Am i the only one who is loving the show right now ? I think the way things are progressing is good, just if the pace could be slowed down a bit.
Well what can i say. I liked the episode, it was well executed and the dragging is not there, every character's intentions and thought processes are shown and shown very well, no confusion there.
Today for once i could see Mala realizing that how much Rudra suffered, how no matter what was the situation she had left him to face this big world on his own, to face the mockery and survive, his outburst had done the trick. But the very next moment i could see tears of self pity in her eyes, and even relief that Paro is with her. I just dont understand Mala that how has she agreed to come back to haveli ? even after Rudra's rant , she agreed to come back ? thats ridiculous , plane ridiculous.
When expectations go downhill and someone faces the reality from which they wanted to get rid off, they wanted to forget, the condition becomes similar to hat off Rudra's. At his place anybody could lose their mental balance, things are going over his head, happening in front of his eyes, nobody is considering his position , everyone is busy doing their own regretful acts or their own dutyful acts, and in the veil of being his supporter , how saddistic is that ?
I do not understand why was Dilsher angry at Rudra when he understood that he blasted off Mala ? Did dilsher expect Rudra to behave all calmly and behave like a good son to her ? why would he ? because its Dilsher himself who have poisoned Rudra's mind and now he expect Rudra to behave the way he wants? what kind of joke was that ?
And Paro, i understand that for her its not easy to get over her and Mala's bond, but again I will not lie, i found her act equally wrong, she wanted to go and take care of Mala, and yeah leave Rudra to sleep alone. Still i was like ok, do it, its ok, but what i disliked the most was when she told Dilsher that Rudra and his words have torn Mala apart, Mala is so vulnerable, bechari and Mala does not deserve this . it came off as complaining about Rudra's deed ? i swear it was getting on my last nerve. I did not bother to rethink about her advice to Mala and hope that Mala will get her son back, it was too much for me to absorb by then.
Rudra, well, he cannot even sleep peacefully when Paro is not around, he needs her, his peace of mind lies within her, and how beautiful was that short moment of him holding the mangalsutra and remembering the desires to be with her and how that one moment got shattered due to his unforgettable and unforgivable past.
I just dont know how he will fight with both Dilsher and Paro and still stand by his opinion, i do know there will be a time when he will forgive Mala, but it will be awesome to see him being all isolated once again and his last hope and faith in his baapusa will soon vanish off, a new and a bigger blow to his already broken heart . And yes i dont expect anything from Paro now, she is good at feeding him and playing with his mooch, but mending his heart, its not just her forte i guess.