor..." she stammered in extreme bliss and dashed out of room for calling the doctor..! I was astounded, and was so ecstatic,

"var..d.h..aa..." she tried to speak, but her voice trailled off and it took a good whole of 2 minutes for her to call my name...

"niharika..am here!" i leaned forward... Taking my face near hers,

"you...ar..e...in...s...an..e..." she smiled with great difficulty...

"yes, baby! Yes i am..." i kissed her fore head while my tears made their way to her forehead... I wanted to hug her, take her to my arms and tell her how badly i missed her! But before i could speak something, vartika barged into the room with the doctor, in no time the doctor began to check her on, simultaneously studying her reports too,

"how are you feeling now?" he asked leaning forward to hear her

"i...ca...n't...f...e...el...my...body..." she said after a struggle of 10 minutes!

"hmm!" the doctor heaved a sigh standing back,

"what happened Doctor, is she fine?" vartika asked out of curiosity

"i don't think so, she is loosing her senses, the operation didn't gave a fruitful result ms.vartika, the clots had their effect already, we should have operated early! we are sorry now" he said making his way out to his cabin. Leaving vartika shattered,

"is he mad? Can't he see her talking to me in life? what rubbish is he talking?" i bellowed at vartika, she said nothing, she silently walked to the bed and stood beside me...trying hard to fight her tears back,

"niharika...you are okay now! You never know how happy i am!" i said turning to face her and kissing her hand,..

"var..dhaaa..n..." she called out again...

"haan baby, am here" i leaned forward

"i...can...'t...fee..l..yo..ur..h.an..." her voice trailed off,and it turned hard for her to keep her eyes open, she began to close her eyes!

"niharika, no, niharika don't you dare close your eyes!" i tapped her cheek and she opened her eyes again, she tried to smile stretching her lips,

"niharika please..." i cried

"i...lo...ve..you...mr..eng...in..eer..." she stretched her lips to smile and she did,.. She began to close her eyes again,

"niharika! Niharika! Please don't" i began to tap her cheek again,

"vartika tell her not to!" i pleaded vartika still tapping niharika's cheek, but vartika stood there silent, broken inside and crying...

"niharika.. I'll kill you damn! Open your eyes i say!! You can't leave me alone here!" i shook her hard but it was too late that she closed her eyes with an eternal smile pasted across her face! Might be for ever!!

I turned to face vartika, but she stormed out of the room crying bitterly.!!

"no, you can't do this to me! Niharika! You can't!" i began to shook her hard again fighting back my tears! but nothing came in response. Not even her tears! A deadly silence occupied the room that even those medical equipment too stopped beeping as a sign that her heart too stopped beating!

She left me! Alone! Forever! i said nothing, i didn't ask her to open her eyes, i didn't Plead her to come back, i just sat there with her hand in mine, holding it close to my heart! Tears stopped flowing down, and the pain, it caged my heart! I don't know how long i sat there like that, moments later i had seen ward boys entering in and wrapping her in a white blanket, veiling her smile on her face... And they lifted her to shift to the stretcher, Her hand, which i was holding till then, had slipped from my hand and was hanging aside lifelessly then!

I was just watching every thing with a blank expression on my face, cause i couldn't register anything going around! I went numb, in no time they carried her body out of the room!

she left me! She left to some other world, forever! She died. and it all ended there, i need to believe the fact that she's no more, and then i felt worthless to breathe, yes! I was ready then, ready to be killed, ready to follow her to the other world, what actually should i do without her? Suddenly i felt empty, my heart turned heavy with the pain cooped in it. I slowly and silently walked to my room, double bolted the door, i sat at the corner of my room, it just seemed unreal and like it happened yesterday, NIHARIKA OBEROI, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, HAD LEFT ME ALONE IN THIS SELFISH WORLD the truth then stuck to my heart, i laid down, curled to my side, burying my face in my knees and i cried.

"come back niha... Niharikaa..." i wailed, i cried bitterly. for her, probably whom my tears could never bring back.!

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Sanyukta moved closer and wrapped her hand round his arm and rested her head on his shoulder "i wish this could be a bad dream" she cried, squeezing his hand!

Randhir closed the dairy and leaned side ways against her head, "even i wish the same!" he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and held her close to his heart! She buried her face in his chest and they cried! Soothing each other, they cried and cried till tears refused to flow down and till they realized that they were in each other's arms!!

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Edited by chocolate4 - 11 years ago

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Ananya

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Posted: 11 years ago

#164

me again first! yes!! coming to the update - what the hell! u love making us cry! don't u?? i know that their story was going to end this way, still am crying! u know what, i love u how u penned it! vardhan's and sandhir's feeelings, their emotions are relatable! but still i am angry with u! i mean yes it has to be like this, but koi itna rulata hai kya???

Edited by prushasil - 11 years ago

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Rashi Bhargava

@newmoon18

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Posted: 11 years ago

#165

Awsme story yr

So beautifully written
I m in luv wid it

The updte was awsme
So emtnl

Update soon wtng

Alwz keep smiling 😊

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chocolate4

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Posted: 11 years ago

#166

Originally posted by: newmoon18
Awsme story yr

So beautifully written
I m in luv wid it

The updte was awsme
So emtnl

Update soon wtng

Alwz keep smiling 😊

thankkk youuu 😊

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Nitra

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Posted: 11 years ago

#167

Oh god so emotional ...ise read karte hue i was crying... Poor vd ... :(

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amulbaby06

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Posted: 11 years ago

#168

Dear... what is this??? you know how much emotional I became???

not fair... seriously am able to imagine all this happening infront of my eyes... in such a beautiful way u have penned👏👏👏👏👏...

this is the most emotional part I have ever read...

the way Vardhan said... its mind blowing... just take a bow & hats off... u know how much it touched my heart... never became such emotional...

Not only Sandhir even am is also in dat condition...

one word can say am speechless... can't say anything more...

Love,
Mickey