A page of Kalpi's diary part 2

Dear diary,

I do not know from where to start... I do not know what to say... so much happened in a day that m still not able to believe it... I just wish it to be a bad dream... I wish when I open my eyes everything becomes normal like yesterday.. I hope sun rises again... I wish the new ray vanishes all darkness from my life... I wish whatever happened was just a nightmare... But it wasn't.. today's sunset took away all my happiness... there isn't any ray of hope now!! No matter how much I deny.. facts won't change.. Raghav's betrayal won't change... The truth of his marriage won't change.. His marriage.. MY RAGHAV's marriage with Pakhi.

Why this happened with me God?? Why u always have to take away my happiness?? M I that unlucky?? Just few days back, I started smiling.. I was learning to be happy.. Just now I started believing that my destiny isn't that bad.. Just few days back and you snatched that from me.. It was Raghav who promised me that he won't let anyone hurt me.. So true!! He didn't let anyone eelse hurt me except himself!! He promised me to fulfill my life with love and happiness but what he gave is just sorrow and tears!! Was his revenge so important?? Dint my love had any place in her heart??

I was so happy in the morning.. Was dreaming about "The day".. All were busy in marriage preparations but I was busy busy in imagining myself as Mrs. Raghav Singhaniya.. While looking in mirror I was trying to address myself as Mrs. Kalpi Raghav Singhania... I was dreaming and Raghav broke that dream of mine.. He proved that I have no rights to dream...

I had full trust on him.. Even his late arrival won't affected me much.. I knew that he will come but I wasn't expecting him to come with his new bride.. The moment I saw her.. I felt like something pierced my heart.. My heart broke into two parts... but I was till in denial.. I was hoping it to be some silly prank of Raghav but it wasn't.. I won't ever forgive Raghav for this. He told me that he did all this for his parents.. but what about my parents?? He broke their heart?? He did exactly same what Kapoors did to his family.. Kapoorrs killed his father and he killed my father's respect.. They broke his family and he broke my family's dignity. He wants to take revenge from Kapoors so should I take revenge from him?? I do not know what to do.. Should I hate him?? No.. I can't, he broke my heart into pieces but my each piece is beating for him... I still love him but I promise that I won't ever let him know that... I won't forgive him for what he did to my family. And I won't forgive him for what he did to Pakhi. I know I do not have strength to see Pakhi as HIS wife but I know Pakhi is innocent in all this. I am not so "Mahaan"(great) that I can forgive Pakhi for what she did to me but I do not hate her... I wish she gets all the happiness in her life but I too wish that she n her hubby stays away from life. Only I noe how much it hurts to write his name as Pookhi's hubby but that's what reality is.. n I have to accept it.

I promise that I won't cry for that man any more.. I won't take his name.. I will live my life for my family.. I will prove my worth to this rich people.. I promise, One day there will be only one name in this business world and that will be MISS KALPANA VITTHAL JADHAV.

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Regards

Vish