After their visit to the Dargah, Jalal feels peace inside... he plans to go for jungle safaari with Jodha...after their lunch...he orders a daasi to call jodha begum to his khema as he wishes to have lunch with her today...Daasi informs Jodha that Shehensha wants her presence in lunch... jodha nods yes, she will be present ...
Daasis arrange the grand dining for both of them alone in his khema... as per his wish...Maids helps jodha get ready, she reaches his khema ontime...jalal feels happy to see her dressed in pink and blue she looked more beautiful in those colors, he remembers the last night with her, how he felt heaven when he was with her, how he tasted her lips...remembering last night makes Jalal bit romantic again... he could not take eyes off from her...untill jodha disturbs his wild thoughts...
"shehensha, hum upastith hai"
jalal comes out of his thought..."haan i know jodha begum you will always be present when i need your presence"
jalal signals the Daasis to leave them all alone...
"jodha begum, i want you to serve me food today..."
Jodha takes the plate and fills it with food, and serves the sabjis and other nonveg cooked for him...she takes his hand in hers and washes his hands and wipes it... Jalal feels good how their relation has changed, how he dont feel any uncomfortableness while she is alone with him now, how he feels safe when she is with him after yesterday night with her...
Jalal in self talk seeing her serving him food as per his wish...
"jodha Begum, i am happy that finally you became mine and you dint even show your Rajputani stubberness when i touched you... "
"shehensha, you can eat the food now", jodha bends her head ...jalal thisnks she might be shy to remember the last night...
Jalal looks at her, and starts eating the food... jodha sits next to him and she finshes her food before him... and wait for him to finish the food..
she washes his hands and wipe them to dry...
Jodha stands silently to wait for jalals order ...
"Jodha begum, i would like to go for hunting, i hope you dont have any problem in accompanying me ..."
"No shehensha i dont like hunting, i dont want to spoil your fun, by accompanying you..."
Jalal bites his teeth... and his anger level raises again on her...
"you still reject my wish Jodha", he roars in anger and looks towards her... her calm face looks terrified by his sudden outburst of anger on her, for just not acknowledging his orders...
Her eyes turns teary...
"how dare you speak against my wish, Jodha, when i want anything i want it at any cost, i am ordering you to accompany me to the forest for hunting which means you are coming with me"
Jodha bends her head... Jalal walks out of the khema...
Jodha walks fast to her khema and cries her heart out, as she never thought her husband can get angry on her for small things...his anger seems to be the same again...which she feared from so many years, nothing had changed in thier relationship after so many years, even after their union last night...
Daasi informs jodha that shehensha is waiting for her outside... Jodha walks towards Jalal... she mounts on the horse, Jalal also climbs after her, and he rides towards the forest with his Bandook...
After reaching the forest, Jalal climbs down and jodha follows him ... her payal starts making sounds which pleases Jalals ears... he stops and turns back... he sees jodha walking towards him...slowly which are matching her payals sound...
"ghani jungle, and beautiful begum to accompany, shehensha Jalal is lucky today", jalal tells to jodha...
Jodha sees him waiting for her, she speeds her walk towards him, the payal makes sounds more than before, which pleases his ears again...
"jodha begum, ahistha chaliye, who knows you can turn in to prey tonight to the lion of jungle...", jalal speaks to her with mischevious filled eyes...
Jodha bends her head as she gets what he meant...
jodha follows him silently...
"jodha begum, i love to hunt the deer, because they are sharp and fast and i love the fastest deer among the whole group, like you a fastest intelligent beautiful begum among so many begums..., i love to taste the food cooked with them..."
Jodha looks teary again...and scared too...Jalal notices her fear..
"Jodha begum i talked abut Deer not you dont be scared, i am not going to eat you...", he slowly approches towards her and holds her hand.. he pulls her near him,
"jodha begum dont be scared i am your shohar..."
Saying this he holds her hands drops his gun on ground holds her waist tigtly... looks deep in her eyes...jodha could read his intention...
he whispers..." you look too beautiful today, i cant control myself jodha, why you are born so beautiful, i lost my mind the moment i saw you for the first time, i could not satisfy my desire yesterday too, more i see you my desires for you turn wild...i want to taste every inch of your beauty, i want to loose myself in your beauty today...i cant wait to return back to khema..."
he holds her face with his two strong hands... plants a kiss on her forehead... she closes her eyes... he presses his lips on hers... he bites her lips with his teeth, jodha could not bear his uncontrolling urge of his proximity..she trembles unable to tend his desires...
"shehensha, leave me please, i cant ..."
jodha tries to push jalal away from her body...she closes her mouth so that he will not turn wild at them again...as it has turned red ...more than yesterday,,,
He holds her little fingers and tries to remove her shield from her lips... he holds her both hands which are resisting him further to proceed...
"jodha begum, dont stop me now, i cant now...you have made me animal, i cant move away, your beauty has turned me crazy for you..."
He holds her lower lip between his teeths,.. he slowly bites them he pulls them towards his she cries...he leaves them for a while...jodha turns to move away from him he holds her again from his right hand and holds her tummy pulls her near him...pinches her belly skin... she turns towards him immediately he holds her face again and he invades his tongue inside her mouth...
Jodha could no more stop him further... she starts responding him as she too starts melting in his needs...
he slowly releases his hold on her resisting hands... it starts turning dark in the forest...but Jalal could not notice how long he kissed her...
he stops kissing her ...looks at her again, but more he sees her more desires turns wild... he picks her up in his arms, and walks towards the shade...he gets on top of her... looks deep in her eyes...
"shehensha, humaien wapis chalna chahiye.."
"after coming so far, i cant go back jodha..."
she closes her eyes...she tries to push him from her, but he holds her hands and kisses them... pins them against the ground...jodha responds to his wild desires...she closes her eyes meantime...
"shehensha, i cant...", she pleads him to be slow...but more she resists more his desire starts growing for her...his desire reaches his peak...he collapses on her, jodha looks tiered...
After a while jalal and jodha starts walking towards their horse, as jalal notices it has turned dark, and its not safe inside forest when jodha is with him...but before going back he wanted to try his last chance of finding the deer to be hunted...
"jodha begum, little more time we will return..."
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Jalal tries to find his shikaar but he could not find any deer that day, as it has already turned dark, ... Jodha looks tiered following him, Jalal notices that her foot is not moving fast...
"jodha begum, jaldi jaldi paeir chalayiye"
"shehensha i am tiered i cant walk anymore..."
Jalal gets anger on her again...
"you were right jodha begum, you should have stayed back in khema only, if Ruquaiyya Begum woulld have been with me, she would have been pleased and more energetic than me for hunting, you just spoiled my mood of hunting..."
She walks little more distance with him as she dint wanted to spoil his sport...but she could not walk much more...
Jalal thinks she cant accompany as she looks damn tiered now...he asks her to sit on horse now, and he too climbs on it, he holds her waist all the while returning back... "jodha begum i cant wait to return back to our khema..."
Her heart pains remembering how jalal was harsh on her just a moment back, how he compared her with Ruquaiyya, how he fulfills his desire from her, without her yes everytime, how he shouts on her when she could not fulfill his demands...he holds her very tigthly he presses her bosoms she moans "haah, shehensha ...humaien dard ho raha hai..." but he wont listen to her... "Jodha begum, mat rokiye humaein...", she closes her eyes... and they both ride back to their khema...
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The servants will be waiting for jalals return after the hunting... they notice he is approaching them, they run to stop the horse and help him climb down the horse...
jodhas daasis come to take her to her khema...jalal talks to his soldiers for tomorrows journey... meanwhile jodha will be sitting on her bed to rest for the day...
Jalal enters her khema asks her daasis to leave them alone... jodha looks scared as she by the time has got to know jalals intentions...
"shehensha aap is waqt"
jalal smiles naughtily...
"jodha begum, i have told you, i want to spend todays night with you, not only todays, untill i hear the good news from you..."
he walks towards her bed..he looks at her again...
"jodha begum, how much ever time i look at you, you look like nasha to me...", saying this he pushes on her bed...she falls on the bed... he opens his jaama, and gets on top of her... he pulls the curtains of the bed...and removes her dupatta... holds her both hands tightly...
jalal starts his love making with her...meanwhile Jodha starts to speak...
"shehensha, do you love me..."
"i love you jodha begum..."
she cries..."haaah...shehensha humaein peeda ho rahi hai..."
he slows down a bit..."shehensha, you really love me, you said you dont have heart, am i special to you..."
she cries in pain again...
"all the begums are special to me jodha, its not only you"
"haah shehensha"
"shehensha, you just want me to fulfill your wish to become father or do you really love me, jaise sab patiyaan apni jeevan saathi se karthe hain, but you have thousands of begums, is it love or lust..."
He wont answer her, he gets busy with his desire, he kisses her lips so that she stops questioning him...
"haaa haa shehensha..." jodha moans...
a deep silence covers the entire khema...for some more time...
jalal was about to leave the khema... jodha runs to him and holds his hand...
"shehensha, you dint answer me...are you close to me to just get waaris..."
he turns back to her and jerks her hands off, as he dint seem to like the way she held his hands without his wish...
"shehensha kshama kijiye, i held your hands without your wish...gussa mat hoyiyega.."
"jodha begum, i dont like to hear any questions from now on no one can question the shehensha not even his begums, its my wish that i get close to you or not, and you cant ask me why i am close to you, there is no need for shehensha to answer his begum... yes i am spending time with you, because Ruquaiyya Begum and salima Begum cant give me my waaris, only you are left out to fulfill my wish..."
Jodha stands dumbstuck...jalal stares at her...
"shabba khair, jodha begum"
Jalal leaves her khema...jodhas fear had come true, he wants to fulfill his wish, other than that he dont love her...when everyone said her shehensha dont have heart, begums are just toys to him, she always refused he has heart, but today she was proven wrong... for him his waaris is more important than anything in the world she is just a way to get him his happiness...
PecaP: humaien ishq nahin hain unse Ruquaiyya...
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