Anyways coming back to this note.
Two days back , i.e one day before updating Secert of the night. I was totally blank! Honestly. I didn't really know what to write , it sucked big time! I had an idea but the words didn't come.
I really don't know what had happened back then , I had never felt this way while writing , cause honestly I write because it eases me.
It was like something was forcing my brain to write. And now I know what has actually happened.
I CAN'T HANDLE THIS!
I can't handle the pressure of giving updates on time. I can't handle the pressure of seeing posts of when you will update , and when I update the same give just one word comment and end it up! I can't handle the pressure of being reminded I have to update some stories! I just simply can't!
I feel I am over reacting , but it's my nature. I have a life beyond india-forums and my stories and that lfe currently wants to study well , cause I don't want to disappoint my parents!
Please guys , this is a note to request you guys to stop writing when will you update , why aren't you updating and all that stuff! Cause this just forces me to write and it ends up in a situation that happened two days back.
I am going to update when I get time!
I am sounding stupid right now , i know you guys must be disliking me for writing this stuff. But please don't! You guys have been a great support for me all throughout these 3 years. But this is my 10th. And i can't risk it with having breakdowns!
I have not said I won't update , but give me my time. I am not free , many don't comment saying they have there exams , I have my boards , yet I am trying right? Please don't pressurise me , it might not be what you guys want but it just makes me feel pressurised , to see that I can't gve early or lengthy updates.
I am trying guys! Please understand.
Enough of my blabber! Can anyone send Pms on my behalf please? I would appreciate it.