OS : YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE!!

The night was so dark'the breath of the wind weaved through the trees'.the cold breeze was hitting her skin. She ran and ran and ran until her legs grew tired. Unable to stable herself she collapsed on the ground of grass squeezing the grass in her hands and tears brimming from her eyes uncontrollably .she did it..once again..she made herself a fool in front of the world and especially before the person she love..ANANT BAJPAI. Tears prickled down her dove eyes through her chubby cheeks , and finally slipping out of her plumpy pink lips..everything seemed so blur. She rubbed her eyes with her fingers and managed to stand up. She took few more steps forward. She looked around and came to a conclusion that she is lost somewhere. Well, atleast this seemed better rather than getting embarrassed infront of her friends. She took numb steps forward wiping her tears every second. She found a small pool of water. Strolling towards the pool she stood in front of it..she sat on the small rock on looked at her reflection. She wiped the tears which were making her vision blur. Sniffing and sobbing she bent down to have a perfect look at herself. There she saw a reflection..with spectacles and chubby cheeks..even in the reflection of water she can see her dried tear marks..she moved her hand towards her face..it was very chubby which made a moment when she smiled or even talked..her gaze shifted towards her body..her shoulders fat and plump like a swollen blue berry..she stood up and looked at her total refection. They she stood'navya , miss unpopular, miss weird , miss fat and mostly her well know name is miss 99kgs..her belly grown a bit in front..she angled her self in the sideways..she looked a bit like a pregnant'but she is not..thats her physique..she is fat..she is ugly..she is miss unknow..she is an accident..an orphan forever..and unfortunately she miss 99kg has fallen in love with mr. handsome of her college'the great anant..

Yes..anant is her friend since they were in school'he was the only friend who is a boy'well, she don't have any friends who were girls either..since her childhood , she is made fun..everybody teased her..about her specs and commented on her personality. She doesn't come out much'just because she is scared to show herself in the world..she was a numb and a weak girl..but since anant arrived in her life she has changed. Her world has changed from bitter winter to a colorful rainbow..he stood always beside her..as her rock..her hill, her mountain, her strength..her everything..unconsciously she fell for him..too deeply and madly'but she never had any guts to tell him..because she knew that her love will never work out..she is the ugliest girl as far as she know..and anant..every girl in the university falls for him. Its up to him to decide. There are many girls who stand in queen just for a handshake with him. And she also remembered, anant always call her balloon. She knew it, he have no such feelings for her..

But the feelings that are running through her mind and heart are very precious for her. He doesn't feel anything but she is the one who feels. The vibrations that pass when his hand rub over hers, she is the one who feels on cloud nine when he smile at her, she is the one who will be overwhelmed when he support her when someone comment on her..she is his friend, she is the one who knew everything bot him, his likes , dislike, but unfortunately she cannot be his girl..the one he holds, the one he cares, the he takes into embrace'a lone tear escaped her eyes along with her sobs. The thought of her not being his love broke her heart again and again smashing each and every piece of her broken heart..she slowly collapsed to the ground again..still she managed to live, to smile'because she knows that in love there is no compulsion that the other person also should love her..love is only about giving..she consoled her heart and convinced that she is not meant to be with anant and he is not in love with her.

And then came a fine day..Miss.prerna'anant's childhood crush. She has joined in the same university of anant and navya's. slowly things started to ruin. Its not that anant doesn't care her anymore. It's the matter that navya tarted feeling insecure. She very well knows how anant crushed on prerna in teenage. And now she is back. She is just scared that anant will leave her forever after his love enters her life. she had lived 22 years with anyone except anant. He is her shelter..what if he leaves her too..? she will be deserted.

Added to navya's fears prerna sensed that navya is in deeply and unconditionally in love with anant, which doesn't go along with prerna. She very well knew what is navya. a nerdy girl with round specs and 99kg physique. Infact she is startled that anant and navya are still friends. prerna can bet that anant is NOT in love with navya. but she have to make sure of one thing. She needs to eradicate navya from anant's life. She knew what place navya hold in anant's life. She is his best friend. Even he falls for pa, both pa and navya will hold same place. But prerna want all of him, all of his money, all of his possessiveness. navya is the only obstacle for prerna to make anant hers..hence her mission started along with her friends sim and pam.

They purposefully send navya roses and write slips that its from anant. And by the time navya reaches the place she sees la and anant together which destroy's her. But still navya held her heart in boldness and did not break so soon. prerna fumes every second seeing navya with anant..

No this is not working..so she needs a better , perfect plan to make navya cheap , not only infront of anant but in front of the whole university. For somedays prerna did not irk navya. little did she know that something big is cooking in prerna's brain. She waited patiently and kept her heart ready to face.

And then came the day of PROM. No matter how many girls request anant, he always dances with navya. he don't want to make her feel unwanted. But this time prerna begged him and finally he went to the prom with pa. navya did not break. She knew she have to face many things in future..where she might also see anant and la finally together.

The party was going fab..pretty girls with awesome gowns with their handsome hunks. There sat navya all alone watching prerna and anant cozily dancing. she noticed some discomfort in anant's facial language but didn't bother it.

And suddenly the lights went off. And her nightmare came true..navya still did not dare to face the tune..she heard a song..her fav one, the song which anant sang for the festival. navya slowly turned towards the video and tears rolled down her eyes..it was the song which anant sang but the video is of hers..she didn't knew where did prerna get the clip from. But it was the video of navya's dance. Everyday she close the door of her's and plays the song of anant and dance to its tune..she heard loud gasps all over the hall. And also very bad comments. Of course, who wouldn't laugh watching 99kg dancing on the bed with a teddy bear..her sobs grew louder..soon the trio, pa, tii and pam came out behind the screen. They played the video numerous times..navya slowly removed her specs..her vision was completely blurr, she covered her mouth to stop her sobs..her sobs grew louder as the laughter of the crowd echoed the hall' prerna increased the volume of the video clip..and the song, her dance , her teddy bear and most impotantly navya shouted I love you anant in the video..

She has done it again, made a fool of herself..she is never left without commenting..and today she has been called a stupid in front of the whole campus. She clutched the bunch of her dress with her head down..she was surrounded by all the boys and evil girls. Her blurred vision was unable to show her a way to move out..

Finally the video went off. The three evil witches approached her clapping. navya took huge breaths and faced them. The one sentence of prerna broke her again

prerna: so..the famous 99kg of the university is love with her best friend anant..

And the crowd cheered throwing pranks at her. She did not dared to lift her head up to face anant..still with her lashes low she saw his shoes approaching nearer and nearer. And there he stood before her

She waited for his accuses but the environment was silent. The hall turned silent waiting for the prince decision. She heard a gently yet determined voice

Anant: is this true navya?

Recollecting all the things happened navya started crying badly..its not that her love failed but its that she lost her best friend forever..she cannot face him again. She clutched the grass pulling them out from their roots..she want to shout out loud..her sobs getting harder and harder. For the first time she is hating herself looking at the reflection in water..she just want to end her life..she cannot face anyone again..

The winds breath is getting higher..she heard loud scowls of fox. Her heart gripped with fear. She looked around and did not find anylight except the moons. Where did she landed..one problem after another.she clutched her heart beat convincing herself that everything is okay..she is sure that she is lost in some woods because the party venue was near a forest..she cooled down when she heard yet another loud scowl. She stumbled back with fear..she have to run..she is so scared of the darkness that covered the skies..

She ran from there not knowing where to go. she has lost the way..she silently prayed for some help..she ran and ran and bumped into a hard well toned chest. Her force of the dash made him stumble back to..he head was correctly angled at his heart..she could hear his heart beat. Her eyes shot up..she pulled back and came face to face of his..she couldn't see him whole but the moon light glowed his face. His worry was clearly seen through his frowns. Fear gripped her heart. She don't want to get insulted again. Atleast not by her anant. She ran back away from him..she was actually swimming in air. Anant caught her shoulders trying to stop her going back to the woods.

navya resisted so much, with all his strength he made her to face. navya firmly let her head down not willing to face him. He cupped her full of chubby cheeks and forcefully made her look at him. Their eyes met'she felt the same vibrations she felt every time he look at her..she saw different in his eyes..so kind of dark and passion. And on the other side his gaze also demanded her answers..navya forced her eyes to escape his haunted gaze but he pulled her chin again and demanded

Anant: u owe me answers navya..

navya sobbed harder shut her eyes as tightly as she can. He heard his voice again, this time more louder

Anant: answer me ! Is it true that you..

Before he could complete she pushed him with all her force and shouted

navya: YES I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Her voice echoed many times. For a few minutes silence filled the air except her sobs and his sniffs. She clutched her heart and collapsed on the ground. Anant closed his fists and eyes shut unable to see her broken. Then he heard are fading voice

navya: im sorry anant. Im so sorry..i know u hate me..best friends are not meant to fall in love..but mein kya karoon..it happened with me..i fell in love with u..but..her breath hitched due to sobs..u no need to love me anant..i know I have lost u forever..i have broken ur trust..before u say something that burn me to ash, let me go..

With that she managed to stand but he pulled her against his chest. Her breasts smashed directly on his hard tonned body. Sparks flown in the air and body. Her body shivered at his touch yet she did not dare to let her eyes meet his. She don't know why, she is crying too much today..unending rush flowed like a stream..her sobs echoed in the air..she was dangerously close to him. They have hugged and move close while they are friends..but this intensity is different. She heard his tone

Anant: I love you too navya!

His tone, was firm, gentle, soothing..the most comforting words ever she heard from anant. navya stuck in the moment..their eyes locked. She saw his hand reaching her cheek, felt her cheek moved along with his finger.

He slowly wiped away gently her tears. how much hurt she has experienced? She felt unwanted? There prerna was insulting her and he stood with his hands in pocket like a dumb. He cursed himself. Now he cant make her cry more. She was still staring with him. Her red cheeks dried with tears and kind of shocked. Of course she will be. He never shown any kind of signs that he love her. This a defntly a big shock for him. He took a deep breath and

Anant: navya main..

Before he could speak she freed her self away from him. He forwarded her hands to reach her but she stumbled back..with FEAR..it was all over written on her face..

navya:N'No'you don't love me anant'you cant..

An frowned expression appeared on his face. He loved her. She need to be happy. But why is she behaving like this?

navya: enough anant! You love prerna. Not me..you both are

Before she could complete he pinned her to a tree. prerna? She thought he loved pa? Anger brazed in him. He just repeated on word

Anant: I said I love you navya..

She gathered her strength but his strength was greater than hers. She managed to whisper

navya: no..u don't

This irked anant a lot. Whats wrong with her? After waiting from ages he confessed and she saying no? he left her hands and asked her

Anant: whats wrong with you navya?

She freed herself and shouted

navya: haan..everything is wrong..just because of me..im wrong..now leave me..

He ran his fingers in his hair frustatingly..whats wrong with this girl. He was about to break the bench near by when she spoke put

navya: i don't deserve me anant!

His eyes narrowed. He turned back to see her sitting under the tree with her legs folded to her chest wiping her tears. seeing his confusion state she spoke

navya: u are Mr. perfect, im imperfect, u are a handsome hunk anant and im'im so ..'unknown..im an accident anant..you don't deserve me anant..you don't desrve me..u are worth of gold not an rusted iron like me..please leave me..

She sobbed digging her face in her chest. He rapidly moved towards her dragged her. She tried to free but he dragged forcing her. Finally they arrived to the same pond where navya ended up running. He dragged her to the pool to see the reflection..

He pointed towards the water

Anant: look at it'see who is there..you know who is that girl? She is my love. I loved her since we were kids..i fell in love with her when I first met her in aashram. But I decided to be her friend. Because I was scared of her reaction..dont know how she will react..? then another girl entered..i acted like im in love with her just becoz of my friend..i don't want her by any chance to know that im in love with her..because of the fear that she will leve me..

navya's eyes filled with tears..she gazed at her reflection

Anant: did u see her? Her face..how cute..just like a kid..she is my princess. Her cheeks are so chubby..when we were kids I used to pull them a lot..and the blush on her face..its not make up..she is a natural beauty..the princess of my heart..but she'she thinks that she is not worth of me..i love her so much..very much'but how should I tell her that her personality doesn't matter..she is always beautiful for me..i need her..but she is asking me to let her go'what should I do..how can I convince her that she is the queen of my heart..

navya was drenched in tears. he loved her..to this extent..and till now they hadn't expressed to each other..but still she don't deserve him..

Anant: look at her..she is still thinking that I don't worth her..navya's eyes snapped out..he drew her closer to him with her waist and replied

Anant: her name is navya..my navya..only mine..and im only hers..

navya looked at him..he was crying too..

navya: but anant iam..

Anant: shhh'..chup'bilkul chup'.i donn care how u look navya and whats wrong with you..you are perfectly fine for me..the most beautiful girl in the world..sont think im praising you but that's the truth..i love you..so much'beyond the skies'please accept me.. I will treat u like a princess'no more tears or pain.

navya nodded her head negatively..he took her palm and kissed its centre..she closed her eyes loosing her control but still whispered no..he kissed her forehead..and then the other chubby cheek..she still chanted no..suddenly she felt her body free from him. She opened her eyes and found him gone. She yelled out of her lungs

navya: anant!!!

He is gone..no this cant be..she ran a few steps and shouted again

navya: anant

No sign of him. She fell to the ground and shouted

navya: I love you''please come back!!!!!

She wiped her tears and looked around. There he stood beside the tree with a smirk. Forgetting everything she ran as faster as she can and hugged him stumbling him back. He smiled and hugged her lifting her weight..she is defntly heavier than he thought..navya realized and pulled back from the hug awkwardly..but anant pulled her more cozily and whispered

Anant: don't worry navya, I can live my life lifting you..

A dark shade crept in her cheeks..she was blushing..enjoying the view he replied

Anant: don't blush , I wanna eat ur cheeks..

That's it she hid herself in his chest, where she find her comfort all the time. He grabbed her hair and lifted her chin..

Anant: say it again..

navya smiled and replied blushing

navya: I love you anant..

His heart leaped in joy..he leaned to her lips..knowing what was coming navya losed her eyes..slowly his lips coverd her taking her into eternity..everything is new now..she has found her true self'in anant..and she promised silently that she will never think that she is ugly..well at least not now as she have the most handsome boyfriend by her side..and she is always his princess

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