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I just watched that heartwrenching episode where Devu talks to Dhruv about his taqdeer...about how God takes away anyone he's ever loved...
"mere dil mein uske liye zara si bhi feelings ayi aur...dekho kya hogaya...meri taqdeer nahi chahti ke mere kareeb koi bhi aaye..."
MY GOD!!! Hearing him say that was like a knife through my heart...
Poor Devu...I dunno when he'll ever just get to be happy for once...he's suffered so much...lost so much....when will it be his turn to finally be happy?!?! Hasn't he paid enough? I can't take it anymore...his pain makes my heart weep....
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Apu's performance in this epi was BRILLIANT!