Originally posted by: MrDarcyfan
Great post as always. I was thinking to myself as she cried...
"You are SO in love Sanam. SO in love"!
It was a different kind of love . Not a typical kind. Sanam doesn't fall in love that way. Even when she was about to marry Anwar, she wasn't attracted to him, nor did she love him. It was a practical decision; Will he help me take care of my family?
Here. she warred with herself. How can someone be so terrible? She warred with her judgement of him many times, when he showed his caring and generous side. The side Rehan told her of many times.
I think Sanam's love falls in the extreme RESPECT kind (I hesitate to use the words Worship and Adulate,as they are too strong). He saved her many times, He helped Badi Ammi have surgery, he blessed Haya, and defended her from Tanveer. Despite Hating her, he is fair and non-judgemental.
It's like she is so in awe of his goodness that she finds him admirable. And she would be forever grateful. That is how Sanam loves, for now. Until he speaks of his love, will she dare venture into the desire and romance kind of love.
The way she cried was so damned heartbreaking. The way her chin quivered when Begum Sahiba told her that she can go home, coz who here is going to watch her and Aahil? There is no need to pretend? That was heart-wrenching, coz she wanted to be with him, not as pretense, but because she literally could not tear herself away!
How can I leave him? How can I leave when he is in such a state? He might not need me, but I NEED TO KNOW how he is? I can't bear to see him like this. He is strong, arrogant, invincible. He can't die like this !!
Will Tanveer figure out she loves him after this? Already she is pissed coz Aahil stood up to her for Sanam. Now Sanam refuses to leave his side? What does all this mean? Looks like you totally miscalculated witch! Just like she under estimated Asad and Zoya's love, she has made another mistake by assuming she knows her step son's heart. She thought him incapable of falling in love, coz she "made him that way"! But that is clearly not true. Once again Zoya's daughter is giving Tanveer a run for her money. She will protect her man from her. Just like Zoya protected hers!
I think so too. Tanveer totally didn't see this coming. Aahil and Sanam, daughter on Zoya, falling in love AND STAYING MARRIED. She is definitely going to try her hardest to separate them. If Aahil would only tell her he loved her. Sanam would be his biggest pillar of emotional strength and support. The love he has been craving for his whole life.
I really hope Aahil realises who's prayers brought him back. Your wife loves you my boy. Not Rehan! She loves you!
I really hope he gets an inkling of what she went through for him yesterday. It would be so terrible for her if he goes back to the "I'm better of without you" stance...😭 because Sanam will take it literally and leave.