Blast from the Past Thread #25 ** Abducted Dreams ** p 129, ep 257 - Page 102

Originally posted by: aarwen

Episode 252

She wandered into her room listless. Their room. But she was alone here tonight. All her pleas unheard by him. He had left her, refused to believe her and gone away. His absence is gnawing within her. An incessant fan noise of some terrible catastrophe about to happen. Her nerves on edge she needed the slightest excuse to panic. He has left behind his medicine strips. Reason readymade. they got her state of mind rather neatly i felt too... yeah, ready to panic, a strain of uneasiness about his departure, going away without things calming down first.

He is her part just like she is his...when she was not to be seen or heard , he was missing her , now he is not there to be seen or heard...that is why she smiles at his yelling...itte din jo huwe aapki daant ko sune.." She is missing her prince and beast .

Instincts of a loving wife have taken over. Wasting no time she rushed to di. Di knows all about her chote's habit. And a little gentle teasing so that bhabhi can calm down. Her bhabhi who looks absolutely crestfallen. Defenseless in the growing overshadowing misery. 👏It is his house. His essence everywhere. He is part of di who is lovingly talking to her right now. And it has been a truly awful day. They have had hateful fights since the day before and he has not spoken to her. Left to go to a distant land across the seas where even his phone won't work right now. Shyam added to her misery. In fact she will soon know he managed to find the papers she thought she had cleverly, carefully hidden safe. So wretched is she in Arnavji's absence that it is making her loose her mind really.

His absence just like scattered pearls ...the very same way he was missing hers when she was not listening to him after Guest house incident...

And in a most beautiful gesture of submission Khushi put her head on his di's lap. She can't be close to him, but all these people around her specially his di remind her of him. She loves them as her own. The same di for whose sake he claims he married Khushi. The same di whose marriage he is certain Khushi was out to destroy. In a way being close to di gives her the strength she seeks to survive being apart from him. She cannot mend the gaping hole in her heart alone. She is tired, scared and lonely. So here sitting next to the kindhearted well intentioned elder sister and wrapping her arms around her Khushi reached out to her Arnavji.

Beautiful wording Rhea underlined Bold👏 hum bhi di ki utni hi parwah karte hain jitni keh aap

Lovely that there is no anger. A little guileless indignation that she repeatedly tried to stop him and he just wouldn't listen to her. Had to go do his own thing. Be an absolute laad governor about the whole thing. Decide what he thinks is right and then refuse to trust her. In her worst of days when she joined AR or started work at Shantivan she would confide in Payal bits and pieces about the laad governor and his rakshas ways. His di is as dear to her. Today she can no longer keep all the longing bottled up inside. She wants a friend and a shoulder to cry on. Words tumble out of her. She can't tell all of the truth but she has to confide something. Anything. Get some respite from the dull throbbing ache within her.

Today she is feeling what he was feeling the day she left him and no matter how strong she is and shows others , she is very much vulnerable and wants solace,usually she seeks in him either by fight, anger, blabbering but today he was not paying any attention to that and left her...so his best part is in his Di..

Even the halls and rooms of Shantivan have lost their brightness since he left. The man who talks less, taciturn in manner. Wrapped up in his work, glued to his laptop. Makes servants nervous and hates noise. Yet his presence bathed the house in light and without him there is just gloomy darkness, disturbing shadows and echoes of emptiness. He has gone away only a few hours ago, but it already feels like forever apart from him. Their time together plays before her eyes. I love this girl in love. Missing her sweetheart. Her uncanny premonition that all is not right. Maybe her sub conscience knew he would never walk away leaving her in such a distraught state. He had turned. If only she knew!

Originally posted by: indi52

episode 250

husband and wife. beside that appellation given by society, what is there really in those two words? what makes a relationship? what gives it basis, relevance, makes it essential, part of gene and soul... why are you so indispensable to me? because perhaps you are in my memory, embedded.. in frames and visuals i recall with my senses, and in a settling down within my being that is not sensed by anything that can be named. you are just there in me, and i in you. but can such a set of memories come about in a moment? in a month even? who knows... what if the memories started the moment i set eyes on you and you fell into my arms and your lips trembled?

That is the sum of their relationship...Arnav aur Khushi khabi alag nahin ho sakte and that was set to play role right in the first episode...

maybe our memories started even before that, who is to know... but here and now, you matter... only you...

why? kyun? i want to ask you angrily, aggressively, flinging your heart and you away from me, yet when i see you sitting forlorn, my head and heart both yank me and say, turn. palat. no this is not something i learnt in a movie, maybe that is what you think since you love movies so much... not a single palat of mine came from a sweet and lovely film. it came from a call within, to not deny my truth, my reality, to look even when i was determined not to, to feel... remember us in the rain? remember us sindoor smeared under the open sky? remember us by the poolside, then too i had turned because i had to...? remember me asking you tumhe faraq kyun padta hai... and you said it did not make a difference... yet you knew and i knew otherwise. remember the day i wanted to speak, baat karni hai... and i couldn't? even that day i turned before i left. every time i wanted to leave, i had to turn...i need to turn, i want to turn.. as i have every time ever since i saw you and a song rose in some part of the universe and insisted i heard.

Yes her chabbi...reflection in his orbs, he wants nothing else...I don't need anything Khushi...but he will realize this in her absence...an urge to see her , to hold her...eik khaab...a dream he is seeing for months

rabba vey.

you sit there now, and wasn't it a feeling just like this that sunday from another time, when i thought you would be gone... forever. now i insist on leaving, of not being in your world. so why do your eyes ask me to stay... to turn.

she always wanted him to stay. He is the one who misunderstood.

"aap aise chale jayege to hum saanse nahi le payenge."

Always , she always did but he is the one who is running away from Love, affection as this is his fear losing some one who he he loved the most or who he will love will leave ...that is his nightmare

but no i won't turn... i want to so much, khushi! but no i won't.👏👏

if you don't turn, if you don't hear, how will i live? can't you see? can't you see? you are in every memory of mine too? i should not be running after you, you call me such terrible things. yet i do, can't you see why? please listen to me... if not my words, my heart, perhaps even my soul... how will i live if you think this of me? how will i breathe... why don't you understand. i will sit here and wait for you... no matter how long it takes, no matter how silly i look to all these people around me... i will wait.

i won't understand. i refuse to let you hurt me like this... why? why didn't you tell me before? why are you in another man's arms? do you even know what it does to me... and yet and yet i so want to believe what you say... i so need you, khushi... i just need you...

i will not listen to you though. i don't trust this world it crumbles again and again... i don't care i have my rage, my own gussa, i will survive, i will.

but i won't, can't you see?

there is no longer a separate me and a separate you...

No way, this him...her rejection and abandonment is brimming Lava , cindering rage , how could you...again don't make me mad...mujhe gussa mat dilao ...as he can't see her going away from him regardless he is simmering in anger but if he had no movie, i would love to see how this whole thing turned out to be ...I have a lot of things in a row and everyone works fine with me.

the moment he entered the room, he knew. something was different... the mobile so garish and colourful and irritating, where was it?

where are they??! the walls are bare... her stars aren't there.

and on the far wall no longer does a bare bodied man stand smiling at his wife. "salman khan ka poster bhi gayab?"

he needs her... he has not spoken but at night, in their room, an expectation of her presence... she is here... no matter what no matter why but here... so near.

but she is not there... she has left him bereft, without her not at all stylish additions, her trademark on his space, ocuupier of heart mind wardrobe. where are you.

enter anger.

"khushi!"

so you did turn. you did. palat. even in anger... that is the power she has over you.👏

and look at her standing there sadly putting her things away, even though you have cast aspersion on her character... accused her of terrible misdemenour, no shame... told her she is here for you money... yes, asr, she is after your wealth... your heart and being... looks like she has managed to get it too.👏😆

now a string has been tied that started with a snapping of it, it got tied even further when you dragged her to you instead of hurling away and thrust a black and gold skein around her neck, you wanted to wring it maybe, but you couldn't...the memories had already started making you husband and wife... with or without society's blessing... pati patni rishta... ordinary sounding two syllable words, yet how they bind you.

he needs order he needs calm and that is with her... though she is a woman of no morals... but with her alone there is peace...

a tense bated anger... he is tired, he is worn out... he needs her... in this room...

"kya kiya tumne room ko..." what have you done to the room.

"isse phirse aapka bana diya..." made it yours again. she is abdicating. no longer will i occupy half your world, you are my entire world and you reject me... what choice do i have now.

he surges toward her... always the ocean, the surf in his movement his rhythm.

"kya zaroorat thi?" what was the need? rough voice, impatience, need, finger jabbing downward.

and again a turn away... unbuttoning waistcoat, such an asr thing this angst expressed on clothes like he is wanting to break free, tear all barriers down... breathe.

he needs calm. and she with him is the only thing that brings it.

"humey laga ki shyayad..." i thought maybe, her halted tone. and suddenly a fabulous out of control spin and reach her... touch. grab her stars and throw. something do something... hurt her if need be. but her eyes say she understands he hurts... and he hurts so much. she is not bothered about anything, just him. shouldn't she be angry and take umbrage? never, khushi knows how to listen to her heart... she has cut through, she can see... and feel. though the words are choked within.

Endurance, affection and care for him in Khushi ,just like a mother who knows her child and never gets angry...that is Khushi .She wants to embrace him if he lets her and yes she has to break the barrier of this Farak

jerk her close, thrust your face into her... tell her you can't live or breathe without her... main aisa hi hoon... i can't handle betrayal, pain, i become an animal almost...

"tum jo chaho jab chaho... badal nahin sakti... d'you get that?" you can't change things whenever you like wherever you like... because you have changed everything anyway and i can't live without this change... don't send my life back to what it was before you... please, don't you see? i need you? but i am asr, main aisa hi hoon? what should i do?

"aur kissne tumhe permission di mere room badlne mein" and who gave you the permission to change my room, i thrust deep.

"kissine bhi nahin, aur yeh baat mujhe aaj pata chala..." no one, and i realised that just today... with one line and break in your voice you slay me. why won't you let me live?sanaya's voice is beautiful, barun's body language is like music crescendo approaching.

Such a power pack

the force and tempo of this movement in love astounding. across two peoples' interaction a flow of facts and a flow of feelings. the feelings are so real so without any pretense or guile touching and exploding truth, matters little that boss's wives don't wait in common waiting areas or villains don't find their way to the office of the owner so easily nor would someone take such a ridiculous chance... even if they are called shyam and writer makes him say, for his gain he will hack his own leg...👏

nothing really matters in this episode, yes, payal is a bhoot and shyam and khsuhi's roles are being stressed as the hero takes leave.

two scenes are just carrying me away with such dexterity and insistence... i really don't need anything else. sorry for this intensely personal writing that moves between account of episode and unaccountable but undeniable thoughts floating through me.

i am no one to you, nobody, this is your room why did i even think i could have a right here... today at last i know i could never have that...

That makes me really cry as she is feeling all alone and orphan again...where will she go? not back home...social stigma and all after all this.SHe was thinking this marriage is real and for forever and he is just angry but today she finds that it is a bubble

a powerful emotion hold the two together.

they stand there just holding each other... because that was what it was really all about, wasn't it.

he lets his arms drop turning away... stress, pain, written on two faces.

you have accused your wife of sleeping with another man. a wife who is your heart beat... aisa kyun hota hai...

Yes with the same right what she used to ask him why ? and today he asked Why? u didn't tell me

what's the new drama, khushi...tired tired voice.

"har roz kuchh naya..pahele pati vrata hone ka drama... phir mujhe pareshan karne ka natak... aur aaj kya? bechari hone ka natak..." every day a new drama, first the faithful wife, then the drama of getting after me, and now what? act the hurt innocent one?

you don't look at me... if it hurts you to even look at my face, how much more painful to be surrounded by my things...

rabba vey...

universes turn. and do their own palat.

at the door, he stops her.

"khushi, stop it!!"

just the sliding door creaks, grating... a tense atmosphere in the room...

she will sleep outside, she is determined.

"nahin... aaj hum bahari"

no arguments, he grabs her...

"ek aur shabd nahin sunna chahta main, na koi explanation, na kuchh aur... ab tum wahi karogi jo main kahunga!" not a word do i want to hear, no explanation, nor anything else... now you will do exactly as i say. you had thrown her out, yet today it breaks your heart that she is even going that way... that night too you hurt, tonight also... same pain... how could she love another? and now she has told you... but you say you don't want to hear. yet something inside seems to have heard and is not letting you do what you always do...

"nahin hum..." no, i... you are adamant. oh he has hurt you... so much.

"khushi, mujhe aur gussa mat dilao, ok?" don't get me more angry, ok? he held her arms and hauled her across the room to the bed... "tum bed par sogi.. and that's final... no arguments...!" you'll sleep on the bed.

and we will be sleepless together.

all that push pull hurl grab scream shout... does she know the power she has over him? like the night of the wedding, the force and fury tonight. but now it is about a husband and a wife... the journey has moved beyond a temple, it is in the bedroom ... and here things get resolved in ways the outside world may never know or understand.

brilliant understanding of all that is human emotion and love in this episode i thought. writing, direction, editing all uff... but without those two actors would anything have been possible.

Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-249

Awesome gifs Sohara👏👏👏

Shyam tries to convince Khushi that there is nothing wrong with this paper. She also can read before taking Arnav's sign. Right now Arnav is so mad that he won't sign the paper. As soon as she takes his sign, he will tell him everything. Khushi can guess Shyam's subreption, his covet.

"nahi, I'll not do any such thing. You heard it right, this paper can be right, but I'll not deceive him any way."

Khushi leaves and Shyam keeps calling her.

Good decision! It was good that Shyam couldn't hoodwink her.

She knows him but his extreme side which will be revealed during this track.

Arnav is in embroilment. He is feigning working, but his thought is actually preoccupied by Khushi; what Khushi said about Shyam and in the next moment Shyam's demeanor to see khushi. Lost in reminisce, all feelings of anger and rancor seeps out from his heart again. He has not been able to completely thwart a feeling of self doubt that has been gnawing at his heart ever since khushi told him about Shyam. The muddle thought is deranging him. He gets frantic when HP brings coffee for him. Anjali offers him juice. He doesn't need anything now, except some peace of mind, what is arduous to get in this moment.

He is having a war within as his heart is refusing to go against her and his dimag is going against her...a very tough spot for any person , not easy at all.A doubt is like a termite which eats any healthy relationship.

Mami and nani taunt him. nani thinks he is missing his in laws. He can't take their jest and leaves in anger. Mami quips, not sweet memories, must be his bitter experience, what is troubling him. nani discusses with Anjali about his rather irate state.

His family is intrusive but loving and caring at the same time. I already mentioned in Indi and rhea's take how family plays an important role in a person's life. Arnav's strength was always his family. That screaming and scolding was needed to release his frustration. My pov is he wanted to be around with his family after having a turbulent fight with Khushi. He was extremely vulnerable at that time and became demented.

Yes Soha,family makes you or breaks you , it depends...and both are happening to him..

Mami calls bua to find out the reason behind Arnav's ill temper. Bua asks her did she like the Laddoos what she sent? Though she is the one who is sitting with those laddoos all the time, denies that she didn't like the laddoos that much. When she asks bua why Arnav is irritated, bua gives her a very nice answer,

"when the kids go back to school after enjoying a long vacation, they usually become irascible and same thing happened with Arnav." she thinks the affection what he got from the ginger tea of their home, he is not getting it from the coffee of Raizada house.

Bua and mami's tiffs are always fun to watch. But bua is wrong, Arnav must be happy to come back to his regular martinet life. After all, home sweet home. I wish this shallow women would've know the real reason of his anger.

haha, poor Buaji...but soha she is right in some sense too , the love what he got from them , he never had here.here Naniji said he is used to eat alone and over there they were always eat together...a big difference...

Anjali catches a forlorn Khushi on the hall. Khushi was going to her room to give her the gifts what she brought form GH. Anjali asks her about their stay in GH. Did Arnav was well there or did he enjoy? Khushi replies that they enjoyed a lot. To see Khushi's pensive state Anjali senses that something is not right between them. So she asks her openly did anything happen? Khushi can't hide her grief? Cause this time the abyss of her pain is too much. Anjali tries to make her understand that it happens in every marriage, or moreover they just got married. Arnav gets impatient so easily, so in this matter she has to handle the situation deftly.

Arnav also comes there right then. He is talking on the phone, trying to ignore Khushi as much as possible. His shirt button tears off and he goes inside his room to change. Anjali thinks to use this opportunity to bring them closer. She brings khushi in and tells Arnav not to change his shirt, because Khushi will stitch the button of his shirt. How Arnav can antagonize his beloved di. He agrees, but stands with reticence. Anjali leaves after handing over the sewing kit to Khushi. Khushi holds the needle between her teeth and places the button on his shirt to stitch. Arnav tells her to stop this drama, cause di has gone. He intends to leave, and Khushi gets pierced with the needle. She winces in pain. His heart wrenches to see her hurt.

"khushi, I'm sorry." An involuntary apology comes out from his mouth.

His heart aches to see her bleeds a little with the needle, but can't he see, his mistrust and abhorrence are piercing her heart with million needles and bleeding her heart redundantly!

His heart is bleeding the very same way.He knows he has hurt her way beyond imagination but if you put yourself in his shoes , he is not wrong either butthere is a big dilemma , lack of convo and research of his own towards in this matter and that is why the moment he goes away , his need of KHushi makes him realize he doesn't need any reason to be with her or love her..he just does and that breaks all the barriers...Khushi se door jane main kyuon itni taqleef ho rahi hai

Khushi tells him in constrict voice,

"hum drama nahi karahe hai. Dhaga hume zabardasti thamne para. Humari marzi nahi thi. Lekin aap jo band diya who.

( I'm not doing any drama. I was compelled to hold the thread. I didn't have my consent. But as it is tied now, then...)

Her voice is dipped. Her grieves are infinitesimal. Her words are supremely superfluous. She did wanted to marry him, but not the way he married her. And when the thread of the relationship has handed over to her hand, she will not let it go. The pain that reigned supreme in her heart but was too disturbing, too taboo, too painful to express.

She never did and will never do, later only for the sake of di's happiness she leaves..

Despondent cloud of glooms hovers over their heart. He can feel her agony and without more fuss he lets her stitch the button. There are mlange of doubts spurting and crackling in his mind's cauldron. Imperceptibly, he flinches, as he sees her eyes dulling with pain, their luminescence shutting off in a heart break. Khushi's face reflects the maelstrom of conflicting emotions and fears relentlessly beleaguering her heart and mind.

Beautiful word soha ,beleaguering as a besetting, putting at a tight spot, indeed she is going through hell...na agey ki na pechay ki...she has darkness all across ...social stigma is one side and other side her love which was pulling her so much

Khushi is stitching button of Arnav's shirt; It was such an intimate moment between them; as the air shimmers with sensuality. While cutting the thread with her teeth, she had to come perilously close to him, probably their breaths mingled. A vibrate of unfelt anticipation, a spark of impulse quavers as their breath coalesce. Though he stays rigorous as much as possible, but her close proximity sure quickened his heart beat. And he is the one whose close proximity always gives khushi solace. So many times unknowingly she ran to him and cried on his shoulder, in the hospital when her babuji got a heart attack or by the pool side after coming to know about Shyam's truth.

it is very intimate scene , he always lets her to take her grief out on his shoulder , let her cry but today when she needed the most and craving for her , yearning for his "tum theek ho" ...he hesitates to deliver unlike other times.

An impregnable tension encompasses their heart and mind. There is an eerie of silence, where the air speaks volumes of emotions. Or the sound of a heart breaking, spluttering into million pieces is the loudest of them all. Sad rabba vey ascends with the memory of their fight on the terrace and on the bridge. He called her characterless home wrecker, he threw away her stars with contempt, he broke their pic what she was carrying so lovingly, he dragged her out from the car and demanded her explanation.

This whole thing is going to shake her up and she will be the one who will relaize his love for her in a true sense , that will make her say to Shyam" hum Arnavji se bohat pyar karte hai" but he still needs a bigger jolt and that will come on the top of the hill...

Outside their room Anjali is also dithering whether Arnav again starts to fight with her or not.

Khushi implores Arnav just a minute to talk with him. But he is impervious and wants to maintain the truce with her. He doesn't let her to speak and scurries out from the room hastily.

Anjali comes in and asks Khushi what happened; why Arnav looks so mad! And seeing Khushi's woebegone face she gets worried again. Khushi dissimulates that everything is fine; she is just missing her home. Anjali catches her lie.

"f you can't tell lie, then why you try?"

shyam also joins, tries to instigate khushi to make her take Arnav's sign on the paper. He thinks people needs to compromise to build a strong married life, specially should leave their ego and all. Khushi gives him an angry glare to hear his shenanigan. Anajli resents,, what Khushi can do in this matter. She gets upset with Arnav. Shyam tries to manipulate Khushi, as he is also upset and trying to fix things, the other party should try harder, try to find the solution to solve the problem, handle this thing deftly and shouldn't take hasty decision. He is desperate to use Khushi to implement his filthy job. Anjali cares her face lovingly; she is also feeling her pain.

Khushi goes to shut the door; Shyam's words were disgruntling her. Before she can shut the door Shyam again tells Khsuhi that anyhow he can take his signature on the paper, but if she doesn't do it for him, it will be her loss.

He is coming out of his sharafat cacoon...Khushi will see his true face in this track..

In the kitchen while Payal was cooking, Babli comes there and insists to eat the rotten chamcham. So payal has to force Babli to take the chamcham from her hand and in this process Babli gets hurt on her hand. She pretends she is fine and use it to create MU between Payal and her Mr. A. she complains him that she wanted to eat chamcham and bhabz didn't let her eat and she got hurt while she forcefully took the packet from her hand. Akash goes to payal for her explanation. Without giving her a chance to speak, he chides her for being so harsh to the bachchi, who is actually a devil. And the devil is exultant to see Akash scolding Payal.

Khushi is rushing to go outside. But Payal's crestfallen face doesn't go unnoticed by her. After her insist Payal says that she is fine. These two sisters know very well how to hide their pain behind their smile. Khushi tells Payal that she is going to Arnav's office, cause she needs to talk to him urgently. Payal senses something is wrong, before that she called from GH and talked about their childhood. Khushi comes back to her sense, what she is saying to her sister; no way she can give tension to her family. She says she is fine and suggests her to eat their mom's made besan ka laddoo to release her tension.

But this is the first time Khushi ignored her too and just thinking of herself and Arnav...a big change ...similar after the kidnapping...when Khushi will try to leave..Arnav will say"aur main" ..he will be ignoring di for Khushi...

Arnav is in the conference room briefing his employees about his London project. Khushi comes there and starts to talk about shyam. Even Arnav's what the" can't stop her. She tells him that shyam wants to take his signature in a paper. She knows about his malignant thought what are shrouded in secrecy; otherwise he wouldn't have wanted her to make Arnav sign the paper. If the paper was right, he himself could take his sign. Arnav exasperates; how dare she mar his meeting like this. But she is incorrigible, she warns him to read the papers carefully before signing.

"This kind of behavior is not acceptable."

Arnav switches on the light and strides towards the door angrily.

It wasn't khushi but the guard is there. The guard apologizes for disturbing him like this, the courier was urgent, so he had to interrupt.

If Khushi didn't intrude Arnav's meeting then with whom Khushi was talking?

Shyam turns, sitting on Arnav's swivel chair, he smiles at Khushi devilishly, like a slithering serpent about to attack it's prey. khushi gets eerie and angry to see shyam in arnav's cabin.

I love this scene , it took my heart away first but then my mind starts cindering Lava seeing him on his chair...he is so cheap , he is already thinking to be there while nothing happened yet... but he was working on it and knew Arnav will nbe dead soon and he will be the owner.

I was so disgusted to see him in Arnav's room, sitting on his chair. It felt as if he was already building his entity in ASR's empire. When the show was first aired I was mad and happy at the same time. Firstly mad at Khushi for intruding Arnav in his meeting and was happy because she warned him about Shyam. If Arnav would've heard her warning, it would be easier for him to trust her. But unfortunately the warning didn't go to Arnav's ear, but made Shyam alert.

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Episode-250

Khushi gets frenzied to see Shyam in Arnav's cabin. She disgruntles, how dare he invaded her husband's office room surreptitiously! Shyam also gets mad at her for instigating Arnav against him. He already anticipated something, that's why he came to protect himself. When Khushi intends to go, he anticipates that she can go to Arnav to complain. So he inhibits her and admonishes her to come on his way. It's ok with him, if she doesn't want to help, but if she tries to come on his way, he will mess up her life. He tells her, he just needs Arnav's signature on the paper and after that he will tell him whatever Khushi wants him to say. He wants her to rely on him.

"bharosa aur apse!" khushi knows how covetous and atrocious he is. So she doesn't believe in his fallacy.

"You don't have any other option beside this."

The devil now blackmails her, that he will garble her wrongly to Arnav, will tell him that she trapped him in her love. And he knows very well that Arnav will trust him blindly. The creep knows both Arnav and Khushi are vulnerable right now. So he can use it to implement his filthy wish.. Khushi dithers to hear his threat, she also knows Arnav will trust shyam. She just leaves in embroilment.

Khushi thinks to talk to Arnav immediately, she just can't procrastinate this matter. She asks an employee, where is he? Arnav is in the meeting. She waits for him to finish his meeting. Like old Khushi she can't pry his meeting any more. The relationship between them became too bitter. After a long wait when Arnav comes out from his meeting, khushi gets delectable to see him. Her face glints with a smile, but Arnav looks reticent and extremely supercilious. After sharing so much memorable, bittersweet moments with him, his indifference seems almost sacrilegious in her eyes. He ascends up towards his cabin. But how can he be so nonchalant or can't look at her when she is near him. She always makes his head turn towards her. And so he does, he turns on the midway to see her. He also dithers to see her crestfallen face. He comes to his room and still embroiling to think of khushi.

Time is passing; a wretched Khushi is waiting for Arnav. The sorrow in her visage is so conspicuous. She looks so derelict in her husband's office that she has to wait in the common area to meet her husband. khushi who is a big foodie, even refuses to drink water. Her life has come to a crux of such situation that she can't even breathe. She later admitted her disquietude in the airport while he was leaving for London. "aap aise chale jayegi to hum saanse nahi le paoongi."

Arnav was also in pain. But today my heart is aching for Khushi more. How can he be so inexorable to the girl he loves so much! Where his cognition gone that he can't differentiate between true or false, judge between right or wrong! Couldn't he see the truth in her eyes; couldn't he sense the desperation in her action, couldn't he think that Khushi can't stoop so low to have an affair with her brother in law. Couldn't he see Khushi can't say such blunt lie!

Time is passing; all the staffs almost left the office. Arnav looks down to see her. Khushi is still waiting. Seeing him looking at her, Khushi's heart pounds in hope that he will talk to her, listen to her. The sad rabba vey ascends in the BG. the most significant events of their life encompass his thought: their wedding night, his revelation on the terrace, their hot talk on the bridge.

He gazes down at her and feels an inexplicable twinge of compassion for her. Even as his tumultuous mind struggles to accept the unimaginable enormity of her grief but he turns around, can't see her face, his heart is fighting with his mind. He leaves the office ignoring her. Khushi runs after him imploring to listen to her,
suniye, suniye. Humari baat to suniye...please listen to me. It's not true, what are you thinking."

But Arnav is implacable, his abhorrence is invincible. He doesn't want her to even atone. He rides his car and lifts the glass of the window. Khushi pleads him incessantly to listen to her, she knocks on the window. But no avail! He is so exasperated that drives away without offering her a ride. He never did this before with Khushi. But he sure looks back at her through the rear view mirror. His heart is also paining to hurt her like this. But his ego is not letting him surrender to his heart. I guess he wants isolation from everybody to assuage his tempestuous mind.

khushi mutters a frantic supplication that, he has to believe her. She can't see so much loathe for her in his eyes. She has to make him believe that she never did such despicable act.

"I'll win your trust by hook or by crook."

Sanaya's constrict voice, the pain in her eyes, made my eyes teary again.

Shyam comes there right then to rub salt in her wound. He offers her his hanky and tries to manipulate her again; Arnav will not listen to anybody except him. Khushi also seems impressed by his idea. She just needs him to know the truth.. So she decides to take Shyam's offer. But she wants to read the paper before taking his signature. Shyam also assents and offers her ride! It's good that Khushi didn't accept his offer.

Mami is preparing nimboo-mirchi to allay the bad eye from Babli. She thinks Payal is giving her bad eye. Nani gets frantic to see her immaturity.

Payal comes there with tea and seeing her walking backward, mami thinks her way is working. She wishes to stay away from Payal and wants to keep the lemon-pepper in Babli's room.

While leaving, Payal finds Babli's bandage on the ground. She asks Babli to put it on her hand. But Babli hides her hand fearing to get caught, because she pretended to get hurt. Actually she is not hurt. When Payal insists, Babli behaves very rudely with her. Payal gets disheartens at her behavior.

Khushi is holding the files what Shyam gave to her. She is repugnant, what to do.

shyam comes in her room and provoke her to take Arnav's signature as soon as possible. Khushi enrages to see him in their room. She tells him to behave properly; she needs some time to read the papers. Shyam leaves and khushi consternates, she is really in tizzy.

Shyam's demeanor is really getting into my nerve. How disgusting it is, that he comes to Arnav and Khushi's bedroom every now and then!

Arnav is working on his laptop. Anjali comes there with coffee. He didn't eat and still working. She asks him, why he works so much?

Let me answer you woman, he works so hard so that you can buy more diaphanous sarees, wear more jewelries and he can leave you with lots of, lots of property so that you and your creep husband can usurp those for your whole life.

Anjali gives him an envelope and asks him is it necessary to do it?
"di I do it every year."

Anjali cares his face lovingly; she knows how incorrigible he is!

Khushi is in quandary, what she is doing is right or wrong; whether she should do it or not. She keeps the file in her bag. Her eyes go to the stars what are laying on the table. She picks it. She removes all her stuffs from the room.

Arnav enters the room. He roils, not to hear the wind chime, what used to welcome him everyday. He sees there are no stars beside the bed and no Salman khan poster as well. He recollects the scene when Khushi embellished the room with her favorite stuffs. Her clothes are also gone from the closet. Now he is extremely livid, she hollers "Khushi" when Khushi gets in, he charges her in hostile accusatory tone,, what did she do with the room. Khushi replies,

"Yeh se phirse apka bana dia."

"What was the need of that?" he strides towards her angrily,
"you just can't change the thing whenever you want." He holds her hand vehemently and throws the stars from her hand. Khushi winces in pain.

Oh no, he hurts her again by throwing away her stars. He knows well what those stars mean to her! For her these stars are the symbol of her parent's existence. Later he will compensate his misdemeanor by making a room with animated stars and sky.

Arnav berates Khushi scathingly,

"Or who gave you the permission to change the room."

"Nobody and I realized this thing today." Khushi replies with despondence.

He leaves her hand and lower down his gaze in consternation.

"yeh kya naya drama, khushi. hur roz koi naya drama. First acting like a devoted wife, then acted to trouble me. Now you want to be bechari?'

Aww, he loves feisty Khushi, not a woebegone, upset Khushi.

"jab aapko humari shakal dekhna hi pasand nahi hai to humara samaan , humari cheeso se ghira rehna aapko kitni takleef deta hoga"

(I thought as it bothers you to see my face, how much painful it would be to see my stuffs around you.)

With her heart filled with hurt and humiliation, her eyes get teary again and his eyes soften as he gazes at her innocent face. She lifts her pillow and walks towards the poolside. Arnav slams the door shut before she can go outside. He yelps,

"khushi stop it.'

She wants to sleep outside today.

"I don't want to hear any word, neither any explanation nor anything.' He turns her towards him and throws the pillow. Khushi still refutes and he tells her to do whatever he is saying. He admonishes her not to make him angrier. She drags her across the room and makes her sit on the bed. He tells her in stern voice to sleep on the bed.

"that's final, no argument."

On their wedding night he threw her out from the room, cuase he was feeling disgusted to share the room with the swindler girl. But today he compelled her to sleep in the room. Cause he really can't breathe without her. Her presence gives him sukoon, peace of mind. He wanted to go far from her. But he couldn't. "Why it's paining so much to leave Khushi? He himself asked him while he was leaving for london. So that he turned to come back to Khushi. But shyam's vicious ploy changed everything.

He turns off the light and goes to the chaise to sleep. He is also convulsing along with her. I thought why didn't he just kissed her and made love to her; his suppressed anger would've lessened a lot.

There is an eerie of silence in the room, but the air speaks volumes of emotions. Both of their anxious face devoid of all traces of sleep.

Khushi is lying down on the bed; her look goes to the file. She is determined now to take Arnav's signature in the paper. Cause she has to fix her relationship with the man whom she loves most.

plz ignore typos.

This song is one of my most favorite and Khushi's thoughts are depicted in this song very well.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwZc9Tavu7s[/YOUTUBE]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KwZc9Tavu7s

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