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AS A GIRL SO MANY ROLES I HAVE 2 PLAY.
I KNOW OTHER GIRLS/LADIES 2...THEN y some of them make it difficult for others
THIS FEELING I DNT THINK I CAN SHARE WITH ANYONE...
BEING ALL IN ONE=======AS
BEING A DAUGHTER
BEING A WIFE
BEING A DAUGHTER IN LAW
BEING A SISTER IN LAW
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IS IT SO TOUGH???
FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME...I FELT I M ALONE AND I M NOT ALONE...
NOW HERE WHAT MY HEART SAYS...
I GUESS TODAY WAS THE DAY NOT AT ALL MEANT FOR ME...
my heart says mamu will soon be well...WE JUST NEED TO KEEP FAITH AND PATIENCE
i can never ever think of hurting someone so special who gave me my life as zain ...
but still fingers towards me... it HURTS
still i m being blamed for curing someone 2 close 2 me???
IS THIS A WAY TO THANK OR SOMETHING ELSE???
IN DELIMMA
and there all ill treatment towards me have been noticed by a person who can just not stand on it...TRIED HIDING BUT NOW ALL IN VEIN
and then i received a reward for trying my level best 2 cure my mamu AND BRING HAPPINESS AT BARKAT VILLA...i m HONORED
it was not the pain which i got from slap BUT A PAIN OF SOMEONE'S ABSENCE WHO COULD HOLD MY HAND AND GIVE ME HIS SHOULDERS
MY MOM AND DAD witnessing such moment which even if i try i just cant hide...AND PAIN IN THEIR EYES...BECAUSE OF ME
it is well said that the pain of a girl first appears ON her dad's face and here i could easily make
he still not out from what he just witnessed and making me comfortable...
its well said"first and the last person in a girl's life is her DAD" who cant bear anything against her
HUSBAND CAN BUT DAD'S CAN NEVER
slap on my face
but pain in HIS heart...DEFINITION OF A FATHER
AND THATS WHAT I WANTED...MY DAD'S ARM...FELT ALL WELL WITH ME
BUT FOR HIM ... THIS WAS "BEYOND LIMIT"
THAT WAS THE MOMENT WHEN I FELT LIKE SOMEONE IS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE.
and not for a while my "husband" but my "father".
but where is(my heartbeat)
the person who knows how 2 make all situations in favour and bring a broad smile on my face...
WHO CANT SEE A SINGLE DROP OF TEAR IN MY EYES
and he lady who can bear her insult but not mine...god's blessing 2 me
where r u zain...cant take this rift anymore...come fast...my heart only saying this again and again
when a mother gets hurt she says its fine
but when her child gets hurt then nothing can make her fine...DEFINATION OF A MOTHER
BEING BLAMED OVER EVERYTHING was such heart sinking SITUATION...while my eyes only on doors for the one who understands me not better than anyone else...I GUESS
and there my soul on door ... made my heart goes in relaxing zone and so does me
GOD'S BEST GIFT AND WISHES IN MY LIFE
and my heart relaxed as a ray of light peeks in to prove me innocent
BUT I GUESS?????
but NO FIRST LISTEN TO... my DOINGS...WHICH R SURELY THANKLESS INSTEAD I MM BEING BLAMED FOR...
but for a while when u turned ur eyes on me...i saw those angry eyes which i never wanted them towards me...
i started to loose my all hope .HEART BEATING FAST and ray of light was somewhat not so bright which i thought.
i may be wrong
and this the final look ...that took me to another level where i found myself all alone...
who else now i can ask for help when my soul is not with me...
AND THIS LOKK KILLS ME FROM INSIDE
and all i could see is that my soul and shadow far away from me...
instead with me ...he was against me
but wait how can i forget one more person who was just listening and was helpless 2 take any action... the one who gave a new direction to my life
but the one whom i thought will be with me at any cost since we both meant world 2 each other cannot see me get insulted infront of everyone was not the ONE...WAS NOT ZAIN ABDULLAH whom i know
all i could see was DARK DARK DARK infront of my eyes...
who is this man?
ZAIN ABDULLAH...NO NO 
AND MY DEAREST 2 WHO WERE MOST DISTURBED WITH THIS DRAMA
ONE WHO IS HELPLESS
ONE WHO HAS NO OTHER OPTION BUT JUST BEING
HELPLESS
FOR THEIR DAUGHTER (ME)
BUT U were not... then y this silence ...and if not silence then y blaming me...u better know that i can never in my dreams harm anyone then how can i to a peron who gave me priceless happiness...and thats U
AND ATLAST THE STATEMENT that took our senses
but some where heartless and its a full entertainment daily soap for them
but still my eyes were on u to say something as ray of light was just about to leave my heart
but this man was fully broken from inside...no one noticed him but i do as i love and respect him from the bottom of my heart which just cant be delivered in words
my father bidding goodbye. but i was not in my senses 2 understand whats happening
i could easily make out ur condition 2 zain but speak up for ur wife now and please dnt let me leave this house
please zain i m leaving...stop me ...stop my dad zain...stop ...say something zain...please my heart was shouting at its top
say it zain...dad will take me away from u...say it please zain...stop him...stop me zain...
bt all u did
i asked u earlier 2 always be on ur moms side and u did remember it?
or no?
after all u even remebered that u married me.
all i could see
i was taken away from my heart and now no life ahead
but a moment that made my heart again go strong and brought me back 2 senses
and few wors of a person who actually made my legs freeze
and then i took my step if zain cant
and all rest were just standing far and watching including
u 2 "the one i never expected"
i poured out my heart and begged infront of those who were doing all this just for my happiness but my happiness is in this house as ZAIN ABDULLAH
AND THERE CAME A SMILE on his face after hearing so...
for which i can die
but as all parents r protective...so as mine...
my main reason for not leaving house is none other than
for which i m extremely sorry 2 my parents
i can bear the pain of slap but not of sepration...
and i wont let this happen...not now ...and never
but still fathers r really tough 2 understand ...
blessed with such unique gift of god
and my father showed his pride...over me
but actually i m proud to have such father
priceless possession 'FATHER' AND 'MOTHER'
my only reason i cannot leave this house is U
U WILL understand this(FATHER AND DAUGHTER) relation soon zain when one day someone will call u as his/her "priceless possession".
when u will not leave their side n any phase of life they r in...
NOW I REST MY WORDS AND WILL PRAY 2 GOD THAT NOT EVEN MY ENEMIES COME IN SUCH CIRCUMSTANCES.
LOVE AALIYAš
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Mahadev And Sons
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