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Must say that the whole Ranawat clan and Paro baisa inclusively has been busy with their own achievements and in the process irritating the rudy boy . The whole Ranawat clan including Paro baisa is wrong enuff to think that Rudy boy is untouchable and har taraf se jeet Rudy boy ki hoti hain.
Yes, no matter how much hatred Mohini has for Rudra, but she still feels that Rudra is the best ( which is right ofcourse ) and that he will always end up winning and hitting the jackpots, thus her hatred and jealousy increases and she wants to harm or manipulate evry1 Rudra loves or cares for.
Secondly, whole Ranwat clan thinks in a similar manner, that Rudra and his fate is tied with winning battles, he is a winner, he has achievements, awards, rewards, money, fame, good looks, ladki..
Paro baisa, herself thinks that she has to prove herself to her major saab, her major saab ofcourse is superior for her and he is a parmeshwar for her and her parmeshwar no matter what will never lose .
now coming back to my thoughts on my Rudy banna, being a loyal fangirl all i sense for him is that he is a warrior of a lost battle.. HOW ??
a) He cannot accept his lady love, he cannot acknowledge his love for her, cannot open the door of happiness for his life becos he fears of losing everything which will most likely be the last blow his heart can tolerate.
b) being a BSD officer, he could not even live the moment of him recieving the medel, becos he was too preoccupied with Paro, all he can think of is her and only her, doesnt matter how extremely and externally harsh he is 2wards her.
c) It hurts him more than any1 else to constantly chant " go away " to her. Hurts him most even when she is near to him and he is magically attracted to her and wants to go towards her and get wrapped up in her arms.
d) It hurts and annoys him that why does not she hate him ?? he deserves hatred from her, and he feels sick and tired of seeing her patience and worship for him. He does not want to fall weak seeing her actions. he wanted her to hate the jallad and lead a happy life becos life with this so called jallad will be presumably very terrible.
e) Lastly, i know most of the ppl might think in that way that he is marrying her becos of hatred and thus she will have a tough time. then again atleast her tapassya of being her major saab's wife will be fulfilled and she will indeed get many chances to prove herself ( which she actually does not need to as Rudra does not need proves anymore ). But in case of Rudra he is not winning anything.
Yes, he is actually marrying the girl he loves, but he will never let her have a slight idea of that, neither he will gain his happiness and neither he will be able to take revenge from her . His love is not of sorts to have a give and take relationship, otherwise he would never go against his heart and give her the doll back, he would never try and mess up with Sumer becos he tried to insult Paro. He would never allow Paro to stay in proximity of his baapusa, who is the only person , parent, guide he has in his life. He would never let Paro go so easily after she came under Mohini's shelter. And he would never indeed say that my 7 vachans will be of vishwasghat, which isnt a word of Rudra's dictionary. The last thing any1 would expect Rudra to do is being unloyal towards any1 he ever felt for. He hates beautiful woman, but he hates himself more becos of being in love with a beautiful woman like Paro.
Its a lost battle for Rudra, whether he marries her or not, whether he throws her out of his life or not, from both the sides he will be losing it. Marrying her is equal to losing with his own dignity and being unable to give her a happy life, and not marrying her again means choosing a barren life for yourself where you couldn't get the only woman u loved after ur mother .
all said and done, i love Rudy boy, and donno something really makes me feel more hurt and bad for him. May be becos i did not like the idea of Paro enforcing herself on him like this, becos no matter how pure her intentions are, its a fact that she never tried to dig out the real reason for his denial, his inner conflicts and turmoil which he deals with, the hidden love and passion for her with which he deals with is much more stronger and painful than Paro's instant acceptance of her god's signs and finding Rudra as the man. I wish CVs would not go this route, yes TRPs matter, but sometimes fans like us who understand and love the lead pair more than anybody is just left dissapointed. And today i feel cheated, this was not what i was expecting, am too upset with how they characterized Paro here, being a girl i do understand her more than i understand Rudra, but unfortunately the only sympathies i have is all for Rudra and not Paro ( though it should have been the opposite case ) .. May be becos i believe in that LOVE is not something we can get or achive, its about living for the person, killing yourself from inside to make the other person live, being unconditional for the person and not caring about what the destiny holds. Thus i have seen all these sparks in Rudra's character, way b4 this track started and even now, but i know he will be butchered after this hate marriage, and coming back to Paro, her character was never developed in a connective way and the rushed development from jallad to rakshak to pati is something which seems unbelievable , she does not even LOVE him but obly wants to repay him , thats what it looks like from the current track.
PS:- lets have a healthy discussion, it will be nice to see people opposing or siding with my take. i needed to vent out after this whole week and the whole track kind off dissapointed me. Or may be becos i was expecting better from CVs.
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