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You'll have really encouraged me for the first three parts whose links I have pasted above,This is Part 4 through Ishitas eyes,
Life as I know it...Ishita's Pov
Ishita Vishwenathan Iyer The daughter
Ishita Raman Kumar Bhalla The wife
IshiMa The adopted mother
Ma : The mother.
As a women Im all this and more,Im a doctor ,A dentist like my husband would like to point out, A daughter to my parents who live right in front of me,who have been my biggest pillars of support when i fell they raised me up and when i soared high they kept me grounded the amount of love and respect I have for my amma and appa Surpasses most other things in my life In ways that they dont realize they have given me the life i have the privelage to live right now!
You grow up as a daughter all your life believing your home to be your own your life to be your own and then one day you get married leaving behind the life you knew you wander into new territories and into new waters They say that if you have the support of the person you love by your side then the journey is easier but it really dint work out like that for me,The person I loved Left me at the pedestal of this journey and the person I ultimately took this "difficult" journey of marriage with was an individual I initally had a strong dislike for and I could thank all the gods residing in the skies above that i took the journey with him Him here being "Raman" This Ravan Kumar of mine really is everything to me,In this crazy puzzle of life he's the piece that perfectly fits mine <3
We entered our crazy marriage with ZERO expectations and sometimes im glad we did because what we got with our union surpassed all our expectations.
It took me a long to time to think i want to be with him,a longer time to understand him but loving him dint take time at all one moment I went over life and I realised that Here is a man I cannot live without and then Boom i fell in love,The realization,The confession and all the other mundane things that come with a typical love story took a LOT of time to happen with us,Even now we are not your typical lovers We'r a set of Bestfriends, coparents to our kids and Two people who love eachother more than there own hearts know.
The need to remind My Ravan of how much I love him has never been there because I know He knows That his Jhansi Ki Rani Is nothing without him.
Raman Along with Stability Love And support Has also given me something that No one else could have something i Value above everything else,
He gave me My children.
Ruhi Really is my "Ruh" My soul,She was the light of my life in the darkest times,Ruhi made me a mother and no matter what people say,She is my child and always will be much like the horoscope read on the eventful day that I met her She really did change my world And i could lay my life for her,People tend to think that now that I have Ansh who is biologically mine I might love Ruhi less but in the depths of my heart I know That I will always love her a little a teeeny bit more than Ansh because while Ansh has my blood in his veins Ruhi captured my heart and continues to hold it within hers,Im proud of the women that my little Rooo is growing up to be and to know that My daughter made me her mother is everything to me.
Ansh to me is just that He is my "Ansh' He embodies me and Raman within himself I like to think of him as god's gift,He's an answer from god to all the cruelties that this world handed over to me,Ruhi filled the incompleteness of my life made due to my diagnosed infertility But Ansh completed it, My son gives me hope and makes me believe in god,As a mother it might sound braggish but my Naughty five year old really is very cute 😉 Raman Believes he looks just like me but anyone with eyes can see the Raman In Ansh's features and mannerisms. I tend to be a little stricter with Ansh as a child then i was With Ruhi when she was his age because while Ruhi Needed the love of her her parents especially her Father in those dark times in all our lives Ansh
has an abundance of it,Raman dotes On Ansh making me the bad cop Most times,In a lot of ways Ansh is Ramans Redemption thus Raman Makes it a point to now be the best father that he can be,
My Relationship with Adi has developed by taking leaps and strides,He's like an older son to me My love for him has only increased with time,We share a mutual relationship of love respect empathy and Care,
My life with the other Bhalla and Iyer members is as happy and fulfilling as it can be,
As i go over my life sitting on the "couch" which was once upon a time a very fundamental part of my sleeping pattern but now lies casted aside most times unless Im mad at Raman In which case he has to occupy it😆
I see Ruhi listening to her usual "Tylor Swift or Demi lovato" Or whoever it is that kids these days listen to on her Ipod while pretending to study I decide to let her be for a while before i start with my "Lecture" As Ravan Kumar likes to call it.
I shift my eyes to see Raman and Ansh built a Mad "Bed fort" Together on Our bed something which I plan to reprimand Raman and Ansh about but this crazy Father son duo look so Undeniably cute while doing what they do that I decide to do it later :P
Ansh sees me in A pensive mood and shouts
Ansh : Maammmaaa Aaap aise kya think think kar rahe ho?
Raman : Champ kya joke tha! Tumhaari maa sochti hain? Hahahaha Unke paas sochne ke liye dimaag hain kya?
As I shoot daggers at my husbands face and plan to reply to his silly sense of humour both my kids jump to my defense hug me from both sides and scold there father by saying
Ruhi And Ansh : Papppaa Mamma ko aise aap mat kuch Bolo WE love her the mostesttt
Raman : Aise Bachooo, Waise to sahin hain aapki mamma se to main bhi mostest hi love karta hun,
As Raman says this making me blush he also comes and hugs me tight from the side while taking Ansh into his arms making it a family group hug and this is the position I could spend all my life in In its true sense Its the state of bliss...
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