Tormented but Entwined lives in FITE.

Today's episode was not just about Randhir's pain or Sanyukta's care for him. It was a day where each important and strong character sheds tears of blood.

Randhir Singh Shekhawat - A guy who never got love. Who doesn't even know love. He is so accustomed to pain that he finds this feeling 'weird' and do I blame him? Absolutely not. You know , his parents love him to death , yes probably in a twisted way if we talk about his dad but they do love him unconditionally. The problem is that they do not love each other and that's he torn. He doesn't know which side to take. His heart craves for his mother and his mind wants his father. He likes being lonely. Now , I am a lot like him so you know when I say "leave me alone" to my friends or parents , I DO NOT MEAN IT. I just want to show them that I do not need anybody where the truth is , I am craving for attention. And I want them to understand it without me saying anything. The same goes for RD. He wants attention , love , happiness but he can never say it. Why? Because he is scared. Even I am scared at times. I do not want people to break my heart and make me weak and same goes for RD. He doesn't want people to love him because he thinks that they are sympathizing with him. And we both hate Sympathy. He is a baby , a little baby. You know guys , today I am upset. No no , I am not disappointed with the episode , I just connected to RD so much today that it's breaking my heart. At times when I need someone desperately , I too make efforts so that they stay and that's what we saw today in the precap. Sanyukta was leaving but Randhir caught hold of her wrist. That's "I need you" for me. I am just a mini and a bad version of Randhir Singh Shekhawat. RD is the most beautiful character I have ever seen. And the fact that I connect to him due to personal reasons is just way too cool. I too help people in such a manner that they do not come to know about it. I don't know what sinful pleasure I get from it but I still remember I pushed my bff away because she thanked for completing her assignment. She wasn't suppose to know that it was me who did it. I just don't like it. I succumb to my emotional pain , I start laughing like a maniac when I get physically hurt and I tend my wounds on my own even when my mom tries to help me out. A bit of a Randhir I am. Eh?😭

Randhir hates it when someone cares for him because he thinks it's fake. But I know that Sanyukta will make him realize the difference between fake and real emotions. I am just waiting for that day. And right now , he not only needs Sanyukta but he also needs a person like Parth.😳

Sanyukta Agarwal - The girl I saw today , was the girl I saw in the initial episodes of SH. She was lost somewhere but today she is back. What I liked the most that even though her concern for Randhir has skyrocketed after RD got to know everything , she still cares for her best friend. The way she thought "I wanted to help Randhir but maine usse bhi rula diya!" it was beautiful. She really likes Randhir but she vents out her feelings as "hatred". She loves it when he acknowledges her and fights for her. But it's ego , which formed due to Randhir's ego which stops her from reacting to RD and his affections. Today , I loved this girl. She is a beauty.👏

Parth Kashyap - I actually felt bad for him today. I mean , he seems kind of lost. It's like we all expecting him to act mature but can't he just for once , be humanly. Can't he be familiar to anger , pain and lose his cool. Yes he can. Can't he act immaturely and be childish and throw tantrums? Yes he can. Can't he scream and take out his frustration? Yes he can. Today , I liked him because he acted like a human. He was angry , frustrated and pained by his life , by his past , present and probably his future. If he had been cool after all the crap that happened between him and SanDhir I would have been surprised. So thank God that his character is acting humanly. I think now , I can , for a change connect to Parth a little today. 😔

And a special mention for the way he behaved with Vidushi today. She deserves it.😆

Vardhaan - His past is too dark. It's darkness everywhere. He lost his dad , his lover and what not. His own father doesn't even remember him. What can be more painful than that. His girlfriend is dead. I loved the little scene of Vardhaan today. His pain was so evident and real I felt like hugging him. His scene was a small one but it left it's impact on the whole episode and me.😭

And the reason behind my title , well if guys noticed then , today the five main characters cried.

1. Randhir

2. Sanyukta

3. Parth

4. Vardhaan

5. Vidushi

They are entwined with each other. Emotionally.

Okay so here's my analysis. Feel free to criticize or ignore. 😆

It's just that I am really upset after today's episode. It's a positive one no worries. I loved today's episode. It's just the emotional ride each character had today. It has just taken a toll on me.😭

Argghhh!! but i m running short of time...wil read it later...!

Bt m sure tu ne likha hai toh acha hee hoga!! xD

RD is a complex character but when you remove the mask off his face , his is as easy as 1+2! And that's what I love about him!😳

haaawww...u didn't read?😲

my mehnat all waste!😭

the analysis queen rejected my post!😭

*hides behind the cupboard and cries*