Today it's been exactly four months since Maheen left us all. I still remember that day when I talked to her in the morning and she passed away at night. I was in Norway at that time.
She had given me a few calls that I couldn't attend because of work. Then around 11 AM I received her call and we started talking. She started talking about our childhood things and how we used to have fun together. Then I had to leave for a meeting so I told her that I will talk to her later. Then she said yeah agar Allah nein chaha toh.
I felt so much pain in her voice the first time. The person who was everybody's inspiration was talking like that. I felt that something is wrong but she still didn't tell me. I said all right I am not going. I will talk to you first but she said no you do your work. Allah Hafiz! Bye…bye…bye is the last word that I ever heard from her.
That night when I came back I sent her tons of calls but nobody attended the phone. Then as I was getting really worried as to what is wrong, Khushi gave me a call and told me that Maheen has left us all.
I couldn't comprehend what I had just heard. It was like my mind and heart were not ready to accept what my ears just told them. I was numb.
That was one day and today is one day. Since then I have been missing her a lot. Yes I was Norway from the past two years but there wasn't one day when we both hadn't talked either through net or phone. And most of all we always celebrated our birthday together. No matter where we were on Earth we would always come together on NOV 12 and celebrate that day. Now I am all alone…. I don't know what to say but today I am very very said so I thought I can share my pain with you all as in very less time you all became my very good friends.
I would like to thank everyone for giving her happiness and your friendships when she was here for a little while. Now I also thank all of you for doing the same for me and giving me gift of your friendships. Thanks a lot!