Swaron OS: I Can Never Forget You

"It's been 5 years since I am away from you Sharon but the memory seems still soo fresh... why Sharon why did you ask me to go away from you?" swayam spoke these words caressing sharons photo tears filled in his eyes..

It had been 5 years since swayam moved away from Sharon as she wanted him to be.. but he still didn't know why his Sharon took such a step. He couldn't convince himself in these past years that Sharon never loved him..

It was this day when he moved away from his Sharon his happiness his life...FOREVER

FLASHBACK

Swayam and Sharon were the most adorable couple in the whole college there was no one who could come between them and they never fought with each other... all were considering them as an example of true love and understanding... but but but their relationship took such curve that everything shattered within a flash of light

Sharon messaged swayam asking him to come over her place as she wanted to say him something very serious and important...

These words felt swayam tensed as there was not even a single thing that he didn't know about Sharon. And while she says it's serious and important then there must be some major thing..

Swayam reached sharons place within an hour hoping that everything was fine.. and if not then he would make it fine.. with this determination he rang the bell of sharons door... kaka opened the door for him. Swayam found it strange because it was always Sharon who would open the door for him.but still convinced himself that she might be busy.

Kaka:swayam beta Sharon bitiya apne kamre mein apka intezaar kar rahi hai.

Swayam:haan kaka mein miltha hoon..

Saying this swayam went to sharons room.. and found that Sharon was standing lost in her thoughts hands folded near her chest which showed the seriousness of the situation and seeing Sharon like that swayam became more and more tensed.. and finally spoke up

"hey Sharon kya hua?is everything ok?"

Even after hearing this Sharon dint turn towards swayam but spoke with a serious tone "swayam mujhe tumse kuch important baath keheni hai but I want you to promise me ki tum mujhse koi sawal nahi karoge"

Swayam was totally confused why Sharon was talking like this and now he was scared "par baath kya hai Sharon tum aise kyon keh rahi ho?"

Sharon "first promise me swayam.. please"

Swayam had to agree "ok Sharon I promise mein tumhe question nahi karoonga"

After a long pause Sharon spoke up as if she was gathering courage to speak "swayam, I don't think I want to be in this relationship. I was attracted towards you and I mistook it as love but now I realized its not love swayam and I cant fool myself so I want to break up with you"

Swayam was shocked to hear this his heart ached as if someone had stabbed it really heard tears forming in his eyes his heart shouting out aloud saying the words she just spoke was all a lie "Sharon tum ye kya keh rahi ho mujhe aisa mazak bilkul bhi pasand nahi hai so just stop this crap"

Sharon "ye koi mazak nahi hai swayam meine jo kuch bhi kaha it was all true I naver loved you it was just an mistake so now I want to correct it. i am sorry swayam tum bhi mujhe ek galthi samajke bhool jao"

Swayam couldn't believe in his ears he could never consider his love as mistake he was loosing it now but still controlled himself and asked Sharon "kua hua hai Sharon tum mujhe bolo mein sab kuch theek kar doonga.. kya mujhse koi Galthi ha gayi hai I am sorry Sharon meri galthi ki itni badi saza mat so mujhe I cant live without u Sharon"

Sharon had completely lost it now she shouted on top of her voice "galthi!! Wo tho mujhse hui hai wo bhi sabse badi meine mere stupid se attraction ko pyaar ka naam diya aura b pachta rahi hoon but not any more mein kudh ko aur hurt nahi kar sakthi... so please swayam go away from me aur agar tumne kabhi bhi mujhse pyar kiya hai tho promise me kit um mujhe bhool jaoge"

Sharon couldnt say anything more tears rolling from her eyes

Swayam stood numb in his place just drowning all her words in his heart and managed to say "Sharon I don't know why are you doing this but if your happy by me going away from you I'll go away and I promise you will never see me again. You know na *your wish is my command* but I am sorry Sharon mein chahoon bhi tumhe nahi bhool saktha meri har dhadkan par tumhara naam likha hua hai aur wo main nahi mita saktha" saying this his voice started cracking "good bye Sharon be happy and I love you"

Saying this he just went from her home

FLASHBACK ENDS

Tears rolled from swayams eyes thinking about that fateful day "I can never forget you Sharon I always loved you.. and always will.. my love for you will die with in me the day I'll close my eyes forever" the fresh tears formed in his eyes as he realized he could never meet his Sharon.

At present in sharons room

Sharon was sitting in her writing table with her dairy.. it was her daily habit ever since swayam went away she would write about her daily routine and how much she missed him in it and whenever she wrote it she found herself close to him. She wrote

" swayam one more day passed in my life without you. I miss you soo much swayam. It was this day when I told you those harsh words and 5 years passed by.. I just hate myself more for hurting you soo much. You just fulfilled my wish and went away from me since from that day know one heard about you.but I hope swayam you have moved on in your life and happy now because you deserve all the happiness

If you were with me then even you would have died with me daily I dint wanted you to suffer... I am in my last stage of my bone cancer counting my last days but I am not afraid of death I wanted to die in the very moment I told you those harsh words and broke your heart into pieces but ironically I am still alive. Even god want me to suffer with my guilt which unbearable than the physical pain. I really wish that I would born again to live with you and grow old with you till our good old days...

I love you swayam and always will forever

I can never forget you and I don't want to forget you"

She wrote those last words and broke down crying miserably...

love

shini