Part 4Siddhant reached home. The small one bedroom, hall & a kitchen.
THis house was selected by ROli only when they started thier life 15 months back..
Siddhant opened the door and get into his house.
The empty house welcome him laughing at his fate..
Siddhant looked around the room.
The small table in middle of the hall was filled with newspapers which was not opened by him to read since ROli left the house.
The sofa set covers, curtains were all filled with dust as it was neither dusted nor washed after Roli stopped sitting in it.
Siddhant was thinking, Roli never likes all these untidy atmosphere. She always take efforts to keep the environment clean as much as possible.
Siddhant tied all the news papers with a rope and kept it in the wardrobe available in that hall.
He removed the curtains, sofa covers and soak it in the soap water to wash.
Siddhant took out the another set of sofa covers and curtains and put it.
Siddhant then went to the small yet beautiful bedroom which was filled with all their beautiful memories.
The bedroom got no more beauty without his love.
The bedspread, pillow covers & the curtains of the bedroom was equally dirty,
Siddhant removed those and put these too in the soap water.
He put another bedspread, pillow covers and curtains and put it.
He checked whether everything in that room is ok now.
Then he went to kitchen.
It was not used since the one who was using all these refused to turn towards all these anymore.
Siddhant dusted the shelves and washed the vessels and set everything right.
He took the floor cleaning stick and clean the floor completely.
Now the house was very clean unlike it was when Siddhant entered.
Siddhant to himself: Roli, COme & see Roli. I have kept the house very clean like how you like always. When you were here, i never even helped you to do any of these works. But today i did everything for you. For you only. TO welcome you to this house. Will you come ROli. Please tell me.
Siddhant eyes were filled with tears.
He felt like something is blocking his throat.
His heart was heavy in grief.
He sat in the sofa alone.
Siddhant to himself: Roli, when you are not here. For what all these. For what i am here. For what my life is. Nothing is having any meaning. Everything is meaningless. Everything is meaningless...
Siddhant got up from the sofa and went to the bed.
He lay down looking the ceiling fan...
Siddhant to himself: ROli, Dont ever even think how your SIddhant will be without you. You got that much angry with me without even thinking whether it was truth or not. You even decided to go permanently away from me.
He was unable to bear this separation.
He cried to let his sorrow come out completely.
Still he was unable to come out of the pain.
Siddhant to himself: Roli what you said. I should not come on your way. Stay away. How can you say that? Can you stay away from me? Can you bear this separation?
Siddhant remembered how she came with good make up with her favorite color dress.
He got a weird smile on his face.
Siddhant to himself: Roli, i never thought you will change to this level. You were not even seems to bother about this separation or pain. It seems like you are happy with it. May be you feel free from the bound of my love. Was my love giving pain to you ROli. How much? How much i loved you? WHy i alone? You too. You too loved me. But what happend ROli. What changed you overnight? I cant believe. I cant believe...
Edited by banuprasa - 10 years ago
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