Mhaara Rudradev,
Main to udd rahi hoon...aur mere gaal bhi laal hai.. Na na... not because you apologized and manaofied your roothe hue manbasiya: Paro. But, baat kuch... kuch aur hai.
Tell you what, you are indeed an inspiration. And how?
Last night, my Nehal, surprised me. Totally, totally, totally.. that I am in love with him once again and again and again.
He did something which I have never witnessed in all these eight years of our married life.
It was very different. Something magical. And I am still living it.
Yesterday was an extremely pathetic at work. An acute professional crisis. Life sucked. Vented on facebook. Got sloshed, missed 9.30 and blew up @ home, wailed and wailed and howled big time. A sharp pain in the heart and a strange feeling of losing one's self ... screaming ... The world is unfair, life is unfair, wont go to work tomorrow, I cant survive in this mean world, mean people and what not.
"Ho gaya?" Nehal said. "You cannot cry like this. My alien (he is convinced that I am from a different planet) my jhaansi-ki-raani, you cannot fall to all this. Don't worry everything will be fine. Arre think of world peace. They need you".
Wiped my tears and hugged me.
He surrendered the remote to me and said lets watch your Rudra.
"This is my biggest sacrifice for you till date. Chal lets watch your Rudra together. Anything for you my baby," he said. We actually enjoyed the episode together.
Albeit, with his live commentary.
"Tera Rudra to mujhe hamesha nashey mein lagtaa hai.. Army mein grass sastey mein miltaa hoga nahin? Aur who kaki, uskey jaisi koi vixen nahin hai boss!!
Rudradev, as you wiped your Paro's tears near the fountain, Nehal smirked, "look. Your Rudra is not an original lover. He just copied me. Just like I did, he is now wiping that baawi's tears. Copy cat hai copy cat."
And I was shocked.
But, there was more to come.
Suddenly, Nehal started singing the title track Rangrasiyaaa rangrasiyaaa...and it was such a cacophony.. completely dissonant... I was so sure the entire neighbourhood was up because of this sudden high octane besuri gayaki..
"I can also sing for you. Woh akela hi nahin hai jo itnaa besura gaa sakta hai... mein bhi hoon usko competition dene ke liye..."
So Rudradev, a very big big big big big thank you. For making my love make me feel special and treat me like his precious treasure.