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well this is my 1st try guys...something random popping into my head...its crazy..but god knows maybe it makes some sense...
it had been 11 years...11 years since he had seen her the love of his life draupadi...he could still remember her eyes ...deep black shining with love as she put the garland around his neck...love...the expression suited her delicate beautiful features but what he had seen after their marriage was not love..far from it really..cold hard accusation..she dint understand what he had gone through when she had left for his eldest brothers room that night...why should i share MY wife had gone around his head soo many times...it had become pointless after a while and he just needed to get way from the opressing atmosphere of indraprastha..so he had left..in 12 years he remembered guilty dark eyes watch his retreating back...Ulipi had surprised him..she had made him happy for the few months he had been with her..he missed her maybe but all he could recall about Ulipi was now gentle deep brown eyes smiling at him and holding him in support .. she had given him a reason to continoue living and then she had dissapeared...like an amazing dream he could never completely see.. then chitrangada had come into his life the beautiful warrior princess..he loved her ?? did he ?? or dint he ?? he dint know maybe he married her cause she reminded him of some long lost love..forbidden love he could never have..she reminded him of the fire ever present in a pair of coal black eyes..even in painful situations the fire never left those eyes...maybe thats why he had married her..he had tried to find HIS panchali in her..and he had failed a few years with her..and chitrangada only made him remember what he wanted to forget..he had left her like every other woman..she dint complain..he loved her too he supposed when he felt his eyes get teary before he left her..he had looked at her eyes and promised to come back to see her..she had smiled and kissed his forehead and sent him..now he really dint know where he was going..he honestly had no idea..he sighed and sat under a tree...he heard the beautiful notes of a flute somewhere...
Udne Ki Aasha
