Now lemme tell u all abt haal-e-dil of BOTH Ishita & Raman..π³π³...
ISHITA - Jis shaadi se usne pehle kabhi koi umeed nahi rakhi..Jo shaadi jo sirf uske liye sirf zindagi bhar ki samjhauta thi...Aur toh aur jisse shaadi ki use kabhi koi lena dena nahi rakhne ki sochi thi...Aaj wohi shaadi ka rishta-uski life ki sabse important rishta ban rahe hai aur wohi insaan jisse woh shaadi ki,woh ab uski life ke sabse important person ban rahe hai...π³π³π³...In short, Ishu is falling hard hard for Raman...And thtsy NOW shes COMPLETELY SHATTERED coz of bewafaai by Raman to her...πππ...In past few epis,v hv seen how Ishu TRUSTS Raman blindly which came solely out of her love to him..!! When Raman lied to both bhallas n iyers tht he had misunderstanding regarding culprit n param is not culprit,ppl started questioning him...But Ishita defended Raman rite away n thts coz she had TRUSTED Raman tht he will do justice for her mom..She had seen him trying hard to find culprit...She hv seen hw when she n iyers were ready to close the matter,hw Raman ws still demandin for JUSTICE to her mom..So she "beleived" if Raman says param is not the one,it IS lik tht only..!! Then in bench scene of last week,she EXPLICITLY told him too tht SHE TRUSTS HIM lik nything..!! I ws so so happy when Ishu ws goin on n on abt Trusting him coz i so knew her THIS SAME TRUST gonna be EK VILLAIN b/w her n him,very soon...ππ...I so knew ki Ishu u r so gonna eat ur words back...ππ€£..And see it did happen today...π₯³π₯³... Back to scenes, when Ishu came to knw Raman ws talkin with Shagun and NOT Subramanhiam of his office,her trust on him began to shake.. But as they say love makes one BLIND..ππ...Ishu tried to console herself thinkin there must be some reason Raman din say tht to her or he must be in stress coz of office work n forgot..!! But clearly tht ws nt working much on either...!! I swear seein tht scene,first thing which came to my mind to tell ishu ws-AUR BAN JAA MAHAAN...π‘π...Aur choot do apne pati ko...Ab dekh rahi haina...Raman ws rite in behaving PATHETIC with Shagun..But no,Ishu ko Mahaan banne ka bahut shauq hai...Tabhi toh she made evn him behave "politely" with tht bitch-Shagun who ws the one who ruined his life..!! But see ab mahanta bhaari padi na...ππ...U r such a dhakkan..π..Kab samjhogi iss baat ko ki pati ko apne control se khud bahar karogi,nuksaan patni ki hi hoti hai...π‘π...I truly hope u will learn this lesson by the end of this track...π³π...Back to scenes,when Ishu saw Raman goin out with Shagun n also he liein to her when she called him where he is-there Ishu's Trust ws gone 90%...But her love for him ws kahin na kahin still makin her lil bit think ki y y Raman baabu is doin such things?She ws disappointed coz of tht and she ws angry too...And she made her disappointment,anger and also her love to Raman clear in her one line to Bala in tue epi of this week-"agar woh aapse jhoot bole jisse aap"...Aaah woman,u did realise na wht were u goin to say...ππ...But still dilemma kahin na kahin still hai-isliye she HAD TO STOP midway...The day she fully accepts her feelings to him,then NO ONE can STOP her..not evn herself frm saying tht line tht SHE LOVE HIM......Again in yday epi,evn though she ws naraaz with him when she came to knw Raman's life is in danger, she kept aside all her negative feelings to him n just rushed to the spot where Raman ws just to make sure if hes safe or not as she just couldn wait till confirmation come frm nyne..!! omg i ws EPIC HAPPY seeing the TADAP Ishu had for Raman in these scenes... oh gosh when will this dhakkan realise she IS head over heels in love with woman..!! Look hw she forgot evrythin n gone mad to reach there n be with Raman in this time of danger...!! Agar yeh pyaar nahi toh bhaiyya,toh main Raman ka hi naam change kar loon..ππ...!! Back to scene,Ishu ws totally freaking out thinkin kahin kuch galat na ho jaaye...She ws evn fightin with hotel ppl so tht she could go inside hotel n search for Raman where this fire broke out...!! But when she saw Raman comin out carrying Shagun in his arms,there SHE DIED A THOUSAND TIMES...πππ...Her trust on him FULLY GONE and her LOVE for him got deeply affected and THATS WHY she bcame totally shattered as seen in tue epi n tonites epi beginning...!! Though she try to portray she IS strong,but she totally lost her control for sometime.. Her tears when she ws with Romi inside her car,ws the PROOF..!! But as she had ENOUGH of all this HELL TORTURE Raman ws makin her go thru in the past few days,she decided NO MORE TEARS n time for her to go back to fully SILENT MODE..She is NOT the one who will go create scene..So lik always,when shes hurt she decied to shut herself frm rest of the world..!! And thtsy when family asked whts the matter,she chose to ignore ALL...!! omg i ws so so proud of Ishita...i ws so glad tht she did NOT cover up for any mistake of Raman when family ws askin..Instead she din evn bother to ans them...Y should she...it ws Raman who should be answerable to her and to rest of family..!! And i ws just impatiently waitin for IshRa scene to come..!! The much awaited IshRa scene FINALLY came..!! Seeing Raman coughing,Ishu gave him medicine...!! I swear i DID PANICK seein this lady helping him..i ws LIK NO PLZ..π‘π...But then i thought,hw can i forget the "doctor" in her...so i ws lik chalo dawa toh dedi,bt hope wapas mahaan na ban jaaye...ππ...!! After givin him medicine,she chose to IGNORE HIM..And when he asked doesnt she wanna ask him somethin..She ws lik is there anything left to say?omg i ws lik finally...thank god i can still keep my hopes high..ππ...But when Raman said things indirectly as in hw hes forced to do things for Adi n hw hes himself not likin it either,Ishu's expressions indicated she ws "kinda" understanding it...i ws AGAIN BACK TO PANIC mode..i ws lik no no ishu..u cant fall for this senti Raman...π‘π...But then she said "jab baat chupaayi jaa rahi hai raman toh phir bharosa kaisa"... omg omg finally she said it..π₯³π₯³.....But i din knew Raman ws again back to test my happiness...π‘π...Raman tried his last attempt by sayin she would hv done same lik him,if it ws Ruhi,instead of Adi..i ws lik OMG..no Ishu just dnt fall for this Ruhi trap by Raman...π²π..Plus Ishu ka few lines to Raman tht hw she will never stop him frm doin his father wala duties on hearin Ruhi line frm him,made me feel lik r CVs tryin to gimme "babaji ka thullu" at last minute?π³π... But Ishu ne mere happiness ko barkaraar rakhi with her ULTIMATE LINE to Raman-"lekin abhi aap mera vishwas nahin paa sakte Raman.. kyunki vishwaas paaya jaata hai maanga nahin jaata".. OMG OMG THIS IS IT..π₯³π₯³π₯³...i ws waitin for this moment only since past few epis...She may forgive Adi when his truth will be out,but DEFINITELY NOT Raman for breaking HER TRUST n also HURTING HER LOVE,which is unknown to him and herself too..!! She proved tht with this last line...uff my happiness knew no limit then the moment she said tht...i ws lik THIS in the avi below..

Raman - When he married Ishita,he clearly told her many times hw much he hated her n hw she will never be anything to him other than Ruhi's mom..!! But now yeh dhakkan usi Ishita ke pyaar mein itna pagal ho chuke hai ki,uske bina he cant evn be happy in things or ppl which used to make him happy..!! He NEEDS her for his evry single big,small matters-directly or indirectly related to him..He feels LOST when shes not there and he feels SHATTERED if he bcomes her reason to be HURT..!! In last week epis,when he saw Ishu defending him infront of all on hw hes beein trying hard to find culprit n he still will find culprit as she trusts him n also durin bench scene when she said,hw shes totally totally trusting him in general,it ws KILLING RAMAN inside as he knew he ws cheating on her same trust..!! Y Raman y ws it hurtin u so much?ππ...U r STILL obsessed with Adi...And for him only,u again chose to hurt Ishita this time..But lagta hai Ishita se zyada u urself r gettin more hurt..i felt tht last week seein tht bench scene n Raman proved me right by sayin similar line in todays epi...tht i will tell later...ππ..Anyways Raman plz know Pyaar ka SIDE EFFECT hai-DARD...meetha meetha pyaara pyaara...ππ...!! I knw for u its a kadva dard now,but for me its a meetha dard seeing u in dard FOR ISHITA..ππ...!! Back to scenes,Raman ws not able to handle the guilt of hidin truth frm Ishu n family esp Ishu..He proved tht when he ws tellin Shagun durin phone call last week tht he wants to tell Ishu as she is HIS BIWI...But tht bitch Shagun stopped him by bringing Adi again... aaah u fool...y on earth u listened to tht bimbo?π‘π‘...Agar us din apne dil ke sunte aur Ishu ko sab sach bataate,toh aaj yeh haal na hota tera...but u just proved hw much epic correct name i hv givn u...ππ...n thts wht u r- DHAKKAN.. DHAKKAN.. DHAKKAN...π€£π€£π€£..!! Now comin to this week tue epi,Raman ws totally gettin more n more affected coz of hiding things frm Ishu n plus he ws not able to handle the pressure of solvin adi-shagun matter too...Raman is epic dependant on Ishita...She hv bcome lik his LIFE SUPPORT to him...And so in situations,when he cant hv tht,he finds it hard to manage himself..!! He needed Ishu in the time of crisis-Adi ke liye Shagun ko bachaana..But he ws also epic guilty for hurtin Ishu by helpin Adi-Shagun..He ws in a FIX totally...But still he couldn help but long for her n he made tht clear with his line he said to himself when he ws in hotel room in tue epi this week n tht ws-"aaj jab ishita ki sabse zyaada zaroorat hai.. mujhe usse itni badi baat chupaani pad raha hai"... Really Raman?π₯±π₯±...When u do understand things,then y r u doing mistakes again n again?...But acha hai,u will STOP TAKING ISHITA FOR GRANTED coz of all these..!! Its good u r realising her importance..But picture toh abhi shuru hua hai..Abhi aise AUR TADPAANA by u baaki hai mere pyaara bakra...ππ... Now coming to tonites epi,when he saw Ishu being HURT on seein him with Shagun in her arms n Ishu bein taken away by Romi,he ws tellin himself tht hw he is sorry tht Ishu had to see all these n hw he will tell her evrythin one day..but as of now hes just sorry.. Raman, bahut dard ho raha haina Ishu ko dard mein dekh ke and tht too when u realise its coz of u?...ACHI BAAT HAI...U DESERVE IT ONLY for all the kalakaaris u hv beein doing in the name of ur love for Adi,which ws in turn hurtin Ishu...ππ... Back to tonites epi...now comes the MUCH AWAITED ISHRA SCENE @bedroom..!! He saw hw she hv started ignoring him..And seeing tht he din evn waste a second in asking this to her-"kuch poochogi nahin"... omggg somebody mar raha hai BAAT KARNE KO kisise...ππ...IshRa scene se pehle,when rest of bhallas were asking for explanation for wht on earth he ws being with Shagun,he just showed his typical RKB attitude & answered tht he wnt ans anyone...ππ...But now see,biwi ke saamne aate hi Ravan Kumar toh Bechaara Kumar ban gaye..ππ...He ws expectin her to shout at him as he knew she wnt be wrong either if she do...But wht he got in return ws silent treatment frm her which ws lik BABAJI KA THULLU for him...ππ...He knew shes hurt coz of him...But he still had hopeless hopes of she talkin to him..He din care evn if thts her lectures or scoldings...But when he realised she ws bein silent,he couldn handle it n he just had to ask her directly wnt she ask nythin to him..!! But Ishu retorted him back sayin ws there anything left for him to say?If yes then he can tell...And he says sometimes wht u see need not be alwz true n for tht she again taunt him by sayin yes there ws nothin in their shaadi contract na tht he should say truth alwz to him..Raman couldn handle it anymore...He just told her HALF TRUTH..!! He said he knew shes hurt n its not wrong either...He thinks shes sayin all tht to hurt him n its her haq to do tht too as he hv hidden things frm her n hurt her too..He says hes doin all these for Adi...He hv no choice but other than to work with Shagun n sort the mess for Adi n he again its all coz as she knw hw much he loves Adi..Then he continued sayin tht at times u do hv to hide things from ppl u r close to...But hes himself not likin it...He said if shes hurt,hes 10 times more hurt than her..!! He said hes majboor n so he cant tell her full truth..He also said he cant tell full truth till the matter is resolved n for tht he IS ready to be sorry in this entire lifetime...!! Raman..Raman.. aah kya kahu main...u hv literally HALF kholke rakha hai ur dil Ishu ke saamne..!! U did make sure u clearly convey the msg tht whtvr u r doin is out of majboori n u r totally hurt coz of hurtin her coz of his actions...But but..darling tht is NOT an excuse and it CANT justify ur actions,my boy...Its good tht u do regret,bt again u cant rule out fact tht u chose to hurt Ishita for ur son,Adi...I totally get u r in a FIX...But somewhere if u had chose to tell Ishu all things before this mess had bcome worsened this much,u wouldn hv been half hurt lik u were today...But do u realise behind all these,it IS ur LOVE for her which is killing u inside lik this seein HER HURT??.. And ALSO thtsy evn aftr this ws supposedly another opportunity for u to get closer to ur son,u r STILL NOT AT ALL HAPPY... Instead u r extremely devastated coz of hurting Ishu for makin ur son happy..!! Also plz understand Ishu is NOT HURTING U with her silence...Shes herself big time hurt n shes not evn in a state to hurt anyone let alone U...But yes,rest u said were correct..!! And also,last time when u hurt Ishu for Adi sorry drama,u had such epic tough time in bein "sorry" to Ishu...But now LOOK at the CHANGE...U urself said u r ready to ask her forgiveness n wait for it in this entire lifetime...!! All these r comin frm ur love for her-ACCEPT IT...ππ... Back to scene...hearin all these Ishu said though she do understand tht there must be some reason for him to do all these..But as he still chose to hide things,wht trust is there then b/w them? Tht hurt him again to the core lik her silence hurted him in the beginning...Still he tried for last time to make her understand tht Ishu is a mom n so if it ws Ruhi instead of Adi,she would hv done same lik hes doin..Hes doin all this for his child only...Now rest is upto her...!!She said she will nevr stop him from doing his fatherly duties...But as of now he cant win her trust as u dnt get trust by askin for it,u hv to EARN THE TRUST...And she left saying tht...Raman DIED A THOUSAND TIMES on hearing tht last lines from Ishu...It ws lik LAST NAIL ON THE COFFIN for him...!! And to tht he could just say this to himself-"Vishwaas.. Agar maangne se milta toh uparwaale se yahi maangta.." My heart went out to u Raman when u said tht last line..ππ..!! But am sorry,u dnt hv any choice left...!! U HAVE TO go thru this for wht u did to Ishu n am sure her biggest punishment of sayin to u tht u cant win her trust will make u soon do things to WIN BACK HER TRUST..!! Also though u chose to say nothin to anyone,bt half truth to Ishu indicated one more thing tht u were HOPELESSLY HOPING for SUPPORT(saath)from Ishita by hoping she "might" understand u if u say half truth n she may support u by tht...And tht ws VISIBLE in ur last attempt to bring Ruhi matter..If u JUST WANTED to say half truth,u would NEVER bring Ruhi angle..But u did,n tht had only one intention-u epic hoped atleast by bringing Ruhi,Ishu would be able to understand wht hes doin for Adi n may eventually support him..But when he saw tht also not workin when she said he lost her trust,he ws SHATTERED THE MOST n his sadness,his tadap for her-all that were visible in his line where he said if it ws possible he would hv asked for Ishu's Trust from God...!! Raman...u r too late..DAMAGE IS DONE...Now time for u to fix it..!! And i shall pray n HOPE tht Ishu DONT give in to u so soon,so easily...Its a PLEASURE seein u tadpofying for Ishita,my pyaara bakra...ππ...!!
Toh yeh toh the haal-e-dil of Ishita and Raman...Now comin to wht made me make this post is EMOTIONAL DOORIYAN of IshRa which got official today..!! Pyaar aur VISHWAAS-inhi do par tika hota hai ek RISHTA...Aur yahi do factors hai jo ek Rishte mein bandhe hue do logo ko ek doosre ki SAATH dene ki prerna bhi dete hai..The moment one among the two factors is being played with,Rishte mein daraar aata hai aur vo SAATH bhi mitne lagta hai ya kam hone lagta hai...Like i hv told above, dono ko ek doosre se pyaar hai...But jab Ishu ne umeed ki Raman uspe trust karega aur uske probs share karega,he chose to NOT TRUST her n upar se the things he did,shattered her VISHWAAS on him..And with Raman, he knew he hurt her,yet he couldn help but long and expect for HER SUPPORT as he knw agar Ishita ka SAATH ho toh he can face any crisis..But here bcoz of his own mistakes,he ws DEPRIVED of the SAATH he wanted from Ishita... So basically coz of the current circumstances,they both HAD TO change their attitudes towards each other...And thtsy i hv chose this particular line from the song "Kabhi Jo Baadal Barse" from the film "Jackpot" as my topic title n also the song line IshRa can dedicate to each other...πππ...
"Toh Phir Tune Badli Kyun Ada???"
Aah...finally am DONE with the post...ππ...It took me three and a half hours to make this post..But am glad i could DO IT...Kabse wait kar rahi thi for this "golden opportunity" to express my haal-e-dil on current track...finally I DID IT..ππ...
