As the episode opened with the memories of yesterday.. as her heart rending cries echoed..lacerating our hearts.. we were waiting with baited breath to watch what took place.. her eyes scrunched closed as her hands clutched her head trying to bear the pain..
And moment when a doctor was there to tend to her injured eyes she takes her hands down.. and with effort.. her left hand watch her body language.. the reluctance with which she leaves her face.. knowing she has to allow him to treat her.. subtle nuances.. but that way she faltered to get the hand down is like how even if its painful, we reluctantly allow a doctor to carry out a medical procedure in deference to their capability while our whole body screams to hold the place that hurts..
And as the doctor checks her stinging eyes her hand is again up close to her face, almost as if to drag his hand off her hurting eyes.. amazing what she infuses in her acting.. cz those r our reactions when we are hurt!
As her puckered brows.. crumpled face that showed her pain as her fingers tried to sooth again.. she wasn't listening to what the doctor was saying because her eyes were burning.. hurting her still..
And a reflex action as she blew out air, breathing in and out as if to sooth a burning tongue..cz she couldn't do anything except let the doctor minister to her eyes.. and she was agitated..
her soft jerk as the drops were put in her eyes...
and after the bandage was wrapped.. and she was laid down again she remained listless...tired after the ordeal..
till Laila came with her fake help.. and Paro smiled a little uncomfortably..
And as Maitili suggested that Rudra be told the way she was agitated.. her body language, from the way her head fractionally lifted off the pillow as she tried to impress upon her jija about not disturbing her major saab to the fingers that were clutching Maitili for assurance to the worried earnest expression on her face..
The uncertain gait..even when Laila was holding her around her.. her face concentrating a little worried..
And as Laila says the aloo zabzi being her husband's fav the shy smile..
that quickly turns in to a look of slight worry as she processes what Maitili questioned Laila about knowing Rudra's food habits..
And when Maitili apologizes and asks if she is still angry. the way she sweetly tries to cajole her jija that she was not at all mad and was doing only cz Laila forced..
And as Laila called and Maitili led her, look at her body language.. she is turned to Maitili holding her hands with both of hers.. TRUST.. dependency on her big sister..which was very much missing when Laila was the one leading her.
As Maitili leads her in to the room her hand outstretched and as she is warned about being careful she bites her lips concentrating hard..
And as Maitili continues cribbing, Paro's mirth at realizing Maitili was jealous n her sweet giggles as she asks about it..
and as she cajoles her out of it, the way her free hand reaches out to her again.. to touch.. cz a person who cannot see.. who cannot use their eyes to convey emotions to connect to people, are quite physical.. they use their hands a lot more.. and in this one single episode Sanaya had mastered just how exactly Paro would be reaching out to her jija when she wanted to impress something..touching her. holding her.. using alternative ways of body language to communicate..
And as she talks to her jija about how Rudra is changing. how his hatred for her having being vanished and how she would be more than happy to bear his wrath..
the knowing wise smile.. so gentle n serene when Maitili asks how she can bear so much.. how she learned to do it..
she explains how she perceives relationships..
and by the end of it as Maitili touches her with love she turns towards her naturally.. her hands once again searching for the familiar hands..and she holds her..
Her exultant expression as she happily says about how simple steps in marriage and the love that will follow will happen..
but as the reality of having to leave him to fulfil her promise dawns on her.. her face falls..
And she is about to cry in her isolated world.. when Maitili's touch brings her back.. and as she questions her about climbing the rest of the stairs.. the imperceptible moment when her hand clutches the chair harder.. bracing herself..
And as she is shocked about Maitili bringing about Laila.. she again.. reaches with her hand to hold her jija.. to feel connected to her..
She is worried as she listens.. her face shows that worry..
And when Maitili asks Paro about her feeling anything about Laila talking about Rudra with proprietorial air.. Paro's face momentarily worries.. before a ghost of a smile touches her lips.. lighting up her face..
As she with convictions tells Maitili that she trusts in her husband.. thus everything a Laila may do becomes null and void..
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