Hi everyone,
This is the first time RR forum waasis have upset me since I joined in February. These past six months, I have had the best time reading all the beautiful posts and I started posting myself recently maybe started like two months ago. I m a very introvert person and a have very few friend, but then this forum gave me what I don't have with my friends, a bunch of stranger with whom I have a common ground and that is our love for RR. Every single day I felt alive and so overwhelmed with all the love in this forum.
But today, I felt so down n upset. Here's my reason, I made two posts earlier today one was myrah bani Sridevi and the other one was the review of Monday's episode and so far no comments and not even 1 like. What's more upsetting was I put in efforts in those posts and they were made for all the RRSIANS, but no responseđđI even post pictures, this is not my first post with pictures but it took me a while to learn to post pics, I m not tech savvy at all and I really put some thoughts n feelings to both the posts. I m not expecting response to all my comments or posts, but posts like these with beautiful pics of Rudra and myrah, I expected some reaction, response, good or bad, but seeing nothing made me feel like how a star would feel if they go to their own movie to see public's reaction and what do they get, an empty theatre, how sad!!!đđMade me feel like an outsider in my circle of friends...buhuuu...yes, I m crying againđI may sound very insecure, over sensitive and emotional fool but that is who I m and I m not ashamed of admitting of all my flaws because all these emotions makes me a human and it's all about being human!!!
Having said all that, no hard feelings, just upset, but I will continue to make posts and bring smile to all ur faces like u all haveđTo all. RRSIANS, I will sum up my feelings in these beautiful few lines. Someone has wrote this lines and depicts my feelings to the T.
Here's to u allđ
Hansna aur hasaana koshish hai meri
Har koi Khush Rahe yeh chaahat hai meri
Bhale hi mujhe koi yaad kare yaa naa kare
Lekin har apno ko yaad Karna aadat hai meriâ¤ď¸