Veeba FF:~MIRAGE..~,Chapter-20(Last Chapter),page-62... - Page 28

Originally posted by: TasriS

This was awesome...

Thank u dear!😛

Originally posted by: TehsinaJFJ

U did dint u?!!😡🤣JU!!!!😡I will stop updating if u say dt TFS!!!😡😡🤢Hate dt commet!😆Sounds so lame!🤢😛Nd u found da update Lovely?!😲U bad girl!U love seeing Veera hurt dnt u?😈Wait till Ballu murders u!😆😉

Originally posted by: krock

Update 😡 😭

Originally posted by: meera.rajeev

omg!!!!😲 what was that??? baldev cant leave!!!😲 he's not that kameena!!!! you really have something great planned... hena di??? am still in shock!!! i expected a lot more romance in this chapter.. but you gave an emotional one... poor veera...😭

I really dnt know wat I hv planned sis!😕😆But I do hv sth planned..😉Lets see if u like it or not..Will update soon..😛

Originally posted by: princy48

😛ballu mujhe alrdy maar chuka hai..apni khatil ankhon se🤢😆..uski lips se🤢uski voh poisnous voice se🤢..uski ...ab kya bolu it is all ☺️..

🤣U can compete wid me in 🤬Veeba thoughts competition!😈

Originally posted by: TehsinaJFJ

🤣U can compete wid me in 🤬Veeba thoughts competition!😈

[M sorryI couldn't reply to alda coments!😳But relly loved d all!Thank u so much for ur love and support!Hope u keep supporting me and my story!😳]

Chapter-13,page-38:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/110757691

CHAPTER-14.

Sometimes you wish your life would just leave you-

Sometimes you wish you could leave your life..

Sometimes you go on living like a statue..

While your soul inside has long stopped being alive..

Three months had passed now..

Three long tiresome painful months of agony and pain..Three long months of heavy hearted living,and crying yourself to sleep at the early mornings..

Three months of pain,remorse,and then rage..

Three months had passed away..

Three months..Three horrifying months..

And Veera had never found her Baldev again..No one had heard of his return three months back..No one had seen him,not even his own family..!

It was as if he had been a Mirage..A result of her hyperactive brain's hallucinating power..It was as if he had been nothing but a Mirage..A Mirage who had made her live one night of endless pleasure and ecstasy and had vanished into thin air,making her wake up and face the bitter reality..

And the reality was very harsh indeed..As after trying to forget him,after waiting for him for two long months,Veera had finally gave in to her brother's constant insistence today..

She looked out onto the fields,at the green paddy swaying in the air,as a lone tear fell down her cheek from the corner of her eye..

She bit hard on her bottom lip,as she tried to hold back the tears that were ready to burst out any second now..

Only she knew what she went through that made her finally give in today..

For the first time in her life Veera felt shattered and hopeless enough to give up..

She had finally gave in to marrying the guy of her Veerji's choice..

She choked in the sob that was rising in her throat..

Today she felt like broken shattered soldier who never got to fight the battle at all..As if someone had dragged the life and soul out of her completely..

Her Veerji had been really worried about her these three months and had tried his best to cheer her up,but even he could tell that the laughter she laughed to reassure him and their family,were empty,just like Veera was..

Somewhere in her heart Veera knew she was still waiting for him..That she would never be able to move on from him,until she tried to move on..

And so finally she had agreed to marry the guy of her brother's choice..

Today Veera suddenly had the insane urge to walk towards that cottage..

The very same cottage she had been avoiding for the last three months..

But she knew she should stay away from there..Just like she had to stop thinking about him..

She had felt unbearable hatred for him this last month,but every time she had those dreams of his dark eyes,looking into hers with all the passion and love in them,Veera found herself waking up crying out his name,and yearning for him all the more..

How is it that she was still alive was really a mystery to her too..

These days she lived only for the sake of leaving..Or maybe something within her urged her to live on..As if the fighter within her had not given up and was secretly making her go on,till the end..

And the end was very soon..She could actually feel it..

She did not know why all of a sudden she had agreed to marry today..She wondered at her own sudden crazy decision too,but could not find the answer..

Was it because she could not bear hurting her Veerji anymore..?Or was it because deep down in her heart she knew he would never come back..?That he had been a MIRAGE all along..?

Somehow lost in her thoughts Veera realised she had walked towards the cottage,and was standing right in front of it..

The cottage was empty with the huge lock still hanging at its door..

Dry leaves lay across the dusty wooden extended balcony of the house,and Veera did not know why she felt empathetic towards the cottage itself..It was as if the cottage had also been left alone and stranded just like her..No one wanted the cottage just like no one wanted her..

The thought of it pulled hard at her heart,and she felt the tears well up in her eyes and blurring her view..

Suddenly feeling limp and tired,she sat down in front of the cottage..On its wooden dusty balcony..

Had it been three months ago..?That she had thought she had finally found her home and love in this very same place..?

Had it been really three moths ago,that she had thought he loved her,but instead had been avenged on by him..

He had finished his JOB and left..His JOB had been taking her everything..Her trust,her body,her love and throwing it back right on her face,and leaving without a word..Even the thought of it twisted her insides into knots,but try as much she could not stop thinking about the loathsome man she had given herself to three months back on that fateful night..

The feeling of betrayed love and trust tore at her insides,and angrily she wiped off the hateful tears off her cheeks..

She had long since known he had taken her that night out of revenge..To pay her back for the insults she had caused him..

She had known it when one month had passed and he had never contacted her even once..And then her doubt was confirmed reality when two more months had passed and still no news of him had come..

A voice at the back of her mind had scoffed at her,and humiliated her by saying she was indeed her biological mother's daughter to have given herself to a man without thinking..That she was indeed worth all the hatred her Beeji had felt for her when she was a child..

Veera did not know how she had fought the constant inner battle of conscience,broken heart,shattered dreams ,misplaced trust and the fight with her inner self for hiding the truth from her Veerji..

How could she tell him what she had done..?!

How could she share with her family what she had done that fateful night,and broken all norms and proprieties..?!That she had gave herself to the loatheful man like a complete wh**e!Literally begged him to take her..!

Even the thought of it made her skin crawl,as she sobbed out in pain covering her face with the pain and shame of it all..!

As she went on sobbing out the suppressed pain within her,she thought of the countless times she had wondered if she was pregnant..That even after his betrayal she had wished and yearned and literally begged God that she became pregnant..

The only thought in her mind being that even if it was through the pregnancy she would have some part of him with her always..

Even if he was not here,she would have his son or daughter to look on to the rest of her miserable life and feel close to him through that..

Her sobs increased as she recalled how much she had yearned for him these three long months,and yet he had never contacted her once..

Why would he..?His JOB had been done,hadn't it..?Baldev Singh had completed his revenge on Veera,and left for good..

But what would Baldev Singh think if he knew Veera would have stayed as his slave at his feet all her life,if only he would have her..!That was the extent till which she had yearned for him those initial days..!

But now this Veera was a changed person..She was stronger..!

With that thought Veera's sobs finally subsided,and she wiped off the last remnants of tears off her face.

This Veera Singh was a different person altogether..

Yes,she was a shadow of her earlier bubbly lively fighting self now..She was a mere shadow of the sherni she was..

Even that Sherni word made her insides burn with anger at that moment..

She was just her Veerji's Veerakhdi and to give him happiness she had agreed to marry the guy of his choice..And she was ready to see him in two days on their engagement..

Veera sat like a statue in front of the mirror as Gunjan finished dressing her up for her engagement,and smiled at her lovingly..

Veera smiled back mechanically,not feeling anything but cold all over..

Her Veerji had sometime ago,informed her that the groom to be wanted to meet her in private before the engagement..

Veera had not wanted to,as to her it did not matter how he looked,talked or what he was..

To her only her Veerji's wishes mattered at that moment..And so she had agreed to get married without knowing a thing about the man she was supposed to get married to..

But at her Veerji's insistence she gave in to this demand of meeting in private too..What did it matter anyway..Sooner or later she would have met him,so what did it matter if she saw him sooner..

Veera was surprised however when she was taken to a lonely forest clearing by her Gunjan bhabhi..

She could see a lone tall figure standing at a distant dresses in a navy blue sherwani,with his back turned to her..

Gunjan bhabhi gave her a reassuring squeeze,and a bright smile,as she nodded her head in direction of the lone standing man,urging her to go to him..

And Veera nodding her head,started doing so..

Dry leaves and twigs snapped under her feet,as she walked towards the tall stranger,standing still and unmoving with his back towards her..

She felt strange somehow,to be walking towards her to be fianc in this lonely place,in her engagement attire of baby pink lehenga and heavy jewellery..

And her eyes were fixed on the man's unmoving back..

So she did not notice the dark tall shadow that had followed her all the way from her home,and was now looking on at her movement from behind a tree, with piercing thoughtful eyes..

Chapter-15,page-47:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/111369727

Originally posted by: princy48

😛i cn only in thoughts 😈..but u rock in writing it⭐️⭐️ whch i cnt..

P.S..I want an update of yeild to me😭😭..asap..wen r u gng t update it 😒

I dnt believ u!😡U never comment dere!😭
I will update in a day or two..Need to tune da holiday I hv bn to out of my brain first..😳

Awesome update sina! 👍🏼 loved it,continue jaldi se yaar aur update the other stories too,you have left opposites attract hanging a long time lekin i wanna know what happens next in this FF so continue this first and soon 😃

Really good update, the plot thickens, initially I thought the groom was baldev, but obviously its not as he is watching her.