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Hellooo YHM-ianz...😃😃😃...After a gap of two weeks,i am back making a post on ISHITA...😃😃😃...She made me EPIC PROUD today n i am SIMPLY TOUCHED by her LOVE for Raman...👏👏👏...
So Ishita this is FOR U...😃😃😃...
But before i start my post,lemme do a heartfelt THANK U and SALUTE to DIVYANKA TRIPATHI for her OUTSTANDING FLAWLESS EFFORTLESS Acting she did in these week epis esp wed,thurs,fri epis...👏👏👏...Divyanka-i hv no words to describe how perfect perfect were ur performances this week...it looked SO SO REAL...Felt lik u were literally living as Ishita onscreen...Totally plz accept my saashtaang dandwat pranaam to u...
YHM CVs-Sonali Ma'm & Team u ppl too deserve HUGE HUGE ROUND of applause for showing this BESTEST YHM TRACK till date-which is the ongoing track...👏👏👏...What we ppl were thinkin n how u ppl r showin is somethin truly DIFFERENT & outstanding.. The way u ppl hv showed the UNDERSTANDING in Misunderstandings of IshRa in this track, the way u ppl showed how DEEP is the love IshRa feel for each other and MOST IMPORTANTLY the way the characters-Raman n Ishita n their complex feelings hv been written&shown is SIMPLY WOW...Truly a SHEER BEAUTY...!! Such a soulful track..!! Dilse THANK YOU & Salute to u ppl...No wonder TRPs r also increasin...am sure this week epis ke liye its gonna be 3 or 3+ TRPs...n it DOES DESERVE it..!! This is one of the BEST YHM WEEKS..!! U ppl totally rock...!! Thanks to u all for givin us such a meaningful soulful track on IshRa..
Now finally i can get into my post..😃😃...So yes..Firstly lemme confess something...When Shagun twist ws brought to this ongoing track,i ws honestly madly wishin for silent ishita and super longing guilty raman..!! i just DID NOT WANT Ishita to turn "mahaan" too..!! I ws evn upset for a while for the 1st half of yday aka thurs epi-when Ishu shown Mahaan...But when i saw repeat of thurs epi,i ws able to find reason for the apparent "mahaanta" in 1st half of thurs epi...Yet i still did not want "Mahaan" Ishita in today aka friday epi..!! But now seeing Ishita-Toshi scene,i am HAPPY to say CVs CHANGED MY POV COMPLETELY...Now what they showing is evn more BETTER for IshRa than what i thought..Am usually NOT a person who changes their views easily...I does tht rarely...And whenvr i do,it only means i had some EPIC CONVINCING REASON to CHANGE my perception..!! So YHM CVs-am simply bowled over the way u ppl wrote Ishita-Toshi scene tonite n LOOK wht u ppl hv done to me..!! I can now see things evn more in BETTER ANGLE for IshRa..😳😳...!!
Before i get into Ishu-Toshi scene of tonites epi,i NEED to mention some prev epi moments..!! Ishita is basically shown as a VERY VERY STRONG PERSON,naturewise..!! But this week,v saw her EXTREME vulnerable side and tht too FOR RAMAN...!! In this week wed epi(2nd July 2014wala YHM epi),she ws HELL UPSET seein how Raman totally broke her trust...!! But still she HAD CONTROL on her emotions..!! And thtsy in a cold manner,she ws able to say those lines of how evn though she understands he has some reason to do all these mess(coz of half truth Raman told her),she simply cant rule out fact tht he din trust her for this prob to be sorted with her help n with further incidents involvin shagun,he LOST her trust..!! Now moving on to this week thurs epi(3rd July 2014wala YHM epi),in first half of tht epi there ws a monologue scene of Ishita where she said hw shes ready to give a chance to Raman n trust him n wait for him till he say truth... Now honestly i WAS upset initially with tht particular scene thinkin wht she did ws Mahaanta...But now AM NOT UPSET ANYMORE..And thts coz when i saw the same scenes today with a much calm mind,i could see wht i ws not able to see first time...And thts this lady loves her husband with all heart...She ws hell mad n upset n in tht only she said things to him hw she wnt trust him n all...But still kahin na kahin HIS HALF TRUTH did create an impact on her..!! Raman,in his half truth,had made one thing super clear that whatever he IS doin is for adi only n for tht only evn if hes not at all liking it,he hv to work with Shagun n work..!!So the highlight there is NOTHING b/w Raman n Shagun..!! So when she bcame thoda calmer n all,she could understand things n decided she CAN giv chance to him as kahin na kahin she ws convinced ki nothin goin on b/w Raman n Shagun-which she ws fearing..But more than that,this thought of givin him 2nd chance came from the fact tht as shes hopelessly in love with him,she certainly cant stand mad at him for longer time...She ws tryin to convince herself to giv him one more chance n see hw things go...Basically her attempt to SAVE relation-coz she knew things start get worsenin in a relation when there is lack of trust..So still wanted to take chance n TRUST him ONLY coz behind all these,she CANT stop loving him n she STILL WANT HIM in her life..!! With tht she ws tryin to be back normal with him...And tht ws visible in the picnic scene discussion too with Raman...But the moment he said hes goin to picnic with Shagun...THATS IT for Ishita...She LOST HER CONTROL on her feelings then n there itself..!! She IS a woman,a wife at the end of the day and which normal wife can "accept" or evn "think" of her husband goin for a picnin with his ex-wife and tht too WITHOUT taking her along with them?😆😆..Her all logical reasonings with which she ws trying to control herself n defend raman ws GONE WITH THE WIND the moment Raman mentioned Shagun for picnic matter..She ws ROYALLY HURT...Her heart ws broken into many many pieces..And usika result hai what v saw in her breakdown scenes in bathroom,when she ws tryin to fold the saree in IshRa's bedroom,when she ws callin out for her mom n wanted to share the UNBEARABLE PAIN she ws feeling..😭😭😭..!! Her possessiveness,her insecurity and most importantly her love for Raman were clearly clearly visible in this emotional breakdown scenes of Ishita shown in the last part of this week thurs epi..!!
Now coming to tonites epi(4th July 2014wala YHM epi)...When Toshi started talkin to Ishita, Ishu ws slowly comin back to her normal state..She bcame conscious the moment Toshi came near her...Typical nature of Ishu ws comin back n thts HIDING HER PAIN frm ppl who love n care for her n whom she also loves n cares back...Toshi is definitely one among them for her..!! As Toshi had seen her breakdown,she made Ishu say TRUTH to her...And she did-but lik her pati,patni ne bhi sirf HALF TRUTH kahi apni saas se...😆😆...She told Toshi the matter of picnic..Toshi ws full on against this n evn bajoyin her own "beeba" puttar-Raman..😲😆..But wht Ishu next told as response to Toshi, TOTALLY AMUSED ME and thats wht made me make this post too...😲👏...!!
Ishita told no one is realising tht in this entire mess its Raman whos getting max affected...oh god WORD Ishita...👏👏👏...One thing which many FAILED to understand that...Am again tellin wht Raman did IS WRONG...But who can act "normal & logical" when he is ROYALLY STUCK b/w his wife n son..!! i ws super happy when Ishita atleast REALISED THIS FACT about him...👏👏👏... She continued saying tht how can he CHOOSE b/w his children?? And Adi is his WEAKNESS n this time Adi only invited Ruhi...So if Raman is able to see his both kids TOGETHER,then tht would be the happiest moment for him and she certainly WONT stop him from gettin this happiness comin to his life..!! She further said what if her one decision she took turned out WRONG?Again tht will affect Raman n he wont say anything..Also she said the reason for her emotional breakdown ws coz she ws behavin lik typical girls...In her exact words-"i think main aise react kar rahi thi jaise hum ladkiyaan karte hai..hum log bahut emotional ho jaate hai...bahut dil pe le lete hai baaton ko.." After that,again she continued sayin tht when she thought practically toh she realised nothing wrong can happen as she completely TRUST Raman n she UNDERSTANDS his evry single action..And lastly she said that most importantly before being her husband,Raman IS father of Adi and so she would NEVER STOP him from doing his father duties..!! Aaah Ishita..Ishita.. WHO ARE U WOMAN?U touched my soul with whtever u told to Toshi in tht bench scene tonite...😭😭😭..I was NEVER EVER this much MOVED by a female lead in my 11 years of watchin so many many shows...!! U love Raman beyond all limits,dont u?Itna itna pyaar ki evn though u r beyond limit hurt,yet u r trying to understand him n u do understand too of Raman-the father..!! But the pain-Raman-the husband hv given u,u r HIDING it in urself...Yet u couldn help but blurt it out with tht "reason"(lines i highlighted at red above)u gave for ur emotional breakdown...Emotional?Dil pe lena baaton ko?oh yes directly toh bologi nahi na ki YES AM HURT COZ OF RAMAN...Yes am NOT LIKING he going with Shagun...Yes I FEAR OF LOSING HIM...U do Ishita,u do fear of losing Raman..!! But ulitmately the MAIN REASON y u r hidin this pain of wife in urself is coz u STILL think u DNT HV RIGHTS on Raman as a wife...U still think Raman might be still seeing u as Ruhi's mom or may be just frnd only...So jahan u hv no right as a wife,how can u even be naraaz with him?Haina Ishita...Thatsy u r hiding the wife of pain in urself n not evn lettin knw Raman also abt it n tryin to behave NORMAL with him..!! But my dhakkan Ishu,u will soon realise tht ki ONLY u hv HAQ on him as HIS WIFE..!! But still u r able to stand tht pain,certainly cant stand to be away from him or lose him..And thts wht u indicated wht if one wrong decision u take n hw may it affect Raman...Wht u said ws INCOMPLETE coz u feared wht if one wrong u decision u take n tht would take Raman away from u?u will not be able to handle it..And thtsy evn after he hurting u, u r still givin him chance pe chance n trusting him again n again n trying to SAVE the relation n HOPE one day he will reciprocate the feelings wht u feel for him..!! But wht u donno or dont realise is HE DOES...U dont know tht because of hurting u,Raman cant and is already not happy evn aftr making his biggest weakness-Adi happy... But he also hvin same MU lik u hvin abt him n thts he thinks hv no haq on u either as he lost it in the process of makin his son happy and thtsy hes being totally on mellowed down mode with u in past few days,but baaki sabse hes still continuin his angry young man mode...No wonder u both r made for each other-DHAKKANS kahin ke..😆😆...Nywz the point is..this single scene with Toshi tonite ws MORE THAN ENOUGH to show how much she hv gone AHEAD in LOVING HER RAVAN KUMAR...Like she will happily accept the happiness he gives her,she is now HAPPILY READY to ACCEPT the sadness he gives her too in the name of her love for him...!! Awww...i swear i hv nevr evr seen this much beintehaan mohabbat being showered on a male lead by a female lead char of any show n tht too expressing the same in such EPIC SOULFUL BEAUTIFUL manner ki not evn for once it would look lik "mahaanta",it looks only like SHE LOVING HIM WITH ALL HER HEART & SOUL... Ishita i wanna say the same thing now which Toshi said to u n thts "Tu badi great hai Ishita..Aaj tu meri nazron mein aur oonchi uth gayi"... I seriously hv no words to describe how much am MOVED by ur love for Raman..But TRUST ME Ishita..Wish i could say this to u,but u will soon realise jo tera haal hai wohi Raman ka hai...Even in last scenes tonite,when u were trying hard to be normal he DID realise n tht ws visible the way he suddenly softened towards u when receiving tht bag from u n when he ws lookin at u when he ws at car park area...Hes already dying in guilt and now seeing u hidin ur pain,the same pain whose trailer he already saw in wed,thurs epis,is evn more HURTING HIM..Am Just waitin for the moment now u two will patch up n bcome each other's HUMDARD......YHM CVs u ppl hv till now givn us epic scenes,please please the final patch up scene of IshRa should be EPIC..!!
Nywz my heartfelt SALUTE to u Ishita..u r UNDOUBTEDLY THE BEST REALISTIC Female Lead character i have ever ever seen in TVs/Films..!!
I end my post by dedicating this line from the song"Kabhi Jo Baadal Barse" from the film "Jackpot" to Ishu which totally suits her current condition and thts also my topic title here ...😃😃😃...
"Tu Gham De Ya Khushiyaan Sah Loon Saathiya"
So Ishita this is FOR U...😃😃😃...
But before i start my post,lemme do a heartfelt THANK U and SALUTE to DIVYANKA TRIPATHI for her OUTSTANDING FLAWLESS EFFORTLESS Acting she did in these week epis esp wed,thurs,fri epis...👏👏👏...Divyanka-i hv no words to describe how perfect perfect were ur performances this week...it looked SO SO REAL...Felt lik u were literally living as Ishita onscreen...Totally plz accept my saashtaang dandwat pranaam to u...
YHM CVs-Sonali Ma'm & Team u ppl too deserve HUGE HUGE ROUND of applause for showing this BESTEST YHM TRACK till date-which is the ongoing track...👏👏👏...What we ppl were thinkin n how u ppl r showin is somethin truly DIFFERENT & outstanding.. The way u ppl hv showed the UNDERSTANDING in Misunderstandings of IshRa in this track, the way u ppl showed how DEEP is the love IshRa feel for each other and MOST IMPORTANTLY the way the characters-Raman n Ishita n their complex feelings hv been written&shown is SIMPLY WOW...Truly a SHEER BEAUTY...!! Such a soulful track..!! Dilse THANK YOU & Salute to u ppl...No wonder TRPs r also increasin...am sure this week epis ke liye its gonna be 3 or 3+ TRPs...n it DOES DESERVE it..!! This is one of the BEST YHM WEEKS..!! U ppl totally rock...!! Thanks to u all for givin us such a meaningful soulful track on IshRa..
Now finally i can get into my post..😃😃...So yes..Firstly lemme confess something...When Shagun twist ws brought to this ongoing track,i ws honestly madly wishin for silent ishita and super longing guilty raman..!! i just DID NOT WANT Ishita to turn "mahaan" too..!! I ws evn upset for a while for the 1st half of yday aka thurs epi-when Ishu shown Mahaan...But when i saw repeat of thurs epi,i ws able to find reason for the apparent "mahaanta" in 1st half of thurs epi...Yet i still did not want "Mahaan" Ishita in today aka friday epi..!! But now seeing Ishita-Toshi scene,i am HAPPY to say CVs CHANGED MY POV COMPLETELY...Now what they showing is evn more BETTER for IshRa than what i thought..Am usually NOT a person who changes their views easily...I does tht rarely...And whenvr i do,it only means i had some EPIC CONVINCING REASON to CHANGE my perception..!! So YHM CVs-am simply bowled over the way u ppl wrote Ishita-Toshi scene tonite n LOOK wht u ppl hv done to me..!! I can now see things evn more in BETTER ANGLE for IshRa..😳😳...!!
Before i get into Ishu-Toshi scene of tonites epi,i NEED to mention some prev epi moments..!! Ishita is basically shown as a VERY VERY STRONG PERSON,naturewise..!! But this week,v saw her EXTREME vulnerable side and tht too FOR RAMAN...!! In this week wed epi(2nd July 2014wala YHM epi),she ws HELL UPSET seein how Raman totally broke her trust...!! But still she HAD CONTROL on her emotions..!! And thtsy in a cold manner,she ws able to say those lines of how evn though she understands he has some reason to do all these mess(coz of half truth Raman told her),she simply cant rule out fact tht he din trust her for this prob to be sorted with her help n with further incidents involvin shagun,he LOST her trust..!! Now moving on to this week thurs epi(3rd July 2014wala YHM epi),in first half of tht epi there ws a monologue scene of Ishita where she said hw shes ready to give a chance to Raman n trust him n wait for him till he say truth... Now honestly i WAS upset initially with tht particular scene thinkin wht she did ws Mahaanta...But now AM NOT UPSET ANYMORE..And thts coz when i saw the same scenes today with a much calm mind,i could see wht i ws not able to see first time...And thts this lady loves her husband with all heart...She ws hell mad n upset n in tht only she said things to him hw she wnt trust him n all...But still kahin na kahin HIS HALF TRUTH did create an impact on her..!! Raman,in his half truth,had made one thing super clear that whatever he IS doin is for adi only n for tht only evn if hes not at all liking it,he hv to work with Shagun n work..!!So the highlight there is NOTHING b/w Raman n Shagun..!! So when she bcame thoda calmer n all,she could understand things n decided she CAN giv chance to him as kahin na kahin she ws convinced ki nothin goin on b/w Raman n Shagun-which she ws fearing..But more than that,this thought of givin him 2nd chance came from the fact tht as shes hopelessly in love with him,she certainly cant stand mad at him for longer time...She ws tryin to convince herself to giv him one more chance n see hw things go...Basically her attempt to SAVE relation-coz she knew things start get worsenin in a relation when there is lack of trust..So still wanted to take chance n TRUST him ONLY coz behind all these,she CANT stop loving him n she STILL WANT HIM in her life..!! With tht she ws tryin to be back normal with him...And tht ws visible in the picnic scene discussion too with Raman...But the moment he said hes goin to picnic with Shagun...THATS IT for Ishita...She LOST HER CONTROL on her feelings then n there itself..!! She IS a woman,a wife at the end of the day and which normal wife can "accept" or evn "think" of her husband goin for a picnin with his ex-wife and tht too WITHOUT taking her along with them?😆😆..Her all logical reasonings with which she ws trying to control herself n defend raman ws GONE WITH THE WIND the moment Raman mentioned Shagun for picnic matter..She ws ROYALLY HURT...Her heart ws broken into many many pieces..And usika result hai what v saw in her breakdown scenes in bathroom,when she ws tryin to fold the saree in IshRa's bedroom,when she ws callin out for her mom n wanted to share the UNBEARABLE PAIN she ws feeling..😭😭😭..!! Her possessiveness,her insecurity and most importantly her love for Raman were clearly clearly visible in this emotional breakdown scenes of Ishita shown in the last part of this week thurs epi..!!
Now coming to tonites epi(4th July 2014wala YHM epi)...When Toshi started talkin to Ishita, Ishu ws slowly comin back to her normal state..She bcame conscious the moment Toshi came near her...Typical nature of Ishu ws comin back n thts HIDING HER PAIN frm ppl who love n care for her n whom she also loves n cares back...Toshi is definitely one among them for her..!! As Toshi had seen her breakdown,she made Ishu say TRUTH to her...And she did-but lik her pati,patni ne bhi sirf HALF TRUTH kahi apni saas se...😆😆...She told Toshi the matter of picnic..Toshi ws full on against this n evn bajoyin her own "beeba" puttar-Raman..😲😆..But wht Ishu next told as response to Toshi, TOTALLY AMUSED ME and thats wht made me make this post too...😲👏...!!
Ishita told no one is realising tht in this entire mess its Raman whos getting max affected...oh god WORD Ishita...👏👏👏...One thing which many FAILED to understand that...Am again tellin wht Raman did IS WRONG...But who can act "normal & logical" when he is ROYALLY STUCK b/w his wife n son..!! i ws super happy when Ishita atleast REALISED THIS FACT about him...👏👏👏... She continued saying tht how can he CHOOSE b/w his children?? And Adi is his WEAKNESS n this time Adi only invited Ruhi...So if Raman is able to see his both kids TOGETHER,then tht would be the happiest moment for him and she certainly WONT stop him from gettin this happiness comin to his life..!! She further said what if her one decision she took turned out WRONG?Again tht will affect Raman n he wont say anything..Also she said the reason for her emotional breakdown ws coz she ws behavin lik typical girls...In her exact words-"i think main aise react kar rahi thi jaise hum ladkiyaan karte hai..hum log bahut emotional ho jaate hai...bahut dil pe le lete hai baaton ko.." After that,again she continued sayin tht when she thought practically toh she realised nothing wrong can happen as she completely TRUST Raman n she UNDERSTANDS his evry single action..And lastly she said that most importantly before being her husband,Raman IS father of Adi and so she would NEVER STOP him from doing his father duties..!! Aaah Ishita..Ishita.. WHO ARE U WOMAN?U touched my soul with whtever u told to Toshi in tht bench scene tonite...😭😭😭..I was NEVER EVER this much MOVED by a female lead in my 11 years of watchin so many many shows...!! U love Raman beyond all limits,dont u?Itna itna pyaar ki evn though u r beyond limit hurt,yet u r trying to understand him n u do understand too of Raman-the father..!! But the pain-Raman-the husband hv given u,u r HIDING it in urself...Yet u couldn help but blurt it out with tht "reason"(lines i highlighted at red above)u gave for ur emotional breakdown...Emotional?Dil pe lena baaton ko?oh yes directly toh bologi nahi na ki YES AM HURT COZ OF RAMAN...Yes am NOT LIKING he going with Shagun...Yes I FEAR OF LOSING HIM...U do Ishita,u do fear of losing Raman..!! But ulitmately the MAIN REASON y u r hidin this pain of wife in urself is coz u STILL think u DNT HV RIGHTS on Raman as a wife...U still think Raman might be still seeing u as Ruhi's mom or may be just frnd only...So jahan u hv no right as a wife,how can u even be naraaz with him?Haina Ishita...Thatsy u r hiding the wife of pain in urself n not evn lettin knw Raman also abt it n tryin to behave NORMAL with him..!! But my dhakkan Ishu,u will soon realise tht ki ONLY u hv HAQ on him as HIS WIFE..!! But still u r able to stand tht pain,certainly cant stand to be away from him or lose him..And thts wht u indicated wht if one wrong decision u take n hw may it affect Raman...Wht u said ws INCOMPLETE coz u feared wht if one wrong u decision u take n tht would take Raman away from u?u will not be able to handle it..And thtsy evn after he hurting u, u r still givin him chance pe chance n trusting him again n again n trying to SAVE the relation n HOPE one day he will reciprocate the feelings wht u feel for him..!! But wht u donno or dont realise is HE DOES...U dont know tht because of hurting u,Raman cant and is already not happy evn aftr making his biggest weakness-Adi happy... But he also hvin same MU lik u hvin abt him n thts he thinks hv no haq on u either as he lost it in the process of makin his son happy and thtsy hes being totally on mellowed down mode with u in past few days,but baaki sabse hes still continuin his angry young man mode...No wonder u both r made for each other-DHAKKANS kahin ke..😆😆...Nywz the point is..this single scene with Toshi tonite ws MORE THAN ENOUGH to show how much she hv gone AHEAD in LOVING HER RAVAN KUMAR...Like she will happily accept the happiness he gives her,she is now HAPPILY READY to ACCEPT the sadness he gives her too in the name of her love for him...!! Awww...i swear i hv nevr evr seen this much beintehaan mohabbat being showered on a male lead by a female lead char of any show n tht too expressing the same in such EPIC SOULFUL BEAUTIFUL manner ki not evn for once it would look lik "mahaanta",it looks only like SHE LOVING HIM WITH ALL HER HEART & SOUL... Ishita i wanna say the same thing now which Toshi said to u n thts "Tu badi great hai Ishita..Aaj tu meri nazron mein aur oonchi uth gayi"... I seriously hv no words to describe how much am MOVED by ur love for Raman..But TRUST ME Ishita..Wish i could say this to u,but u will soon realise jo tera haal hai wohi Raman ka hai...Even in last scenes tonite,when u were trying hard to be normal he DID realise n tht ws visible the way he suddenly softened towards u when receiving tht bag from u n when he ws lookin at u when he ws at car park area...Hes already dying in guilt and now seeing u hidin ur pain,the same pain whose trailer he already saw in wed,thurs epis,is evn more HURTING HIM..Am Just waitin for the moment now u two will patch up n bcome each other's HUMDARD......YHM CVs u ppl hv till now givn us epic scenes,please please the final patch up scene of IshRa should be EPIC..!!
Nywz my heartfelt SALUTE to u Ishita..u r UNDOUBTEDLY THE BEST REALISTIC Female Lead character i have ever ever seen in TVs/Films..!!
I end my post by dedicating this line from the song"Kabhi Jo Baadal Barse" from the film "Jackpot" to Ishu which totally suits her current condition and thts also my topic title here ...😃😃😃...
"Tu Gham De Ya Khushiyaan Sah Loon Saathiya"
Anupamaa
