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@rishbala3018

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Posted: 11 years ago

#151

Originally posted by: SShreShthA
yeh teaser ko pura update baanake doo naa ab toh

As i had told when i gave the teaser that i'll update on 23rd!
Tomoro is 23rd so i'll be posting tomoro 😃

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Preet

@rishbala3018

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Posted: 11 years ago

#152

Originally posted by: khushbooparmar
Hello Di

Hello Khushboo dear, how r u??

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@SARA4444

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Posted: 11 years ago

#153

Originally posted by: rishbala3018

Hello Khushboo dear, how r u??

🥱 update?

Edited by SARA4444 - 11 years ago

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Preet

@rishbala3018

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Posted: 11 years ago

#154

Originally posted by: SARA4444

🥱update?

On 23rd dear i:e tomoro 😳

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Preet

@rishbala3018

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Posted: 11 years ago

#155

Happy Birthday Harshu aka oshinchaudhary.

This chapter is your birthday gift and as promised I am posting it today and its more than 2000 words as u asked. So enjoy your gift and ur special day.

Love U lots

Preet.🤗

Chapter 19

He started speaking warily "I recently got a new job" he paused...

Oh he is just leaving school, i will also be leaving after exams...its okay not as bad as I thought! I can still talk to him, he'll be here only. Thank God! Jodha thought as relief washed over her...BUT what she didn't know was that this relief will be very short lived, she was about get hit with the shock of a lifetime in the next few seconds.

Jalaal continued "Interview and paperwork was going on for past few months and last week everything got finalized!" He paused for few seconds "I uh I...I have to go to USA in january" he said quickly in low tone...

Hearing the last sentence about going to USA Jodha felt numb, It took her few seconds to comprehend what she heard, her stomach curled up with unknown scary feelings, her eyes widen in shock, her heart started to pound and her jaw dropped opening her mouth wide and her pain was so extreme that her words got stuck in her throat, her voice lost! Tears started flowing involuntarily from her eyes, her world came to a stand still, the only thing roaming in her head was "I HAVE TO GO TO USA IN JANUARY!" She couldn't react, she was stunned, her brain stopped working, voice refused to come out.

****THUD****

Her body gave up in tremor, her hands couldn't grip the reciever any longer, the phone fell from her hand onto the floor...

"Hello...Jodha...Jodha" Jalaal screamed with worry. "What happened Jodha?????Jodha...Jodhaaa." When he didn't get any response he cut the call thinking he will dial again.

Jodha was sitting at the same place in the same position like a statue with tears involuntarily swimming down her cheeks. Soon her silent tears converted into loud sobs as if she lost everything.

After the flood of tears out, her chest got some air to breathe, her brain slowly started to function again, she started recovering gradually from the shock and her sanity came back to reality. Her own sudden behavior made her confused, her mind got filled with questions...Why am I crying?? Why am I feeling suffocated? Why am I feeling sad instead of happy for him, its a big opputunity for him! He is so competent to get this oppurtunity. He must be very happy! But why is this making me sad, very sad?? I shud be happy for him, I wanna be happy for him...but then why am I crying??? Jodha was unable to understand her own reaction...

Stop crying! Jodha scolded herself. The harder she tried not to cry, the harder it became to stop...

Her mind started flooding her with many more questions...Will i ever see him again?? Will he remember me?? No, why would he remember me?? I am sure he will forget me after some time. But, why do I want him to remember me??

Jalaal thinking
It has been 20 mins and still her phone is busy! How can it be busy, she was talking to me just now and suddenly it went blank...what could have happened?? May be she is sad because I am going. Does she also have feelings for me? No no...I shudn't think like this! Vipul said 'see how she reacts to this news, you might get the hint you are looking for!' But I don't know how she felt when I told her. May be I shud have waited and told her face to face. But would I have been able to do that?? Telling her on phone was difficult enough for me, let alone face to face...besides she asked me today so I kind of had no choice.

Jodha thinking
Why the news of him leaving is hurting me so much?? He was not gonna be with me forever anyway!! Do I want him to be with me forever?? Yes I do! But...but why do i want him to be with me forever?? Do I love...she couldn't finish her thought!

No no I don't, I can't! He is my teacher...its not possible! She thought horrified...

I just like him...A LOT, yes a lot but other than that nothing else is possible!! I like his company, our daily phone talks, I like waiting for him on the stairs before every tuition class, I like sitting next to him during tuition class and right in front of him in class! I feel like talking to him all the time, staying near him! I always did things to make him happy and proud of me but WHY do I want this and like this so much???

Jalaal thinking
Its been 40 mins now and still i can't get thru, her phone is still busy...now I am getting really worried...what shud I do?? Where are you Jodha?? Please call me back, please. He pleaded silently.

Jodha thinking
All the questions were still repeating in her mind over and over again, she had no answers for any of the why's! The only thing she could conclude was she likes being with him a lot.

But somewhere deep down she realized that she loves him a lot...she didn't realize it earlier while doing all the things she did, but now she realized it! She was scared of her realization so she didn't wanna say out loud that she has fallen in Love with him!!

Now instead of tears she had a big smile on her face, as she finally realized how she truly felt about him! She kept thinking of all the times she waited for him hiding near the stairs, how many times she made up excuses to call him just to hear his voice, how she loved sitting near him, how happy she felt everytime he praised her for her work, for her highest marks!! Suddenly she remembered the happiness on his face when he saw her giving the presentation at the science fair. "That was the happiest I have seen him, ever!" She said aloud...

Suddenly it dawned on her that all this does not matter, because what she feels has no importance...this is an impossible thing to happen and there can be nothing between them, soon he will leave and forget all about her, she will probably never even see him again! All these thoughts made her extremely sad and her big smile suddenly got vanished, she had tears in her eyes threatening to come out again. She put her head between her knees and started crying once more.

She was overwhelmed with her feelings for him and the realization that soon he will leave and she would never ever see him again.

Jalaal's condition was not much different from her. He was worried sick...I have not heard from her for almost an hour now, what happened to her?? I can't imagine what would have happened?? He was pale, dreaded with concern, but he had no option other than to wait to hear back from her. He was going insane with each passing minute, the wait was slowly killing him from inside, his stomach was in knots, he didn't know what to do?

After crying her heart out Jodha finally stopped!

"I have to think rationally, I already know nothing can happen between us! I must keep my feelings to myself, I have to behave as normal as i can with him, I cannot let him find out my true feelings for him...what will he think about me if he finds out?? OMG He might think I am crazy or worse he might get mad at me and stop talking to me. No, no thats not good, may be I shud just stay away from him...avoid him as much as I can. Yes, thats what I will do." She decided!
But then he is leaving in january anyway, do I wanna stay away from him before he leaves? Can I stay away?? Am I capable of staying away?? No...not really! I don't think I will be able to stay away neither do I want to stay away. I know there is no future for us but for now I can atleast enjoy whatever time I do have with him. Besides, what will he think if he noticed that I am avoiding him. What if he asked me about it, what will I say then?? I guess its better if I just behave as I was behaving earlier!

The only thing I need to take care of is 'not revealing my true feelings to him'! Its not gonna be easy, it will be very difficult (once again her eyes were filled with tears but she wiped them and tried smiling) I have to do it for him, for his happiness...if he is happy going to USA then I am also happy for him. I shud congratulate him! When she looked at the phone she realized the reciever is on the floor, she quickly picked it up and put it on her ear, the line was dead! Oh God, he must worried sick, I cut the call without saying anything, he must be wondering what happened to me? What will I tell him?? He is surely going to ask...I have to think of an excuse, i definitely cannot tell him the truth!!

While thinking about all this she put the reciever back and as soon as she did, it started ringing!

Woah, who could this...Oh no is it him??? Was he calling me the whole time??? Uh-Oh I haven't even thought of an excuse. Anyway, I have to pick it up...

"Hello" said Jodha cautiously.

"Where were you?? What happened to your phone?? I have been calling for more than an hour!! I was so worried." Jalaal said it all to her in one breath.

"An hour?? It has been an hour??" Jodha asked surprised.

"Yes" Jalaal said exasperated.
"What happened?" He asked again worriedly.

"Nothing, I am fine!" Said Jodha.

"Why your phone went blank and then busy for so long?" Jalaal asked all confused.

"Oh that, um...uh...my phone was uh" what shud I say Jodha thought.

"Your phone what?" Jalaal asked worriedly. Now she is scaring me, thought Jalaal.

"Oh ya my phone uh...uh it went blank because umm...ya the electricity went out, ya thats why." Jodha sighed thinking she got away with this excuse!

But, Jalaal was Jalaal "What does electricity have to do with the phone disconnecting??" He asked confused.

Uh-oh what shud I say now?? Thought Jodha.

"Woh actually my phone is cordless na so it doesn't work without electricity." Jodha said nervously. Did he believe it?? I really hope he did!

After a few seconds of silence Jalaal said "Oh okay."

Jodha breathed a sigh of relief! Thank God bach gayi.

"By the way CONGRATULATIONS!" Said Jodha trying to sound cheerful.

"For what?" Asked Jalaal confused.

"For your new Job offcourse" Jodha said surprised by his question.

"Oh okay!" Said Jalaal depressingly.

"I am very happy for you" said Jodha cheerfully.

"You are??" Jalaal asked surprised.

"Yes, aren't you?" Jodha asked surprised.

"NO...I mean YES, oh I don't know..." Jalaal said confused and depressed.

"Huh?!" Jodha said confused.

Both were now confused and thinking quietly.

Jodha was already having a hard time hiding her feelings and now on top of that this confusion.

Why he doesn't sound happy? I was trying to be happy for him, trying to be happy in his happiness! If he is not happy then why is he going??

She is happy for me? But that means...she...she has no feelings for me. Jalaal thought sadly.
What was I hoping? Didn't I already know what I want can never happen because its a dream that can never become reality. Who was I kidding? Offcourse she doesn't have feelings for me, why would she?? Vipul also gave me hope but now all of it is gone. No hope left anymore.

THE JOURNEY OF MY LOVE HAS NO DESTINATION.

Quote: "It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have in your arms."

Hope u all like and enjoy the chapter. Don't forget to like and comment...wud love t hear from u all.

Love Preet.

Edited by rishbala3018 - 11 years ago

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shahbhavini

@shahbhavini

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Posted: 11 years ago

#156

Wonderful!!!! Amazing!!!!! Mind-blowing!!!!!
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Preet I was reading first few chapters of this story... and realized OMG your writing improved tremendous... I am so hooked on this story and your simply beautiful writing... yaar you know how crazy i am. i will soon post comment. LOVE U JAAN...😳

Edited by shahbhavini - 11 years ago

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shikha

@shikha-aggarwal

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Posted: 11 years ago

#157

Ress
unress
awesome update

continue soon😊

Edited by shikha-aggarwal - 11 years ago

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khushboo

@khushbooparmar

Voyager

Posted: 11 years ago

#158

Originally posted by: rishbala3018

Hello Khushboo dear, how r u??

I m fine,n u?

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harshita singh

@oshinchaudhary

Inactive

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Posted: 11 years ago

#159

Unres
thank u so much preet di for such an awsome gift...
U did made my day on my b'day..
N d chapter was jst out of d world...
i mean u hv described both of joja
emotion, worry, insecurites n LOVE very beautifully...
Probably ur love story is worlds bst love story wch i hv
read till nw... hope to see joja happy once again...

Ps :- thank u for waiting for me ...

Luv ya
harshita

Edited by oshinchaudhary - 11 years ago