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Hie friends
Harshad acted awesome yesterday I think noone else could have done justice to the role except harshad.
Ohhk now this drabble how zain feels after yesterdays revelation
Aaliya
I knocked at your door aaliy my heart beats were racing with one another as I knocked it one more time .I will see you one more time .I will be able go pull you in hug one more time and will lhe able to touch you one more tome . I know you are very angry probably you hate me but I knew I would be able to bring you back in my life. As soon as you opened the door I saw a smile on your .I missed a heart beat. How could someone be so so beautiful so tempting so pure just wanted to pull you into a hug shower kisses and make love to you sink in your eyes but then I heard the those words "AMMI"it would have been the most pleasurable sound if it were our kids but then I looked at the two tiny figures who wrapped their hands around your waist.
I couldn't think anything the world stumbled below me I only thought was rehaan and you and I asked and I hoped you gave a explanation but "ha main air rehaan"was all that I heard
Allah killed me when dad died today I died again after hearing those words. How could you shut the door on my face. I fell down on the floor not able to digest the truth like it is said that before a person hldies his whole life is played in front of his eyes. Same thing happened with me I could just see u and me the day I first saw you our nikkah you taking care of me when I was injured our valentine pir first hug our I love you our first night our first kiss my first gift to you the cold storage incident when u prayed to aalah that save your shuahar
I was dying aaliya I died that very moment my soul isn't here ..its just my body the pain that piereced my heart when u said "haaan mein air rehaan"
I had to get up from that place having the most horrible thoughts in my minds you staying with rehaan .rehaan consoling you killed me more.
I had to walk to the hotel ...
Here in the room sitting at the window seeing two lovely pigeons making love I couldn't stop but my mind but think about how would u be feeling when rehaan made love to you was it the same feeling as I made love to you does make love to u the same as I did do moan his name instead of my name did u get those beautiful spasm when he just hugged you. The thoughts are killing me . I can't imagine you and rehaan on bed making love with each other. Does he kiss you like I did ? Do u love the warm mouth more than me? Do you remember me when he touches you aaliya does it hurt when he thrust inside you does he wipe off the tears like I did does he cuddle with you aaliya?
I don't know why I am writing this when I know you must have forgotten me. I am so sure you must have forgotten our one love making we did because you must have made love to him N number of times in this one year
Aaliya I still love you I may not get you back. You may not be a part of my life.
But let me tell you
I am not gonna stop loving you . you will only be the only part of my life. I am living dead . I will wait till death comes and takes me away. And promise you that the next birth I will make you mine .
I have to live for nothing but yes I am going far away from you far away from mom and fahad Bhai ..far away from my life to a place where I can wait for sleep to elope me to a new world where you are mine.
A place where I can pray for your happiness . a place where I can pray to "aalah that next all the birth you are mine"
I love you aaliya
Zain usman abdullah
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