she was broken when her mother refused to send her to her husband after she pleaded her parents to send her back to her husband...
she wanted to tell him how much she misses, how much she loves him, she wanted to confess to him that this separation has thought her how important he is to her... but her world came crashing down when she came back to his life again, he treated her as a stranger, a culprit who is responsible for his brothers death, but she was not, she was no where related to the political conspiracies which were plotted against him, but she was hurt, she was accused of the crime which she was never aware of he saw her with suspicion, he took precautions when he is alone with her...it has hurt her...but she could not get courage and proper time to tell him she prays for his long life and she can never hurt her love and her husband...but she never got that chance...
slowly she thought everything is changing with time, her husband finally started opening up, she felt so happy when he held her hands and asked her to stay with him for some more time in his hojra, when he spoke so sweetly and politely with her...
when Ruquaiya begum asked her to stay with him and take care of him in her absence she thought now everything is going to be good in her life... she was a happy women, she waited for him to return to his hojra all the night, but he never came on time, she use to dress up for him everyday so that he could see her once, but he never took a glance at her, she could never understand him what he wanted from her??? but she never got any answer from him all she got was a brief unknown unsaid silence in him, he never gave any chance to her to speak, he never let her feelings open infront of him, he never kissed her tears, never wiped those fear from her life...
Everyone in the harem wanted Jodha to give him waaris, as the saint predicted it, she was so happy to hear it that she is gonna give birth to his child, she wanted him to love her, she wanted him to hug her, she wanted the world to stop when he makes love with her, she wanted his child to grown in her womb, she wanted to feel his childs first kick in her womb, she wanted to bare that pain to get the happiness in the world by becoming mother, she wanted to see those sparks in his eyes when she will tell him he is gonna be father of her child, she wanted him to care for her all day and night... she wanted him to hug her and her child tight in his embrace...
But he in a moment crashed all her hopes and dreams, he never hugged and told her that he loves her, all he wanted was a womens body who can bare his child, she never felt love when he kissed her lips, when he made her women,,,. she felt all the pain in the world when he just walked away from her after his desire was fulfilled he never turned back once... his desire for her womenhood was fulfilled, he could never sense her pain when her eyes told him she dint want it... he could not hear her heart cry...all he wanted was to mark her as his that night, he just wanted to fulfill his mothers wish to become grand parent...tears of pain started flowing down her cheeks...when she recalled the last night...
Jodhas thoughts were running high, when a Daasi came inside her khema to help her get ready... jodha refused her help and asked her to wait for her outside today ...as she told them she herself will get ready...
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all her daasis started gossiping about Jodha Rani...
"jodha begum dont know anything about shehensha, i doubt he will look at jodha begum again" a daasi told her fellow worker,,,,, "haan sach hai, women are just pleasure giving toys to shehensha, but jodha begum is different she is going to give waaris to shehensha he will never dump her, and she is too beautiful to be dumped, untill shehenshas wish is not fulfilled he will not dump her..."
Jodha heard them gossiping when she was coming out of her khema to start the rest of her journey, all the daasis bend their head to mark her respect...but they knew thier gossips were heard by her...
Jodha sat in her palquain, anyone could make out that she is not happy today, she dint even punish them nor she reacted to them, since what they were speaking was just truth...
jalal and jodha started their journey to reach their destination, finally they reach Dargah...to take the saints blessings...
"shehensha, jodha begum, we are so happy you both came to visit this holy place..."
"baba, my ammi jaan marium makhani has sent some needed things to the children of god, she wants you to accept these from her side..."
the saint accepts the valuables sent by Marium makhani and thanks them for sending for the charity ...
he blesses them, that they both will get their love of life soon in their life...jalal seems to be happy with the blessings...he thanks almighty...
jalal takes jodha outside the dargah, and takes a holy dagah and asks jodha to tie it to the holy tree and makes a wish...
before jodha could tie...
"jodha begum, this time i want you to make a wish on my behalf too when you tie this dagah, as whatever wish we make to this holy tree, its gonna be fulfilled..."
jodha looks at him with questioning eyes..
"jodha begum, i want my child to come to this world and call me abbu jaan and call you ammi jaan, i want to give this happiness to my ammi jaan...this is my wish jodha begum..."
Jodha smiles faintly both jalal and jodha tie the same Dagah to the tree and make a wish together...
Jodha prays from her heart( to herself)..."Hey eshwar, i want shehensha to be happy always, i want you to fulfill all his wishes which he asks for..."
jalal prays "Ya maula i want the biggest happiness in the world which my throne can never get, i beg my maula, get me that happiness in the world, when i am praying to you, i am just a fakeer, i beg you my maula, i want a child whose cry is going to make me cry, whose laugh is going to fill my life with happiness, i want a child who makes my life fulfilled... i want that precious gift to be called as abbu jaan from my childs mouth...i want to feel him in my arms... "
Jalals eyes fills with tears while praying...jodha feels surprised to see his love for the child...
she says to herself... "shehensha, you just want to be abbu jaan, but after becoming father, you will forget me forever, you will never look back at me...i wish your wish gets fulfilled soon..."
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PRecap: same as previous...
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