Ek Nayi Zindagi Chapter 19 page 24 - Page 10

Originally posted by: jodude

😊nice update...

wow!! RAYA will stay together..👏

Originally posted by: neema.khudarath

sorry for not commenting...i was busy..read ur updates awesome plzzz continue soon...wow raya now together😊😊

Originally posted by: bpatil3

very very interesting and superb writing.

ram is not treating priya as a human, for him everything is a business😭😭 pity on priya.

why isn't he giving a thought to what priya is saying abotu letters and divorce??😲

Originally posted by: zeenathsheikh8

Beautiful writing...love the unexpected intimacy😳

Originally posted by: dhristikpd

Awesome part pls continue soon

Originally posted by: CSQ1999

They will always stay together in my story! 😉.. i dont like Raya separation ... Kya kare pagal RAYA FAN jo hoon

Chapter.11

Ram

She was with me for few short months, but she'd filled it with energy and life; and when she'd left, it was as if she'd taken something important with her. Again today My life had turned over all over again she is back in my life may not be forever but life is once again buzzing with energy .

My plan of revenge flew out the window the minute I saw tears in Priya's & peehu's eyes when I talked about taking peehu away to Mumbai . I can't see them in tears , how much ever I try I can never hate Priya ,She will always be part of soul .I can't live seeing her hurt .

The three months marriage offer is the only way of holding on to priya and peehu for some more time, and try to full fill all my dreams of having a happy family of my own in those months. I know it not going to be enough but I am thank full that at least got those .I know at the end of three months and if priya's decide to leave me I will be broken but I prepared go through any pain just to have that three months with my daughter and Priya.

She was never there when I needed her or she never will be there for me , she is going to break my heart. I keep asking myself why I am torturing myself , there is only one answer to this

The kiss is a proof for that all that I feet for her .I wasn't certain how our kiss happened, because I tried all evening to resist it. And against all logic, I still can't stop picturing her twinkling brown eyes and thick, raven-black hair, her compact, athletic body and her warm, affectionate way with Peehu.
Yes, I loved her. And therein lies the problem. Because she does not love me .
Remembering the kiss had kept me up most of the night. I remember every detail of the kiss from the feel of her hair, smell of fragrance , sweetness of her lips, to the warmth of her skin everything. The kiss inflamed my memories of our lovemaking.. those memories which were tightly sealed in the farthest corner of my heart. If she had not touched my scar I would have never been able to control myself.

She responded to my kiss , but I think it was from her part more out reliving the past than feeling anything for me. I am sure of this because the whole time yesterday evening she avoided looking at me , even avoided coming near me and not once she asked me about my scar or the accident. .

This proved only one thing the kiss was just a momentary relapse on her part and She is still finds me repulsive.
What am I going to do today , when I met her again

I had stayed at hotel yesterday, It was better this way , I no longer trusted myself near her. I had quick shower and skipped by breakfast. I wanted to seepeehu and priya before they left for school.

I checked my I phone for the time, it was only 7.30 in the morning. I saw 12 missed calls all from Vikram and Rishab. I should call them ,before that I need to see peehu and priya. Today I need to go back in Mumbai, for few days to clear way for priya tell everybody that I have daughter I need these days to set things up at KM .When I come back ,I can take priya and pehu with me to Mumbai by then Daijan would be also be alright. Priya would not feel guilty about leaving her alone with kady. I need to arrange the best palliative care for Daijan so that she recovers fast. My people have already started working on the regularisation of accounts. The accountant of Daijan was the cuprit. My team is already on to him to recover the funds. We may not get back everything back but 75% of assest will be returned to Daijan. That itself is more than enough to give Daijan and Kady luxurious life. I knew priya was not joking when she said that they one of the richest people in Pune.

I saw the support staff of the school were already in to set the school ready for the children .I walked through the gate , after informing the watchman that I was here to meet Priya.

He let me in after sometime, not before he asked twice about my credentials. I think my scar ticked him off.
I went to the back of the school, Peehu came running to met me. She hugged me. And asked
App mere papa hai??

I was stunned, Did priya tell peehu about me ?? I wanted ask priya ?I looked up She was standing by the door leaning against it. I answered my un asked question with a small nod.

My day suddenly brightened up hundred folds, My joy new now limits,

Yes I answered. Mein tumhara papa hoon.

My daughter hugged me called me PAPA

There were tears in my eyes, I looked up at priya and told her a silent Thanks.
At that moment I forgave priya for her betrayal and the pain she caused me for 5 years . Because she gave me back a joy of a lifetime which was far greater than the pain of 5 years. Now I have somebody of my own , my flesh and blood. She gave me relation which will last till my death and beyond
I lifted peehu in my arms, and entered priya's house.

Priya:
I told peehu about her father, I really was very scared how she will take it, surprisingly she took it very well. I was amazed by peehus strength and adaptability. Complexity of adult's life when put forth to a child he /she finds the solution very easily. What seems complex from adults perceptive is very simple from child's perspective, because of their innocence and they are not bound by preconceived notions like adult. That is why peehu accepted the fact that Mr kapoor was a her father very easily.

Peehu was very happy . The joy I saw in Mr Kapoor eyes when peehu called him papa , allayed all my fears, I knew he loved peehu unconditionally he will do anything for her . It was same love I thought I saw in Mr Kapoor eyes for me five years ago, I never see it again, however much I try he will never love me . For him I will always be a option.

Yesterday kiss, I don't know what made me kiss him, I don't know what he thought of me. As person. I felt ashamed of myself for behaving that way. I promised myself I will never put myself in that position again and prayed to god to give me enough strength for the 3 months to control my emotions with regards to Mr Kapoor . Thank god Mr kapoor stopped it , I don't know where that would have taken us .
I just couldn't meet MR kapoor eyes. I need not have been scared about it , Both of them didn't even notice me, they were so engrossed between themselves they actually forgot I was also there. I felt lonely again, I wanted to be included, Suddenly peehu called mama Breakfast mein aloo paratha bana ragi ho na? Aaj papa bhi humare sath khaya ge. Breakfast.
Sure princess. I said and entered my kitchen
Peehu had to be fed, as her hand was still paining, I started feeding , she continued to talk to her papa, and filled the room with innocent batter.
After breakfast, she called her papa out and wanted to introduce him to all her friends especially to kady.
After both of them left the house , my thoughts once again led me back to the letters I sent to Mr kappor. But what troubled me the most that if Mr kapoor wanted a child so desperately than why did he not answer my letters,? What if he really did not get those letters? Then What happened to those letters. I shouldnt be bothered about them, but something is defenitely wrong here I dont know what it s? I am more than happy to bring happiness into Ram's life... he may never love me but for me his happiness will always be my priority.

After 15 minutes Mr kapoor came back inside, He told me Peehu was busy playing. He said he wanted to talk to me .

I was hoping, that it shouldn't be about the kiss.

Priya , about last night, it shouldn't have happened.

I immediately knew He was talking about our kiss, so I cut in

Yes Mr Kapoor, It shouldn't, and It will never will again.
I will not touch you again Mr Kapoor and will maintain the distance. I don't know what happened to me yesterday may be because stress, I don't know . It will not happen again I know this relation is just matter convenience than anything else , as you said yesterday I don't want it to go beyond that, it will remain as it is . As you rightly put it there is nothing in our relationship to be revived.
Okay He said.
He continued, I needed to go to Mumbai for few days, to settle things there, inform everybody about peehu and you. Do you want me talk to your parents ?
No I will talk to ma.
You kept in touch with your family
No just ma, I keep calling her to find out about papa and his health
Okay , I lost touch with you family after you left.. and the accident
The accident , which killed niharika ji,,,
Yes he said
I felt he was waiting for me to ask something, I did not know what,
Then I added , I know it is 5 years late , but I just wanted to say sorry you lost your ma in it .I know how much you loved her. I came to know the news of her death very late.

Its okay

After minute of silence , and awkwardness Mr kapoor replied, Okay I will leave will back in week stime. I will keep touch with you and peehu, I have told peehu that I will take her and you to Mumbai for the vacation. So she is happy. We will maintain this for now. Then we will decide as per you decision. Okay

I just nodded

He said bye and left, without giving me backward glance.
The moment he left me. I missed him, like I missed a part of myself.
What Am I going o do after 3 months? When he is going to leave my life forever.