Yes Paro, you really do not know Rudra .

Originally posted by: Maano_billi

Agree with u its easy to give a.lecture that lyf moves on but more difficult if one has to do it practically paro still dxnt understand the depth ov rudra's wounds cvs need to show us that how can he luv smone wen his own mother left him? He'll only love her completely nd wholeheartedly wen he feels secure that she wont leave him 4ever 4 the sake ov sm1 else

Why am I not surprised that you would see it that way 😊

Originally posted by: DexterRocks

I have mixed feelings about tonight's episode. The episode was filled with melodrama otherwise one or two genuine and high points.

My topic will revolve more around Rudra and his convo with Paro. I think i will and can rewatch this episode only to see the scene when Rudra sees Paro after he regains consciousness. The way he hums her name, and as soon as he sees her feet bleeding, the agony and the restlesness came out so brilliantly onscreen. Like the fact that how CVs keep Rudra and his reflexes so subtle, calm and human, and does not restrict him to any other random heroes we watch on TV.

A special mention to Ashish for the scene, he is so expressive, and his voice modulation is so heavenly, Paro otherwise is a name for us, but whenever Rudra mentions the name, the passion oozes out, the depth of his struggle and intensity which he suffers for Paro, it oozes out the way he calls her. Today it sounded so beautiful and divine that he was still on his death bed and still he took her name, he could see nothing but her bleeding feet. Such awesomeness can only be Rudra, one of the best male characters of TV right now.

Coming back to Paro, i found her better yesterday, yes she broke down, and had asked her major saab some questions, which she normally does not dare to ask. Tonight, all i could see her is back to square again, yes shiv mythology, and her notion of Rudra hating on her.

When Rudra says to her that she still does not know him completely and understand him, he is technically RIGHT. She certainly is unaware of the depth of his wounds, yes she also had an aweful past, but comparing her one with Rudra's one once again shows that how she is yet to get knowledge about his suffering and his inner struggle. The man struggles in his every breath, as he tries to supress his feelings for her and instead behaves in a manner only to color himself black in front of her with the hope that she will hate him and run for her life, which can only have bitterness if his love traps her. But unfortunately Paro is still naive, she still thinks and feels that Rudra hates on her, and he cannot tolerate her presence, thus her last lecture tonight. Yes she can claim to love him and understand him, but UNDERSTANDING is still not there.

Th moment she asked him that how can he hate her and for how long / the look on his face was of relief, he for once felt that the girl is believing which i wanted her to believe.

Lastly, i did not understand one thing, at one side she is advicing him to get away from his past which restrains him to express his golden heart, and on the other side she is preparing to leave him in an isolated state once again ? Why try and nurture his wounds when once again intentionally/unintentionally you are going to make him face the similar situation ?

Plus, it is easy for paro to give a 2 min advice on how life should be lead by moving on, because her wounds had a healing, she had a beautiful upbringing, her mamisa and maala were her two divine mothers, her saheli and nandu jija and now maithili are her friends, support, Rudra is her protector, the man who made her into a strong and independent lady from the delicate village girl she was. But what about Rudra, his life is a net of unanswered questions and nightmares, his mother abandoned him for her reasons, he did not have the opportunity to question her also, and his father brought him up for the sake of it, with all bitterness and the grief which he wanted to get rid off. His only pride, his uniform and job got snatched away from him, blaming him as a women abuser, the very woman whom he protects with all his life and blood. So it is not that easy as paro thinks, i like the fact that Paro wants to heal him, but she is too naive and still does not have the capacity to realize and understand the deep ocean Rudra is.

As i had said earlier, it is easy to love and worship a person when you know completely about him, that how he saved you, your nation, your pride, your honour, and thus Paro's worship towards him has no second thought, But it is equally tough to love a woman as passionately and as intensely when she thinks and presumes you as an abuser, a killer, a man who can stoop at any level for his ulterior motives and such is the case of Rudra. He was happy to recieve her hatred and still love her, as he never feared of losing her, but now he just wishes that she would never fall for him because as much as he loves her, he knows that he cannot tolerate a separation from her, especially when he has become so helpless in his love, he cannot even fake his rudeness and arrogance these days, eventhough he tries a lot.

Originally posted by: DexterRocks

he still loves her, infact how can we all forget Laila's words? she had told him in his face that how his every move expresses his love for Paro.

Th only difference now is that, before he could easily rome around with his feelings as he knew that she hates him, and thus no second thought or query he had. He believed that she would continue hating the jallad he is and thus he would never struggle with his feelings.

But now when she fell for him like crazy, he is just left hopeless, neither his tactics of dissing her is working and nor his rude or curt behaviour, but yes for once the poisoning worked as she is ready to leave him now, and what a fate he has, its now that he genuinely wants her with him, esp after the jaipur journey. moreover, she is making him believe that how she is his life and she wants to give him happiness, which he is believing also, but then she herself is preparing to leave him in that state again ?

I can only feel bad for him. Paro will be content in her mind that yes i have sacrificed for my major saab and he must be happy, but what about him ? once again the brutal betrayal, the isolation, the incomplete love he had felt. its tragic.

and yes, Paro's character loses teh charm more because she is restricted to a typical hindi serial female lead, no extra charm or x-factor, and the worst is when they make her do so much melodrama as they did today .

Originally posted by: AyeReKhushi

Why am I not surprised that you would see it that way 😊

For starters, I don't agree with Rudra "made her into a strong and independent lady"...uh what? Paro became a strong, independent lady when Tejawat revealed his true face to her and she beat him up and escaped ON HER OWN. She did what even the BSD officers couldn't do.

yes, but thats your notion about it. Paro herself said to her maami, and even to herself that Rudra is the man who changed her life, showed her the ultra meaning of life and dignity, the truth and honour. Beating tejwata seriously ? even a lil kid beats a goon if he/she is attacked. BSD could not kill tejwat only becaus ethey had to save Paro , Rudra was about to shoot Tejwat, but Paro backstabbed him, hit him and saved tejawat. and its because of Paro's this foolishness that Tejwat is still faraar, otheriwse BSD's plan was full proof, they failed tejwat's mission of smmugling guns in the mahashivratri. and i dont mean that Rudra should be entirely credited for her progress, but he definitely has a contribution, a big contribution. It takes two for a tango, if people can think that Paro will change Rudra then it has alreday been shown that how Rudra has changed Paro, who now do not need to talk with butterflies or have nightmares, she is a free bird, who fell in love, because the man showed her the path and obviously not tejawat.

And one thing I don't understand. When Paro used to ignore his harsh words and refuse to let him go, you all call her clingy and naive. When she listens to what he wants and lets him go, you all still call her naive. She can't win. I think she tried her best with him. She always looked out for him, cared for him and loved him, despite his many threats telling her to get out, she stuck with him. Whatever she does in her life is for him, not for herself.

when she forced herself on him, she was supposed to tone down with her efforts to win him because ultimately she ruined his job, plus tell me one thing how could Rudra believe that she is in love with him out of the blue when the same girl claimed to hate him 2 days ago, only because she found a doll and she decided to love him ? Rudra thinking that way is valid, any human in their mere senses would think like that, even Paro if she would face a similar situation. and yes he told her everytime to get out, and she also replied that no matter how much he hates on her, she will be firm in her stand. and now the matter has turned different, now he wants her to stay with him, obviously you cannot expect Rudra to blatantly say it, and unfortunately Paro does not have the capacity to read his mind or eyes. Comeone, the man who just fought his death, the first reaction he gives is at his wife's bleeding feet, and the very same wife still feels that he hates her ? only because he is rude which he apparently is with every other person in this world. sometimes we should believe in our eyes, and I am sure one day Paro will become more mature and understand him instead of just claiming about it.

I for one am glad with the way things are going now. Rudra has been telling her to leave him alone for god knows how long...he calls her shameless, says he wishes he never met her, etc. Now he will get his wish and hopefully understand her worth.

tell me one thing, he calls her shameless and that hurts a lot right ? there were uncountable moments she also called him jallad, killer, abuser, but he still protected her, atleast as much as he could do. didn't she understand his worth once she backstabbed him and ran away with tejawat ? atleast Rudra does not need someone else to understand Paro, he understands that she loves him, he does and thus he wishes that she would never do it, because she is too delicate and angelic for a rustic man like him, thats what he believes. If she could never judge Rudra's intentions by staying with Rudra for months then it is not a crime if Rudra asks her to leave him especially when he has a battered past related to the only woman in his life, his mother.

and yes I am also glad that she will leave him, hopefully we can get some intense and heartbreaking scenes from Rudra, i always loved his such scenes.