PART 33
Ruquaiyya will hear what Maham said to her when she was passing through near her khema...
Ruquaiyya was sobbing in her chambers..."Hoshiyyar, i am so bad that Maham used so mean words against me"
"nahin begum sahiba, Maham is big fish she wants to make you jealous so that she can achieve what she wants..."
Ruquaiyya stops her sobs...and starts her evilish smile again... and wipes her tears...
"just now i have dragged Maham out of the palace to keep her busy with me, when we return after a while, all the courtiers positions would have well occupied by others according to my wish, and Maham will be again appointed as Daaayi of my child...and what she thinks only she can play games...i can play better games than her, maham soch bhi nahin sakthi meri khel kahan tak seemith hai"
"yes Begum sahiba, when we return jodha begum would be carrying your son in her womb... and all things will happen as your wish..."
"haan hoshiyar sab log mujhe mahan samjenge, and my position will raise again more than Marium makhani...as the waaris will be raised by me"
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"jalal, i want you and jodha begum to go out of the palace for few days...as i see you always busy in siyasath"
jalal seems to be irritated with constant interference of the women in his personnel matters...
"ammi jaan, i cant leave siyasath to entertain a begum..."
jalal thinks to walk away from situation...before he could go...Bakshi bhanu catch hold of his hands...
"bhai jaan dont run away, listen to ammi jaan once"
HB continues...
"jalal, why dont you understand, for siyasathi welfare its needed"
jalal seems to understand what they want...but he pretends as if he didnt get what they want...
"ammi jaan i cant understand what you speak sometimes..."
HB seems to be irritated with jalals ignorance as she knows how important a waaris to this sultanate than anything else in this world...
"jalal i can see that there is still lots of distance between you and jodha begum, agar aisa hi raha, than how can i see my grandchild face before i close my eyes..."
he holds her hand and assures her
"Ammi jaan, i know you will live longer, i pray to allah that you will see your great grand children too"
"ameen"
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Jodha will be busy with silayi work on jalals jaama... she wanted jalal to wear this new jaama as she herself had done silayi work on it for the first time for him...jodha sees him walking towards their hojra... she feels happy to see him there as her silayi work was almost complete.. she wanted him to try this jaama ...
jalal as usual walks in to his hojra with attitude ignoring jodhas presence in his hojra... jodha was used to his ignorance..she got up to respect him... she folded hands to wish him pranaam...but he ignored and sat on his couch... and clapped hands to call the daasis... She feels upset that jalal still ignores her even after so many days of staying in same hojra...
she had learnt to live without him all these years never longed for his attention and affection of husband towards her, but the moment Ruquaiyya gave responsibility of taking care of him and staying with him in the same room for day and nights, seeing him all the time... has just got some attachement in her heart towards him, but the ignorance he was showing towards her was giving her unknown pain to her heart... she knew she dont love him, but she dint knew why it hurts when he neglects her...
Jodha sits again with her work... but her hands are slowed down and her eyes are filled with tears, and her voice gets heavy as she dont even know how to ask him to try this jaama on him, she remebers few days back when she met him inside his room and when she made him eat her cooked food how polite and good he was, how he held her hands and how peacefully he spoke to her, but all of a sudden he had changed again, she could never understand one time he shows his anger on her and one time he shows his good nature to her, but she could not understand what had happened to him after Ruquaiyya Begum left to Kabul he had changed a lot he started ignoring her again,...
Daasi comes to jalal and bends her head and stands in hope of getting his order... Jalal looks at her and orders her to massage his head as its paining a lot...
Jodha looks at him in a hope that he calls her to massage his head... but he looks at other side... she wipes her tears being his wife he avoids her from all the works of a wife..
"mother and sukanya says i need to give this relation one more chance, what can i do if shehensha ignores me, he agreed to stay with me in this hojra because Ruquaiyya begum insisted or else he would have not stayed with me under same roof...ammi jaan cant understand to become three we need to become one and to become one we need to understand each other, to understand each other we need to talk with each other but he dont even look at me, baccha bahuth dhoor ki baath hai, i want to become mother, but before that i want to feel love, i want to be in love, i want him to understand me and love me before we take this relationship to next level"...
.Daasi starts pressing his head but jalal seems not to be comfortable with it...jalal closes his eyes...
"daasi dont you know how to massage, only Ruquaiyya begum can do it better". Lady feels scared and trembles to massage further, jodha signals her to come aside as she will do it, she moves silenlty towards him without waking him uo... Jodha takes the work of daasi and massages his head she feels happy ... jalal seems to be relaxed now...she makes out by seeing his face expression that he is okie with the massage now...she smiles in proudness that he liked her massage over Ruquaiyya begums...
"wah tum acchi malish karthi ho ..." jalal praised jodha thinking it to be daasi...
jodha feels happy that he is happy with her work but jalal wont get any response from the daasi...so ... jalal opens his eyes and sees jodha standing there and her hands still massaging him...
he gets up and looks other side with angry tone...
"Daasi, i asked you to do the work..."
jalal was about to punish the women.. when jodha interferes...
"shehensha its my fault please forgive her, i asked her to give her work to me..."...
jalal walks off before she could further speak... leaving jodha hurt and with tears...
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"i knew shehensha dont like me than too Ruquaiyya begum gave his responsibility to me, why i need to stay here in his hojra when he ignores me ...i will tell ammi jaan that daasis are there to take care of him..."
She wipes her tears and was about to go to Hamida when Bakshi Banu comes to see jodha...
"bhabhi jaan, you must be happy that bhaijaan is taking you outside the mahal..."
Jodha seems to be surprised...
"you must be joking Bakshi Bhanu, shehensha cant tolerate me in this hojra for seconds, he hates my presence in his life than how will he take me out with him, may be it must be salima begum or pinaaz begum you might have misunderstood"
Bakshi laughs...
"hmmm bhabhi jaan, dont act so innocent the whole harem knows how much bhai jaan is lattu over you, he feels shy the moment anyone takes your name infront of him..."..
.jodha thought that Bakshi is pulling her leg..
"hmmm bhabhijaan get ready soon you both are going out today itself bhaijaan asked me to help you in packing...enough of pretending bhabhijaan... you know what all the women in harem are jealous of you"
Jodha seems to be confused how its possible when shehensha dont even look at her... " why are they jealous ?""
"because, bhaijaan loves you a lot, and Ruquaiyya bhabhis have let you with bhaijaan .. and ammi jaan loves you, and more than anything, all love you for your beautiful innoncent heart..."
Jodha and jalal will be ready for their yatra... HB blesses both of them... Salima seems to be happy to send both of them all alone for few days untill their hichkichahath comes down...
"jalal jodha, when you both return back i want to hear good news, humein apni pothe ki kush khabri sunadena"
all the ladies present their wishes the blessings "Ameen"
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They both set for their journey, away from all... Jodha could not understand jalal little bit too...his behaviour was confusing her more...
"sabko sirf bacche ki fikr hai, no one knows what we feel for each other, i cant understand him, nor i can understand myself whether i love him or not...than how can i let him touch me.we need time to understand each other before.."
It was getting dark outside, jodha sees jalal and some soldiers are proceeding front of her palkin...jalal orders all to halt at the place and all gets busy putting their tents... Jodha meanwhile sits on the nearby rock... waiting for jalal to talk to her ...but jalal again ignores her and gets busy with the audhedhaars...jodha could hear what they are talking...but jalal was not bit worried for her...
jodha thinks to herself... all he wants is one child from me, not bothered about me, nor he loves me... simply he takes me everywhere to show to world he cares for me, he still hates me...how can he easily forget adham bhaijaans death, Maham manga could not forget it, how can shehensha forget it... he cant love me never... he just wants to show the world everything is fine with rajputs and mughals ...thats it nothing more than that...
Jodhas tents gets ready, the daasi informs and takes jodha to her tent, and they help her to change her clothes...after a while jalal walks inside her tent and sits on the bed, jodha notices that jalal seems to be restless she was suprised that shehensha came to spend his night in her khema tonight... she feels jalal is waiting for her to talk and break the silence...but jodha chooses to be silent she feels something is not right today in jalals behaviour as he was constantly staring at her moment he had entered her khema...and she inspect the whole tent to see her sleeping arrangements..but there wont be anything to sleep other than bed...
Jalal smirks to himslef... there is nothing here to sleep other than this bed jodha ...
Jodha goes near the bed and picks up the pillow and one bedspread and spreads it down the floor next to the bed and sleeps on it... turning her face away from bed...
jalal again smirks and selftalks.." dont she know for what purpose i took her out of mahal ... she is trying to grab attention from me... but if i need a waaris i need to go to her, this ammi jaan and Ruquaiyya has put me in this dilemma to spend night with this bhagin.i am not going to leave her tonight..."
Sleep takes over jodha meanwhile... jalal quitely moves out of his bed and goes to jodha who is sleeping on ground... he locks jodha between his arms and quite closely moves his face towards her... and brings his lips near her.. in an attempt to kiss her...
he stops for a while and looks at her beauty... she is mesmerizing on top of it the weather was complimenting her beauty, the cool breeze was blowing over her making her little open hairs to fly over her face flying sometimes on her cheeks sometimes over her forehead... jalal tries to balance his body on one hand and without waking her up removes those flying hairs over her face and places them gently behind her earlobes..
jalal realizes that he must be wrong to proceed for physical proximity when his wife is asleep... and moves away from her body...he moves out of the tent as he is not able to control his urge to feel her womenly form...
"no jalal you are not wrong, she is your wife, its your right... and how many more days you need to stay away from her physical proximity one or other day you need your waaris, why not today, what if you dont love her dont understand her, there are many womens in the harem with whom you spend nights without even knowing their names, jodha is one among them, but the difference is you know her name and know you are getting in this relation to get the waaris... that is what ammi jaan wants a waaris.. and even jodha is very well aware of it that i had brought her with me to get waaris."
Jalal walks back to the tent and again stands near the foot of her bedding on the floor... and this time he leans towards her who is lying peacefully on her bedding ... not knowing what game her fate is going to play in the coming days...!!!!!!!!!!!!
he moves his hands over foot, gently feels them, jodha could feel his touch and pulls her foot away from the manly touch... she changes her karwat as she feels disturbed in sleep... he removes his jaama and places them on the bed,... removes his finger rings, his motis haars and places them on the nearby table...
he runs his hand over her delicate arms... she trembles little by his sensual touch, he than feels her little exposed back which was above her lehenga and beneath her blouse,,,, he feels her smooth skin... he feels her softness,, he while feeling her back gets quite aroused and moves his hand further around her back near her belly and pulls her near his body... and presses her naval part little hard...
by this action of his jodha wakes up from her sleep and bends to see his fingers are playing over her naval parts... it scares her first... she quitely turns around to look in to him... with little scared and in embrassment... as she was not quite sure to let him proceed further or not...she looks quite in to his eyes in little disbelief what he is up to ...it was unwelcomed physical proximity from her side, but she knew she cant deny him his rights... but her mind was running wild when he was touching her exposed back... he rolled his arms around her waist and he pulled her further near him and he was feeling her back and he moved his hands above to feel her exposed neck parts...
jodha was not ready to give him his rights but she dint had courage to stop him from his touch ... she also knew it was not love from him, it was just a duty for him to get his waaris from her...he looks in to her eyes and gently rolls on her top...
he quitely gets on top of her balancing his body on his two hands...away from her without putting his weight on her... as he knows her delicate body cant withstand his weight... he puts his weight on his left hand and moves his right hand over belly... over the exposed naval...the wind blows a bit and her chunni falls back to its place to cover exposed belly... it irritates jalal and he holds her chunni and pulls it away from her and throws in the tent... exposing her curvy body to him... he smirks seeing her beauty which was ready to be ruled by him, any man can go crazy for this women, she was women of desires, no one can get enough of her beauty, jalal has ruled many women ..but he had not come across such a beauty in his lifetime, her rosy petal like lips, her dove hazel eyes inside which he wanted to lost for lifelong...her firmly placed breasts... her curvy figure, her soft skin, her arms...her long silky hairs... her shyness, ...
but jodha was not shy but was scared towards this sudden development in their relation, just one hour before he was not ready to look towards her, he had not spoken to her from many days... he dint even called her by her name from months.. but all of a sudden he is using his husbandly rights over her body...
she was sad and hurt that he dint even tell her once that he loves her, he dint even ask her before touching her, she had turned out to be another women in the harem, with whom jalal spends nights without even knowing their names...jodhas thoughts were broken when
he kisses her forehead gently first than showers his kisses on her cheeks slowly... jodha closes her eyes to let him do what he wants, as she was sure she cant stop him now, as it can break her relation with him again, she dint want to go back to amer again she dint want to loose him again, she knew one rejection from her side will affect her Amer again, she dint want her amer to suffer... she quitely lies beneath him to satisfy his lust... for jalal it was neither lust nor love, it was his duty to fulfill his ammi jaans wish to see her grandson, to make Ruquaiyya happy by giving his waaris to be raised by her...
he proceeded further to kiss on her lips... he pressed his lips hardly on her rosy petals... it was as soft as rosy petals.. he holds her lower lip between his lips and he gently bites them ... jodha just lies down without responding to his desires
... jalal could never read any womens emotions when he is on the bed with them, so he could not make out that jodha is not willing for this proximity, his tongue invades her mouth and he bites her tongue... untilll he gets satisfied jodha feels terrible as jalal seems to be getting wild, it was first time for jodha to be with jalal after their first kiss but jalal was very wild this time than before...jodha was running short of air to breathe...and upon that his body weight was making her difficult to breathe... it was crushing her body beneath him, jalal forgot to be gentle with her when he was kissing her wildly, he even bit her lips so that it left some teeth marks on them...her rosy cheeks turned red too as he bit them while caressing them... he breaks the kiss to take the breathe...he kisses on her lips again and bites them gently...she closes her eyes in pain again and the tears rolls down her eyes as it was giving her pain in his pleasures...
he proceeds down her squeezes her firm breast to feel its softness... kisses on her necklines... moves his hands over back of her neck and unties her blouse dhori.. and rolls her down so that she faces the bed and he kisses on her exposed back near her dhori... he kisses her back lying on top of her back he unbuttons her blouse in the back, he rolls her again to face him kisses on her forehead again... at one jerk removes her blouse and throws on the ground... exposing her womenly form to him... he kisses her firm bossoms feels her softness ... holds her curvy waist and presses her hard... jodha could not resond to his manly desires but she dont even deny his desires... jalal could not even make out her rushing tears as the tent had turned dark after the lamps blew off the lights with sudden blow of air...
jalal gets on top of her to enter her, she tries to stop him as she was not ready to let him proceed... he holds her both hands to stop her from denying him ...he kisses on her lips..pressurizing her and pressing her fist against the bed...he pins her against the bad... she cries in pain.. jalal feels the pleasure inside her womenly form..
he kisses on her lips again while feeling her pleasure... she feels the pain as he keeps banging her mercilesly satislying his manly desires, he waited for her to satisfy him from many years, but his desire had come true today, he dint want to leave her anymore, nor he want to miss any moment to feel her pleasure, jalal finally feels satisfied and lies next to her covering himself... jodha turns around away from him to wipe her tears...but jalal quitely wears his clothes leaving her alone inside the tent moves out without speaking to her again...
jodha feels pain in her tummy due to the love making, she holds her tummy and she trues to gets up and struggles to sit on her bedding...she could not call the daasis as she was half naked this time... she finds her chunni lying inches away from her, she streteches her hands to pull it to cover her naked upper body. she than grabs her blouse and wears them.
the night finally fades away welcoming the morning...
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RECAP: Jodha faces jalals anger again...
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Edited by Parijatrocks - 11 years ago
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