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TODAY IT BECAME AS CLEAR AS A CRYSTAL TO ASTHA THAT THE TASK TO CHANGE THE AGNI FAMILY BY GOING AGAINST , NA , WAS NOT AS EASY AS SHE THOUGHT BUT VERY HARD AS NOW SHE WAS PITTED AGAINST ,THE MASTERMIND NA HIMSELF , WHO HAD ALL THE MAIN CARDS IN HIS HANDS ESPECIALLY ...HIS ACE WILD CARD SHLOK HIS MOST DEVOTED AND POWERFUL WEAPON AND SON AND ASTHA 'S HUSBAND AND LOVE OF HER LIFE ...IN HIS HANDS ;
I MUST ADD THAT I AM WITH THE NOTION THAT SHLOK DOES KNOW ABOUT BABA AND HIS WAYS EVEN THOUGH NOT THE ABUSE (DOUBTFULL , SEEMS TO KNOW SOMETHING DEFINITELY )AND SO MAY IN HIS OWN WAY WILL BE SAVING ASTHA ...BY BEING WITH BABA USING HIS LOVE AND DEVOTION ...AND SO OTHERS TOO ...STILL NEED MORE HINTS AND CLUES .
AND , NA , WARNED ASTHA THAT WHERE HER CHILDS PLAY ENDED HIS MIND GAMES STARTED AND THAT HE WOULD SHOW ASTHA HER ACTUAL PLACE IN THE HOUSE ...MEANING THAT FROM NOW ON SHE WILL BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING WRONG THAT HAPPENED IN THE HOUSE AND ITS MEMBERS AND SO WOULDN'T HAVE AN INCH TO STAND ON LEAVE ALONE CHANGE THE AGNI HOUSE :
NA ,MAINLY WILL SHOW ASTHA THAT ,HER HUSBAND SHLOK, WHO SHE LOVES VERY MUCH MORE THAN HERSELF , WOULD BE ON , NA'S, SIDE WHEN IT CAME TO A CHOICE OF BABA OR BIWI AS , NA, KNEW SHLOK WAS ASTHA'S LOVE AND WEAKNESS TOO , AND HER MAIN STRENGTH TOO , BUT WHO WAS VERY MUCH DEVOTED TO BABA IN EVERY WAY AND ALSO SHLOK HAD MAINLY MARRIED ASTHA TO TAKE REVENGE ON HER FOR INSULTING BABA PUBLICALY ;
Astha in her blind love for shlok and Shlok's love for her has repeatedly ignored shlok's warnings not to go against baba at any cost as and support anjali in any way as he seemed to think that it was anjali who created problems in the family and not BABA , and also ignored shlok's suggestions to listen to and follow him at any cost if astha wanted be happy with him and so not interfere in the family matters as shlok seemed to be aware of the problems but is blinded by his love and devotion to baba so as to not go against him directly , even though may indirectly ...but astha again didn't take shlok's warnings seriously as she was very confident in their love for each other and so forgot that it was for insulting BABA that shlok had trapped and married her in the first place even though he had fallen in love with astha afterwards ...and so protected her too many times even from BABA;
WHICH made love blinded astha even more confident that shlok will protect her from all her troubles as now astha loves shlok so much that she cannot live without him anymore that astha so much so forgave shlok for all his misdeeds against her and went against everybody even her parents to stay with shlok as his wife ...and now astha has not only become very dependant on shlok that it was to him she went to when in trouble but also seems to give into shlok's wishes as always as she couldn't see shlok in any kind of trouble or pain at any cost ;
But time and again shlok even after the1st SR fiasco AND 2nd SR warned astha that he will love her very much aslong as she was with him and give her all the happiness , and if she as much as went out of his orbit there would be hell to pay , which again astha who had a first hand experience of shlok's anger and darkness , along with his love and protection , forgot in the thick of plans she made to change the rules of the agni house , and so may now face problems with shlok himself , manipulated by NA , in his mind games and using shlok's love and devotion against adtha ...untill either shlok comes to know of his father's true reality or does know the truth but is blinded by his devotion to baba ; and out of love for astha and her safety will go against baba directly or indirectly ;
TODAY WHEN SHLOK IN BLIND DEVOTION TO BABA , REPRIMANDED ASTHA FOR LYING TO BABA ABOUT SMALL THINGS WHEN THEY HAD SUCH AN IMPACT ON DEAR BABA'S DREAMS AND SAID ...HE DIDN'T KNOW WHETHER BABA WAS RIGHT OR WRONG (MEANING THAT SHLOK DID KNOW BABA IS WRONG BUT IS BLINDED BY LOVE AND DEVOTION )TOLD ASTHA THAT THEIR LOVE WAS ON ONE SIDE ...BUT SHLOK'S LOVE BABA'S WAS ABOVE EVERYTHING AND SO THAT IT WOULD BE BETTER IF ASTHA DIDN'T DO ANYTHING AGAINST BABA AND SO BE IN HER LIMITS WITHOUT CROSSING THEM AT ANY COST AS SHLOK COULDN'T BEAR BABA'S PAIN AT ALL ...BUT SHLOK NOW HIMSELF COULDN'T BEAR ASTHA'S ABSENCE OR INATTENTION AT ALL FROM HIM EVEN FOR A SECOND AS HE AT ONCE ASKED ASTHA WHERE SHE WAS GOING AFTER SCOLDING HER SHOWING HIS CONSTANT WANT AND NEED OF ASTHA WITH HIM AT ALL TIMES DISREGARDING EVERYTHING ,EVEN BABA ...SHOWING HIS LOVE FOR ASTHA ;
TO which Astha who now really has seemed to understand the repercussions caused by her hasty actions all around , like NA'S anger and rage , anjali's fear and silence , sojals worry for her daughter , and her main support kaka's helplessness in front of NA power , AND EVERYONES WARNINGS THAT SHLOK WILL SEND HER AWAY FROM HIM OR THAT BABuA WON'T LET ASHLOK LIVE IN PEACE (WHICH SHLOK HIMSELF WARNED ASTHA MANY TIMES AND EVEN HAD TOLD ASTHA THAT FOR BABA , HE WILL KILL HIMSELF , AS A SON , IF HE WENT AGAINST BABA AND HERE ASTHA IS AN OUTSIDER )and now ESPECIALLY SHLOK'S PAIN AND ANGER FOR MAKING BABA SUFFER , AND HIS ANGER TOWARDS HER NOW ALERTED ASTHA AS TO THE CONSEQUENCES SHE MAY FACE IF SHE NOW IS NOT CAREFUL IN HER DEALING WITH , NA, AND SO MADE A DECISION THAT FROM NOW ON SHE WON'T GIVE ANYONE A CHANCE TO BLAME HER ...AND SO WON'T ALLOW ANYONE TO PUT A CRACK IN THE LOVE OF ASHLOK'S RELATIONSHIP WHICH IS STRONG AT THE MOMENT ,AT ANY COST ;
BUT ASTHA WILL DEFINITELY DEAL THIS GAME WITH , NA, BUT WITH MORE CAUTION AND CAREFUL MOVES TO HIS MASTERMIND GAMES ...SO HOW ASTHA WILL DEAL THIS GAME WITH , NA,...AND WHAT ASTHA WILL DO NOW ...WITHOUT SHLOK'S SUPPORT IS TO BE SEEN ...AS SHE DOES HAVE SHLOK'S LOVE AS A SAFE BET AGAINST ALL GAMES IS WHAT , NA, DIDN'T KNOW ...
ASTHA NEEDS TO BRING SHLOK ONTO HER SIDE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND THE ONLY WAY AFTER LOVE IS SHOWING SHLOK (IF HE REALLY DOESN'T KNOW ), NA'S , REAL TRUTH AND ANJALI'S ABUSE ...SO THAT SHLOK WHO SEEMS TO BE THE BACKBONE OF , NA, WILL HIMSELF GO AGAINST HIS BABA AND SUPPORT ANJALI IN FUTURE ...
NOW SHLOK SEEMED TO WARN ASTHA TIME AND AGAIN EVEN BEFORE IN LOVE AND HATE MODE , AGAINST GOING AGAINST BABA AS WELL AS NOW BECAUSE SHLOK ALSO LOVES ASTHA VERY MUCH SO MUCH SO HE COULDN'T STAY AWAY FROM ASTHA IN HATE MODE AND NOW CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ASTHA AT ALL AS HE LOVES ASTHA COMPLETELY AND SO SEEMED TO WANT TO KEEP HER IN HIS LIMITS SO THAT THEY WILL BE HAPPY IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP AS HE KNEW ASTHA'S PENCHANT FOR TROUBLE EVEN THOUGH DONE FOR GOOD OF OTHERS BUT WHICH CREATED PROBLEMS NOT ONLY TO ASTHA BUT OTHERS TOO ...SO HARD FOR HIM TO KEEP ASTHA SAFE TOO AT ALL TIMES : AS SHLOK SAID " SAMBALO APNE APKO , HAR WAQT MEIN NAHI RAHOOGA TUMHARE SAATH , SAMBALNE KELIYE " , AS NOW HE MIGHT HAVE TO BE WITH BABA TO SAVE ASTHA FROM MORE PROBLEMS ; HOPE SHLOK OPENS HIS EYES TO BABA'S TRUTH AND SAVE ASTHA AND OTHERS TOO ...AND PROVE HIS LOVE FOR ASTHA BY SUPPORTING HER IN CHANGING THE AGNIHOTRI HOUSE FOR GOOD ...
AND SO NOW SHLOK WILL BE PUT TO TEST OF HIS LOVE FOR BABA AND BIWI , BOTH WHOM HE LOVES , BUT DEVOTED TO NA , MORE ,,,,,,, BUT NOW ASTHA HAS ALREADY BECOME AN IMPORTANT PART OF SHLOK HIMSELF AND IN SHLOK'S LIFE WHOM HE SEEMS TO NEED VERY MUCH AND SO ...
SO LETS SEE WHAT SHLOK AND ASTHA WILL DO TO SAVE THEIR LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP ...AND HOW THEY WILL OVERCOME THE COMING STORM OF TROUBLES TO SEPARATE THEM FROM EACH OTHER ...OR HOW THE STORY WILL UNFOLD ...LOVE OR HATE ...EK BAAR PHIR .
AS IT IS LOVE WHICH GIVES STRENGTH AGAINST ALL ODDS ,,, BUT EGO WHICH FEARS ANY LOSS AND SO WEAKENS ...
I FOR ONE WANT ASHLOK TO STAY TOGETHER AT ANY COST LOVE OR HATE ...BUT MUST SAY A LITTLE SEPARATION IS NEEDED TO GIVE FLAVOUR TO THE LOVE AS ABSENCE MAKES ONE MORE FONDER AND SO WILL MAKE IT MORE INTERESTING WHEN ASHLOK MAKES UP WITH MORE LOVE :
TODAY , NA, SAID THAT IN A STORM ALL THE LEAVES MAY FALL BUT STRONG TREES STAND FOR EVER BUT ...WHAT , NA, DIDN'T KNOW IS THAT SOMETIMES IT'S STRONG TREES THAT MIGHT UPROOT , OUT OF EGO... ...BUT A BLADE OF GRASS BENDS DOWN IN A STORM ONLY TO STAND UP STRAIGHT AGAIN WHEN CALM AND BE ONCE AGAIN ON IT'S OWN , IN HUMILITY .. ...EK BAAR PHIR .
I MUST ADD THAT I AM WITH THE NOTION THAT SHLOK DOES KNOW ABOUT BABA AND HIS WAYS EVEN THOUGH NOT THE ABUSE (DOUBTFULL , SEEMS TO KNOW SOMETHING DEFINITELY )AND SO MAY IN HIS OWN WAY WILL BE SAVING ASTHA ...BY BEING WITH BABA USING HIS LOVE AND DEVOTION ...AND SO OTHERS TOO ...STILL NEED MORE HINTS AND CLUES .
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