Episode-248
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how could ASR forgot this moment?
Khushi tells him, why
he didn't ask for her explanation on the night of their wedding? Arnav
questions her dare. She is not daring and didn't dare also on the day when he
compelled her to marry him; perhaps she should scream on that night to make him
speak. She now decides to tell him about Shyam's true face. if he would ask her
once then she would tell him how Shyam duped her and her family as well. He
lied to her family that he is single and started to living with them as paying
guest. Then after her dad's heart attack, he created such situation that she
had to do the engagement with him. When she came to know about his truth she
broke the alliance instantly. He didn't even mend himself afterwards .
" I didn't have any bad intention. I hate that person. I
feel disgusted how he deceived di. How easily he beguiled my family. I hate
that man so much that I accept death rather than my name associates with him...
Itna naftrat ki uss admise naam judne se pehele mujhe maut manjoor hai."
His facial muscle relaxes, seems he feels relieved that his
Khushi doesn't have any affair with Shyam, she is not a characterless home wrecker.
"If you would've asked me once about this?"
He asks her, if he would've asked, would she tell him? oh
poor man, he wants to believe her. Somehow in the dark crevice of his heart, he
knows Khushi can't stoop so low.
"Why not, but you were so much in hurry to marry that" she
doesn't continue just keeps staring at him with bafflement. He also seems
understand. He takes deliberate step towards her. I thought he is coming to
take her in an embrace and apologize for misunderstanding her. But no, the
terrace scene assails his mind again, his anger is a colossus, misleads his rational
thought. Khushi's words echoes in his eardrums,
"if this relationship means nothing to you, then end this
marriage. Leave Anjaliji."
So his misinterpreted thought again stymies him to trust her.
"What do you think,
if you would've told me that night, I would trust you blindly?." He says with
gritted teeth, his voice pulsating menacingly.
"I've never seen one can clap with one hand. And I believe myself more than
you. And I believe what I see with my own eyes and hear with my own ears. I
heard from my ears that you told Shyam to leave my di and I saw you with him
with my own eyes in each other's embrace."
He feels disgusted
to utter this from his mouth. So he veers his look to some other direction,
can't even look in her eyes. How painful it is for him to say such despicable
words for the girl whom he loves for the first time in his life and how painful
it is for Khushi to hear such loathsome words from the man she loves. Khushi
becomes stupefied to hear this.
"I don't know what you heard or what you saw. But I can say
one thing that what I told you today is absolute truth."
He is in denial now. He can't believe khushi, if she is so
good and Shyam is so bad, then why she
never tried to reveal Shyam's truth, how she let his di made this nefarious man
God? Why didn't she scream to everybody about Shyam's truth?
"why didn't you try to tell me. why?"
She can't answer him, just lower down her gaze. But why
khushi didn't tell him that why she told shyam to leave Anjali? I feel so
annoyed with cvs to mess up with her character.
Arnav gets livid again, "answer me, why?"
He cups her beautiful, crestfallen face in his hand. He is
yearning her touch as he can see how bereaved she looks. He demands her answer
again,
"You always talk so much, but why you are quite today? You
always have answer for all the questions, how cum you are taciturn today?"
She brushes off his hand from her face and replies that she
didn't say anything because of his di. Cause her words would've ruined his di's
life. His di, whom he loves so much
"I was quite to protect your family. I didn't want that
because of me, your di's trust breaks, the most strong and deep trust of her
life."
Arnav is recalcitrant, spurns her weak justification. Again
Khushi didn't tell him the full truth. Why she didn't tell him that not di
only, her jiji also was the reason of hiding the truth. I remember she went to
tell Anjali and the Raizada family about shyam, but Anjali's possessiveness
about Shyam compelled her to change the decision.
Arnav thinks she just made up this story in pronto. That terrace
moment has imprinted his heart so strongly that it's indelible,
"chap gaya
hai mere dimag mein, jab mein tumhe aur ...aab woh nahi meet sakta."
His impervious dimaag what always wins against his dil. I
wonder how he forgot such important event that took place just few months back.
How he forgot Khushi's engagement with their paying guest named Shyam? La's
incessant tease to her made him angry several times. "yeh mere sagai ki anghooti."...how Khushi's engagement ring
made him shattered. And then by the poolside she herself told him about the
break of her alliance. After the cocktail party, she told him with broken heart
that she and her family will not forget the deception what happened with them.
Where Arnav's cognition gone? How it didn't come to his mind even once?
Khushi retorts him meekly,
"You saw what you wanted to see and you heard what you
wanted to hear. But it's not necessary that what you saw is near the truth."
He thinks Khushi is making up stories, so he strides fast
towards the car and hollers, "enough" he doesn't want to relent her. He comes
near her again and says her scathingly,
"Did you want to know why I married you; now you must know
you should remove the thought from your mind to ruin my di's life. I'll not let
you and shyam to hurt my di a bit. Be sure of that. "main achchi tarah samajh sakta
hoon ki Mrs. Arnav Singh Raizada banke jo paisa, aram aur shaan milta hai usse jaane
dena...I can understand what a profligate life a person can lead to
be as Mrs. Arnav Sing Raizada. Koi pagal hoga jo usse chor dega... "
Tears brim over her eyes and streaks down her cheek to hear
such insolence. He goes inside his car in peremptory manner. Khushi stands
there congealed for some moment. His every word annihilated her soul but still
she gets in his car. The storm has passed and she wants to salvage whatever is
remnant. In a flash her life seems to be have taken a turn towards an unknown
destination, leaving her scorched and terrified in it's wake.
Pause: I really couldn't bear his mean words. How could he
say that? He again accused her to be greedy. I wish if you would've known she
sold her mom' bangle to reunite him with his girlfriend!. By the way what a
profuse life she is leading? .wearing all her old ugly clothes, sleeping by the
poolside and earning money from her dabba service! Really kiss mittise bani hui
Khushi. I thought what I would do, if I fall into such situation? Perhaps I
wouldn't go with him, I'm too egoistic, like ASR. But Khushi is not like me,
she is an angel. Her endurance is too much. Or love can reduce people to
anything, even make them forget their ego. In that moment khushi just wanted
him to win her trust. She knows she did a cardinal scene to hide Shyam's truth
from him. or how can she bear such abhorrence from the man she loves more than
her life. Poor girl was riven asunder when he left her.
Babli again tries to make misunderstanding between Akash and
Payal. Akash changed a channel what she is not supposed to watch and when Payal
comes there during Akash's absence, babli made her turn that channel what Akash
didn't like. Obviously when Akash returned he gets mad at Payal for watching
the channel what he thinks not suitable for Babli. Babli enjoys their tiff from
a distance.
Don't know what cvs tried to convey by showing a kid like a
devil.
Arnav and Khushi are back in Shantivan. They are sitting
together in a couch, looking fresh. Good to see them in same frame. These two
looks so perfect together! Mami already sits with the food what Khushi brought
from GH. Anjali and nani are teasing Arnav, why he didn't gain weight and all.
Khushi tries to behave normal; she says he was busy with his work there also. Shyam
joins them what makes khushi embroils. It was disgusting how he was ogling
khushi. Khushi looks at Arnav with trepidation. Moreover his guileful words
make her agitated more.
"The house seemed so vacant without you?" to hear his
imprudence Arnav's eyes blaze as unsuppressed anger erupt inside him like lava.
Shyam twists his words in pronto, "I mean both of you."
Khushi dithers more. She can feel Arnav's rage. She looks at Arnav in consternation.
Arnav can't bear this creep's face, so he goes inside giving the excuse of his
work. While passing shyam he looks at him with darting eyes. And shyam smirks
derisively. How dare he deride him while leading his life on his money!
It's good that Anajli sends Khushi in, to take rest. Couldn't
bear Shyam's presence around Khushi. But Khushi I guess fearing to face Arnav
alone!
Khushi gives Payal the gifts what amma and bua gave to her.
Payal wants to know how much fun she did there and how was Preeto's marriage?
Khushi embroils remembering all. She recollects the tumult what she had with
Arnav some while ago. She dissimulates, that she is missing everybody. She sure
is missing them, she needs their care so much now, she even can't tell anybody
what clamor is going inside her.
A forlorn Khushi in her room is holding her blue dress what
takes her to the bridge and terrace. Arnav's accusation of her affair with
Shyam, the truth behind the forced marriage and his mistrust, the imbroglio
deranges her. Tears again start to roll down her cheeks in long shining
streaks. An undecipherable pain encompasses her heart. She mutters a
supplication inwardly,
"He has to trust me.
I can't live like that after knowing that his thought about me is so.." she
can't even think her Arnavji can think so low about her, she can't take his
rancor and abhorrence. Her feelings snub and her heart feels heavier than the
rain laden cloud. She thinks about the solution, whether she should make him
speak with amma, bua and Payal. But she averts her thought, fearing, if in rage
he tells them about their six months contract marriage! It seems arduous, but
his credence is the most important thing now. never in her life had something
seems more important than the way, wrong so perilously close to right, and made
her take another wrong decision again.
I never could think
that she is such a dolt who would go to a nefarious man like Shyam for help.
And how could she think that Arnav would believe shyam! The first person Arnav
will not believe is Shyam, he perhaps would've thought that it's another joint
ploy of her and Shyam. It was good that Shyam never came in front of him to
defend khushi.
Shyam is beside the poolside thinking how to take Arnav's
sign in the fake will paper. Is the pool beside Arnav's room or Anjali's room.
It's not easy to know the labyrinth of the Raizada house.
Khushi comes there and asks his help.
"if you want I can give my life for you. let's hear what you
want." His effrontery again made me so angry that I wished to throttle him
right then. How Khushi was bearing!
"Go with me and tell the truth to Arnavji." Khushi literally orders him.
Shyam doesn't understand what she is talking about, so far
he knows Khushi is not aware of the secret between Arnav and him. khushi
elaborates that he should tell him that there is no relationship between them,
whatever happened, happened because of him. She is not to blame.
"so he had told you why he married you. I guessed something,
there is some kind of tiff always there
How could she even expect that creep Shyam would listen to
her. As expected he tells her to leave the matter. But Khushi is tenacious, she
doesn't want any misunderstanding between her and the person whom she...she
doesn't complete. But she wanted to say the person she loved most. Clever Shyam
understands what she meant. He gets frenzied inwardly. He asks Khushi what he
will get in return. He strikes the iron when it is hot. He gives khushi some
papers and tells her that there were some mistakes in the paper, so he needs
Arnav's sign there. As Arnav already signed those papers and will be mad if he
is asked to sign it again, he wants Khushi to do this job for him. As soon as
she will get his sign in the paper, he will also tell the truth to him. He
thinks as a family member she should help him also. Khushi refutes, she knows
Arnav is angry now, but he is not that mad that Shyam will need her help to
make him sign the papers. Shyam incites her,
"Like the way you don't need my help to tell him the truth.
You yourself can tell him everything. You don't need my help, right."
Khushi agitates, Shyam understands that, it's the right time
to enmesh her to implement his work,
"apni apni karan, apni apni majboori. Just see Arnav neither
trusts me nor you."
Khushi cogitates, she wants to know again, are this papers
genuine or fabricated. Shyam confidently says that it's just business paper or
if she is so incredulous she herself can read before taking his sign.
plz ignore typos and mistakes.
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