Hello frns.. As I said in my previous post.. M total velli today and hence here to bore u.. I have tried to write thi from Kalpi's POV with which I strongly disagree so it can be unsatisfactory to some of u.. Hope u will like it!! Again no rotten veggies or chappals!
Although this isn't in continuation with previous two but still sharing the links!!
Dear diary,
I wish life would have been as easy as jotting down my feelings in you.. but from past few days my life has been a roller coaster ride. Each moment it takes a new turn and scaring me to the core... No one is ready to understand me... Everyone is judging me by my doings.. No one wants to know how I feel... Why is everyone considering me wrong?? My ayi stopped me from applying Sindoor.. She is not ready accept my relation with Raghav coz he is married to Pakhi.. but does a piece of paper changed our feelings?? That sindoor wasn't a symbol for our marriage but it was a commitment.. And I trust Raghav... He won't ditch me again!! I know that if u r ditched once than u r innocent but if twice than u are foll... I am ready to become fool for him and my happiness!!
Everyone thinks that I shouldn't forgive Raghav for what he did... I too dint wanted so but Am I not a human?? Don't I have a heart?? By not forgiving I was punishing myself... So Why should I punish myself for others?? I know my happiness lies in living with Raghav and hence I accepted him whole heartedly.. Once I have refused to marry him for ayi's sake.. He did the same.. than how can I blame him?? When I wasn't wrong at that time than why is Raghav wrong now??
My ayi is scared coz people will tag me as 2nd women...But m I really the 2nd woman?? Does Pakhi has any rights on Raghav?? Their marriage is legal but what about emotions?? Doesn't she the 2nd women in our love?? M I really a home breaker?? But how can I break a home which is not being build.. Raghav and Pakhi are two individuals living under one roof.. Is that really a home??
Ayi tells me that Raghav sighania is not a good guy and you should stop meeting him... He has ruined my life.. If he is so bad than why ayi wants Pakhi to be with him?? Doesn't ayi want Pakhi's happiness?? She can tell Pakhi to walk out from her marriage... but Ayi won't do so.. As she believes in marriage.. For her mangalsutra and sindoor are sacred things.. If this things are so sacred than how can she wipe my sindoor?? The horrendous act she did has no justification.. Still m not angry at ayi... She has always been like this.. But this time I won't give in... I will fight for my love, my rights and for my Raghav... I will prove that unnamed relations mended with love are stronger than the named legal relations.. Raghav was mine and he will always be.
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Regards
Vish
