I didn't know what to say . Everything in my life is confusing now .. I'm a confused soul !!
See I'm now joking on my self !!
I went back to the hall . I saw Arnav discussing something very seriously with my family . What are they talking about ?
Arnav : Khushi .
He said by raising his head . Both Amma and bua ji turned around too .
So even he gets to know my presence just like I do .
Arnav : I'll be back in a moment .
He went out .
Khushi : What were you talking about ?
Amma : Umm .. Nothing . He was just telling how you both used to talk in your childhood ? Your talks were so nice !!
Khushi : Which has no meaning now .
Saying this I sat beside Amma .
Arnav : Everything has a meaning Khushi .
He said . I got up seeing him .
He came towards me with a box .
Arnav : Khushi , you don't have to come office tomorrow . Wear this saree in the evening and I will come to pick you up . We will attend the meeting . It is a very important one .
Khushi : But why a saree ?
Arnav : They prefer ethnic wear .
Khushi : Tho aap kurta pehenenge ? [ So you will wear a kurta ? ]
I asked him playfully .
He rolled his eyes .
Arnav : Goodnight Khushi . Bye .
He started to make his way out
Amma : Go along with him .
I followed him out . I stopped near the stairs .
Khushi : Good night and bye .
He turned back with a playful smirk .
Arnav : Good night Khushi .
Saying this he hugged me . I stood still . I went blank . This isn't the first time he's hugging me but I don't know what happened To me . He left me and drove to his destination .
A small smile crept on my face . And my face is hot . I touched my cheek . I'm blushing .
I came back to my senses . I went inside and closed the door .
I wished my family good night . I went to my room closing the door behind . I sat on the bed .
He loved me since childhood !! I am happy . At least all my feelings didn't go in vain .
I'm smiling . I don't know why . He loves me !!! But did he say that to me ? No . He didn't . Bad boy !
I laid down on bed . I closed my eyes .
" I wanted to show you what it means to ignore me by "
" From that day I became a Casanova "
" Then the thought of making you mine forever made me more like a beast "
" I worked hard to get all the power which can drag you , which will make you come to me and even no one would dare to raise their voice "
I got up instantly . Will he seriously snatch me like that ? Even if I deny him ?
I got up from the bed and went near the window . I opened it closing my eyes and let the soft , fresh winter night air brush my face .
I opened my eyes .
Is this whom I loved ? No . He is not that Arnav .
He is ASR . Yes , I do like men who are full of attitude and have the power to demand everyone , as any girl does .
But I never thought those kind of men will be dangerous like ASR . Listening or reading stories of those kind of men is very interesting . But facing them is very hard . I don't know what I've to do now .
I don't know why I'm crying now . Few minutes ago I was happy that my Arnav loved me more than I loved him .
I've heard love can change anyone . I thought they will change for good . But in my case . Arnav spoilt his life becoming what he wasn't . Now I don't even know where that Arnav is who had a good heart .
I remember how Aunty .. I mean Arnav's mother used to be upset with her son . She always used to say . Someone like you only can change my son to good . I never understood what she said . I didn't even know who is her son then . She once told me directly that she wants me to marry her son when he attains the age to marry someone .
I was 18 then . So Arnav would be 19 . She spoke of her son's marriage when he was 19 . That means he was totally corrupted by then !!
I have to sleep now . It is very late . But sleep seems to be very far .
I laid on my bed again . I closed my eyes to sleep .
I am in a baby pink gown ... I seemed to be a young lady of 20's ... I was in a isolated place ... I was turning around examining the place around me ... The climate was beautiful ... The place was full of greenery ... Flowers blooming ... Birds in the sky ... Mid evening ... Wind was blowing in a pleasant way ... Few strands of my hair was fluttering in the breeze ...
I closed my eyes feeling Arnav around me ... I opened my eyes slowly ... Yes my Arnav was here ... He was just like a prince ... He was riding a horse ... He was coming towards me ...
He stopped there in front of me ... I could sense his heated gaze on me ... The air around us was getting suffocated ... I stepped backwards ... I turned the other side facing my back towards him ... He took a step towards me and tried to catch my shoulder ... I took a step forward ... I was blushing ... He again took a step forward ... My back was still facing him ...
I didn't move ... He caught hold of my left hand while he caught my right shoulder and turned me so that I would face him ...
My heart was beating fast ... My face was tilted down ... he caught my chin gently and raised my face to face his ... I closed my eyes as I didn't want to face him ...
Arnav : Open your eyes Khushi ...
He said in his softest voice ...
I nodded my head negatively ...
Arnav : Please Khushi for me ... Please I want to look into you eyes ...
The word please made me open my eyes ... I opened my eyes slowly ... I saw a small smile on his face ... I examined him ...
He is handsome ... He was like a MAN in his 20's ... He is much taller than me ...
We shared a long eye lock ... A soft music was playing in the background ...
He broke the silence by saying still maintaining the eye lock ...
Arnav : Khushi ... You made my world change ... You are all over me like a spell ... You made me crazy for you ... I can't deny the fact that I tried my level best to come closer to you ... I always think of you ... You are my world Khushi ... I spent my nights thinking about you ... I never wanted to sleep ... Even if I would , I would dream about you , about us ... Khushi ...
He stopped but his eyes were looking in my eyes ... He continued ...
Arnav : Khushi ... now i want to live all my dreams with you beside me .. I I can't even imagine my world without you because ... Because I LOVE YOU Khushi ... I love you ...
I had tears in my eyes ... My Arnav loves me ...
He took out a small box from his pocket ... He opened it ... He took the ring out and asked ...
Arnav : Will you love me Khushi ? Will you hug me ? Will you kiss me ? Will you let me make love to you ? Will you bear my children in you ? Will you sleep beside me every night of my life ? Will you catch my hand in my journey of life ? Khushi ... Will you marry me ?
I nodded my head positively with a tear rolling down my cheek ... He wiped that tear with his thumb and pulled me in his embrace ... We broke our hug ... And looked into each others eyes ... I closed my eyes ... Arnav leaned down to my face and kissed me ...
Why did I get that dream after these many years ?? And Arnav kissing me ? I remember , that it was just a peck at that time . Now I could see him kissing me !!
No . I have to forget it .
Arnav . Arnav . Arnav !!
Why do I keep on thinking about him ?? Why ?
I turned towards the clock . It is 7 am now !! It is morning now . And they say morning dreams will come true !
No it can't be true . It can never be true ! Never .
I brushed my teeth and went to the kitchen to drink some water . I saw Amma mixing something .
I drank some water .
Amma : Khushi apply these packs . This one on to the hair and the other one is body pack .
Khushi : Acha teekh hai [ Ok Fine ]
I took all those stuff to my room and pampered my skin very well .
I wore a comfortable dress . It took full 3 hours for all those process .
Amma : Khushi apply this mask also it will give instant glow and keeps oil away from your face .
Khushi : Offo what happened to you Amma ? Why are you so interested to make me beautiful today !
Amma : Do what I said . Appy this before Arnav picks you up . Now apply some curd on to your face and hands .
Khushi : First can I eat something .
I had my breakfast and applied yoghurt . Why is Amma so much interested in my beauty today ?
I went to my room and took that box which Arnav gave me . I opened it . It is already stitched , a red saree . A designer one . I'm sure it is from AR .. But it is just wonderful !! I don't think any designer of AR designed it . Did Arnav design this one ?
May be I'm not sure .
******* EVENING
Evening arrived soon . I applied all those packs which Amma gave me .
Finally I draped the saree . I stood in front of the mirror and observed my self . I am looking so beautiful !
The saree perfectly fitted me ! It's just wonderful . I styled my hair . Applied some kohl and lip balm . That's it . I'm just wonderful !!!
Khushi : Amma . Bua ji ! How am I looking ?
Bua. Ji : Beautiful Khush !!
Amma : Kisi. Ki nazar na lage . [ No ones bad eye Shall fall on you ]
I smiled .
Khushi : Amma I will go up and get our clothes .
Amma : Ok .
Since it rained yesterday only 3-4 pairs of clothes didn't dry well .
I went upstairs . Ramya called me . I narrated her the whole story . She is very much surprised ! She never expected all this . Then we both started to recollect everything and discussed to find a relevant answer .
We hung up . I placed my phone aside . I started unclipping the clothes and carry them .
I collected all the dresses and was about to go to the stairs . But I collided with someone . Arnav .
The clothes dropped on the floor . We both looked at each other . He got his hair trimmed and perfect shave done . He is looking too hot .
He is staring me an unusual way . With a pool of desires in his eyes .
I bent down to pick the clothes . Even he bent to assist me . I took all the clothes and was about to go. It Amma came and took all the clothes from me .
I turned back . Arnav is still seeing me the way he did a moment before .
I went to him . I thought of to say something . But I changed my mind . I took my phone .
Arnav : You like this saree ?
I just nodded . I didn't know what I have to say .
We stood like that raving each other . It is very difficult for us to talk anything now . Don't know why .
After a few minutes we went down , bid a bye to my family and got into the car .
While driving Arnav is stealing glances at me . I decided to keep quiet .
Arnav : You don't have anything to say now ? You always have something or the other to talk about .
Khushi : Umm nothing .
Even I want to talk something to release my stress . But what shall I talk about ? So it is prefect if I remain like this .
We are in the outskirts of the city now . Why would a meeting be held in the fringes of the city ?
Khushi : Where are we going ?
Arnav : Farm house .
Khushi : Meeting is in the farm house ?
He didn't say anything. He looked at me with a smirk .
Arnav : What do you think ?
Khushi : Matlab ?
Arnav : Nothing .
He seems to be very happy today .
******FARM HOUSE
It is seriously like some seven star hotel ! Hey Devi Mayya !! How can someone have such a big farm house ?
He took the keys from the security .
Arnav : Ab tum jaa sakte ho [ You can go now ]
Security Guard : Ji saheb. [ Yes sir ]
He drove inside towards the parking.
We both got out of the car . Arnav opened the door . He called me in .
This seems to be a new one .
I entered the house .
This is really shocking . Interior of the house completely matches with my taste . How is this even possible ?
Arnav : Do you want to see the whole house ?
What shall I say now ?
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