The struggles in love ss ishra

"Ishita please say something" Raman pleaded with un shed tears in his eyes threatening to fall any moment. She was like a statue, no movement at all only deep breathing as she tried to calm herself. Tears were falling down her face freely; how could this happen, one minute she's being told that Shugun did the accident and then being told that they wanted to take Ruhi away on holiday. "No" she finally said. Raman looked at he waiting to continue but she started shaking and the hurt on her face was replaced by anger. "NO" she shouted whilst she threw the pillow across the room and started crying uncontrollably. "Ish-" but he was cut of by Ishita who had hit him with the pillow that was once across the room. "She can't do this." she said. "She will not take Ruhi away with her. You go but Ruhi will not. I'm her mother and have I have her custody. The only reason we got married was for Ruhi and I will not let that cold-hearted cow take the only thing in the world that makes me happy. Especially after what she has done." she said breaking down. Now Raman was crying he couldn't stand to see his wife like this and it was all because of him. He stood there wanting to hug her and repeat sorry to her for the rest of his life. But sorry is just a word. Words can't console her but they may calm her down even just a bit. He didn't even want her forgiveness now as he could see he wasn't worthy of her trust-he had broke her. Ishita was still crying but had taken a seat on the sofa still shaking her head so he got the message that she would not give her consent to for Ruhi to go. It was Raman who broke the silence but little did he know that the silence spoke more than words. "Ishita I have told you everything I have come clean and I hope one day you can forgive me. I don't mind when just please understand my helplessness. I'm torn between my son and my wife, how does a man make a decision between two people who mean a lot to him." Ishita looked him in the eye "But Raman you already made your decision and it was Adi. So don't try to reason with me. What kind of relationship do we have if we can't trust eachother. I understand your situation but I will take time to forgive" she said walking out the room but Raman pulled her by the wrist back into the room. "Let go of me you have no right" she stated. "I do though. I'm not going to let you leave until we have sorted this out." he said loosening the grip on her wrist but holding still. "There's nothing left to say." she said but the grip didn't loosen this time. "You may not anything left to say but I do. Ishita I already said that what I did was stupid but my son was in so much pain, imagine if Ruhi was in pain wouldn't you do the best for her happiness. Think about if Ruhi never called you Ishima again. That's how I felt when Adi said he wouldn't ever talk to me again. It was like someone had stabbed me in the heart multiple times. I'm sorry that I kept this from you but please think about it." This made Ishita slowly understand what Raman was going through. She thought what to do if Ruhi was in this situation- wouldn't she do the same? her inner-self questioned. "Raman I now understand and I forgive you but you had broken my trust and that has damaged our friendship so I think it's best if we just stay as Ruhi's parents and nothing more" Raman looked at her. He was thankful for her having a heart of pure gold and forgiving him but being told that there is now nothing between them hurt even more than the thought of losing her did. "Bu-" and he was once again cut off by Ishita. "No Raman I've forgiven you but we can't be friends. You can't have everything." she said walking away from him whilst Raman stood there thinking how to get her back but then he remembered about the holiday so now he had 2 problems and no ways to solve them.