😆😆😆😆...I couldn't stop it...sorry!!
Now...getting serious...Paro Bai Sa...I know this marriage scenario is very very confusing...especially in your case...coz well lets just say, your case is unique..u being what you are and your shreeman ji being what he is 😃 (yup...note kijiye...he loves the shrimatiji tag...so u might as well call him shreeman 😳!!)
But there is no other way to say this...so we at IF will be very honest...(and we are experts at this..we excel in brutal honesty..what say girls😃). You met him, feared him, challenged him, despised him then you hit him, and finally fell like a ton of bricks for him (you are not the only one...he has almost a 100% success rate in IF too and that's quite an achievement seeing we range from 14 to 60 😉). Happens...especially in soapy soaps...but the issue here...the man is a fraud. Yes, cutie pie baisa...Major Rudra Pratap Ranawat is a sham!!
You see the whole world sees a rough and tough and especially buff Major Hottie Sa...but that's a facade. He is one of the most sensitive man I have ever come across. He has an unbelievable capacity to love and stay loyal. Ask him mom and she will tell you that no mom could ever wish for a more adorable little boy...yup he was quite a handful and naughty, but extremely loving and caring. Hmmm doesn't sound like the guy you know ...right?? The problem is the little boy kept on loving, but none returned the favor, so the grown up man, shut shop!! He now just refuses to get involved in this love shove business.
He says he married you to take revenge, to make your life miserable. He is furious with you. He despises you and your ethereal beauty. Pure BS (sorry...shuddh ********* ) 😃!! He loves to lie and act. It's all an act put up for the benefit of the world (and for girls like us, so we leave the hunk alone)!! He doesn't want to get hurt any more. Rudra refuses to love and be left again, so the defense mechanism.
I can prove it...throw your mind back Bai Sa..ya..see him?? The guy who tended to your foot, took slaps for you, scrubbed your poison off like a maniac, refused to let you pick up his shoes coz it hurt your dignity, panicked when you disappeared even for moment...wont let go of your hand even when u hit him with your trademark danda...and the guy who just two days back went berserk looking at your wet n painful condition and nursed you throughout the night...yeah...the same idiot who got drunk and forced you into a mockery of a marriage...they both are the same.
Confusing?? Puzzling,..an enigma..a mystery?? He is all of this but a lot more too. To a simple soul like you he will seem all twisted, yet keep faith, Every single vow he took, he will keep, coz he is a man of his word, a man of honor...just reverse them 😃!! Cause that's exactly what the cheater did, he said the opposite of what he felt and meant !!
Its not even been twenty four hours and the only damage this roaring inferno has done is to make u drink up a jugful of milk (u being lactose intolerant n all 😆)...and asked you to make tea for him. Its ok if u didn't or couldn't make it...the guy will make do...he will simply sit next to you on the floor, explain himself gently and then tend to your accidental wounds, claiming to be your husband and wanting his care taking rights!!
So our innocent bholi bhagat Bai Sa..Don't worry at all. He might roar, but he wont bite (he only nibbles at the right places...err..hmm😳). He might seem hard to crack but he is all mush inside. He might bring forth the fury of hell but a drop from your eyes will extinguish all his fires. He will try n scare you, but he wont let any fear ever get near you. Rudra might claim eight vows of hatred tie him to you...but the man will indeed take seven janams before he lets go of you. He will pretend to be blind to you, but nothing will ever escape his hawk like eyes. Hottie Sa will act indifferent, but he is just different!! He wont let you say anything nd that's cause he can read u like a book!!
You love him...to the core of your being...so you are never gonna let him go. And all the married experts at IF claim with full confidence that you anyways should never listen to your hubbies...that way marriages last 😃!! So, ignore all the dhamkis and chimkis...just do you manmaani with the guy. And as cute and heart winning as you are, just watch him melt. But Bai Sa..my adorable little damsel, we had to tell you...your Major Saab is nothing but a fraud...a big hearted, gruff, lovable and tender fraud!!
Edited by eveline - 11 years ago