Today was a masterpiece of emotions. OMG, how my heart cried to see Dev in such misery. that pain of loosing his beloved mom, because of his beloved kaajjal (thats what he know, he doesnt know about karan and the marbles). soetimes i feel how would it feel like to be ina situation like this, God save us from anything like this, but the way apoorva depicted the whole situation, the calm and composure, yet the assurance and authority in his voice and body language, that decisive look, and that anger later in the episode... i dont know what to say. Man, everyday apoorva outclasses his own performance. You are toooooo good apoorva. toooo good.
i was thinkning of Nt's sentence today that she said a couple of months ago, "kehtay hain, uppar wala sab kay naseeb main barabar kay gham aur khushi likhta hai, phir meray Dev kay naseeb main gham hi gham kuin???? yeh na-insaafi kuin??????" 😭 yar, main literally ro rahi hoon, i have tears in my eyes, just remembering those sentences, and i can't control my emotions right now. i never knew i could really cry like this, but apoorva and rati has outclassed every performance today. they have given a new meaning to the relationship of mother and son. Rati ji was totally superb in her death bed scene. What a real performance, acting comes sooo naturally to her. i loved you rati ji, u totally blew me away with those two and a half minutes of ur death bed scene. i am still lost in it, the chemistry between u two mom and son was amazing. yar mujhay apni mamam yaad aa gaaeen. o i miss her and i want to tell her "i love you mom, i am sooo sorry for all the times i hurt you, for i am sure there must be times, when i must have hurt you, and not understood you. i am sorry mom, please forgive me .. i love you. "
khair comming back to the episode. that blood dainay wala scene was amazing as well, the way the moma nd son looked at each other and talked in eyes, when he said silently, mom i am your dev, please pechnain mujhay, and she said silently, u r my son beta, please forgive me for suspecting you for evena single moment. o that was mind blowing.
And what to talk about kaajjal,, i really dont even want to take her name today, she totally ruined Dev's life once again. And now she realises what a huge mistake she has made. i remmeber Dev's words when he said to dhruv. "main nay jab bhi kisi say pyar kiya hai, uppar walay nay ussay mujh say cheen liya hai" O man, some to think of it, how hard would it be on someone who feels whoever he'd love, he'll losse. zindagi ka koee matlab hi nahi reh jata na. o God, please have mercy on our Dev. we cant see him like this. O GOD PLEASE.
and the last scene, Dev telling her with that same look in his eyes we saw in missourie days and later for some months, taht arrogant Dev Pratap Singh, who will take your life out of your body with just one glare and one look. the way he said "dont u dare touch my mom, you killed her" and she was ony like Deeeevvvvv, (serves you right you idiot girl, serves you right) and then Dev holding her hands and throwing her out of the house, very well done .. beautifuuly acted. and the last sentense, "u dont have anything to do my house or me........." that was the butter on top of it all. very well said and very well acted. O Dev, how we have waited to see you like this. this is what suits you, this is what you are ... this is your identity, dont ever let it go. and i sooooo agree with Hema, "if love can turn you into jelly, it can also turn you into stone" and i think we have scene both these things happening. Kaajjal love made him into a changed man, a warm hearted, soft loving guys, and now this love has destroyed his life and has taken away him mom, and has once again turned him into a stonehearted, ruthless person, who would as i said, snatch the life out ouf your body with just one fiery look. Welcome Back Dev. the whole Kaajjal parivaar is with you, and whatever you'll do now, we will stand by you. Promise.
also, i totally agree with Hema, Dev has been tested time and time again, every minute, every secone he has gone through hell, and tortured not by thers but by his own blood relations, and now he better give it back to everyone. its time for repaying ... i time to show them all, who the real DPa is and what can he do.
and about kaajjal, we know you had been crying for soo long, since Dev's accident, and we all were with you, but u made a huge mistake, you didnt turst your own Dev, when he was there in front of you. he gave u every proof, even that locket which never existed for you after the missourie days, he was ready to give his life for you, but you chose not to believe him. Well, what can i say, you asked for it, and so will you get it .. as it is said "what you sow, so shall you reap". you have lost it girl, why did you do this kaajjal, why???? why?????? 😔
anyways guys, once again, hats off to apoorva and rati ji ... u guys rocked today ... and Welcome back Dev. We love you.
This is something for you Dev, only for you, from the whole kaajajl parivaar:
Dil na umeed tu nahi, nakaam hi tu hai
Lambi hai gham ki shaam, magar shaam hi tu hai
Yeh safar bohat hai kathin magar,
Na udaas ho meray safar
Yeh safar bohat hai kathin magar,
Na udaas ho meray safar
Nahi rehnay wali yeh mushkilain
Kay hain aglay mor pay manzilain
Meri baat ka tu yaqeen kar, Meri baat ka tu yaqeen kar
Na udaas ho meray humsafar
Yeh sitam ki raat hai dhalnay ko,
Hai andhera gham ka phighalnay ko
Zara dair is main lagay agar, Zara dair is main lagay agar
Na udaas ho meray humsafar