hey everyone.....this is a new fanfic by me, natasha, and nisha!!.....called kya dil nai kaha..... its bout Angad and Kripas love story....so keep reading for more.....
PROLOGUE:
"On the count of three everyone run back to you fantasy…..GO!"
Life. In life there are selfish people and there are unselfish people. There is the rich and there is the poor. There are lovers and there are haters. You got to work for everything…..even love. Most people think that two lovers can conquer all odds, but they are wrong. People think when you are in love everything is beautiful and that there are no problems, and again they are wrong. Love is the biggest awfullest disaster that we will ever come across. It can make your heart, it can break your heart and sometimes it will take your heart and you may never get it back. Love is a beautiful thing to be in, but little things can turn it into a nightmare that is hard to get out off. Then again, love is passion, obsession, something you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels I say. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back, and how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. Run the risk. Dare to move. Love is a leap of faith. If you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."
"Slowly things change with an awkward turn around"
It's like the day you realize that everything has changed and nothing is as it was before. Coming to the realization that the person you spent your whole life knowing and hating is someone completely different, and he wants you in his life right now and forever...it really, really hurts worse than anything you have ever felt before. I'm 21 I've gone through a few relationships where I thought I loved the guy, but to comparison of the boy I met that night. The comparison of how he swept me off my feet....I don't even think that's a real comparison. When you "love" someone, it shouldn't end the way it did. And I think I'm just apathetic and don't care because why? Why should I care? No matter how long I think of the most perfect words to say….no matter how perfect they may seem, no matter how much you beg...it doesn't change the words that were said or the feelings that were hurt. Going back won't change the way things were (or are now) and things would never be the same. Writing long entries in your diary doesn't change a person's mindset either, but I think holding everything up inside because the one person you want to say this to won't listen...I don't think that's right. And I see people with their "perfect" boyfriends and I feel so bad and happy at the same time because they're so happy right now and everything's going great for them...but I feel so bad because I thought I had found my Mr. perfect and I didn't...I only had someone who wanted to be with me because they saw me as someone I was not. I was never a long-term thing and that's why I'm so numb to feeling anything because I have cared for this long....I've cared so much, I don't think he understands the nights spent up late wondering where he is or what he's doing. I've cared this long and look what happened. Just because you love someone doesn't mean they'll love you and just because you care about them more than they could ever know, doesn't mean that feeling will be reciprocated.
"I'm gone. I swear. I'm long gone."
I'm not going to brush it off like I'm okay or that I'm not upset with what happened. It was my fault things ended up the way they did. It is my fault she ended up the way she is. My entire fault. I put her out like the burning end of a midnight cigarette. I broke her heart; I spent my days trying to forget. I watched myself drink the pain away a little at a time, but I never could get drunk enough to get her off my mind. Until the night I put that bottle to my head and the gun to my stomach. I pulled the trigger, and finally drank away her memory. Life is short but this time it was bigger than the strength I had to get up off my knees. They found me with my face down in the pillow, with a note that said "I'll love her till I die"
hoped u guys liked it.....stay tuned for more!!!😃
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