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...something doesn't feel right! It is hard for me to explain my mental state of mind at present. Somewhere deep down in my heart I was expecting these rumours to be true. But you know what the damn heart is like...it continues to hope that things will be alright, even if the chances are slim.
When I logged in this morning to receive a nasty shock, I was livid and could not contain my anger. Hours later the anger has been replaced by hurt. And I also feel cheated. First cheated by the CVs IF Myrah isn't Paro...and now cheated by a biased channel that had an agenda against Rangrasiya from the onset. The preference towards other shows was so blatant from the very beginning. Rangeela can't justify its actions based on trps alone. I don't buy that.
Well this isn't goodbye from my side just yet. I will come back when this beautiful show draws closer to its end. And then I will bid adieu to a forum and members that have become my second home. And I intend on showing my appreciation for the entire team of Rangrasiya. Of course I have to come back to say a few words for our special SanIsh. The writers created Paro and Rudra but these two brought them to life. And now they shall live on...even after the show comes to an end. They will live on in the memories of each fan/viewer that they touched.
Ok, I'll save the long emotional speech for next time. In the mean time I think I will stay away from the forum and as I said, will return just before we have to part ways. Right now I need to go back to my boring and mundane life before I cross the line of real and reel...before I lose myself in a fictional life that seemed ever so real...and a love so pure and selfless, it took me into another world...
See you in a couple of weeks time, folks. Love u all.
Zinnia :(
When I logged in this morning to receive a nasty shock, I was livid and could not contain my anger. Hours later the anger has been replaced by hurt. And I also feel cheated. First cheated by the CVs IF Myrah isn't Paro...and now cheated by a biased channel that had an agenda against Rangrasiya from the onset. The preference towards other shows was so blatant from the very beginning. Rangeela can't justify its actions based on trps alone. I don't buy that.
Well this isn't goodbye from my side just yet. I will come back when this beautiful show draws closer to its end. And then I will bid adieu to a forum and members that have become my second home. And I intend on showing my appreciation for the entire team of Rangrasiya. Of course I have to come back to say a few words for our special SanIsh. The writers created Paro and Rudra but these two brought them to life. And now they shall live on...even after the show comes to an end. They will live on in the memories of each fan/viewer that they touched.
Ok, I'll save the long emotional speech for next time. In the mean time I think I will stay away from the forum and as I said, will return just before we have to part ways. Right now I need to go back to my boring and mundane life before I cross the line of real and reel...before I lose myself in a fictional life that seemed ever so real...and a love so pure and selfless, it took me into another world...
See you in a couple of weeks time, folks. Love u all.
It's not goodbye just yet...but still...Tere jaane ke baad tujhe yaad karenge.
Tum na hoge toh fariyaad karenge.
Tum na hoge toh fariyaad karenge.
Zinnia :(
Anupamaa
