Paro, I Fear For You Darling!

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Posted: 11 years ago
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Today when Paro stood there at the temple...listening to the Pandit and relating everything to her and Rudra...more than anything...I felt scared...very scared for Paro!!!
Her prayers...her on-the-surface wish that Rudra forgives her has a lot more entailed in it...and she has no inklings yet as to why she is so desparate to have her equation with Rudra back the way it was b4 she ran away with Teju.
She has subconciously committed herself to him already yesterday that she will be with him...and now she has set her focus and determination to ensure Rudra knows she is innocent...that she has no hand in Dilsher's state...and Paro we know will do all it takes to prove it to him and he may as well forgive her. But THEN? What after?
Is that where it all ends for Paro? Is Paro really thinking...ok once he forgives me...I will Hi5 him and go back to my mami-sa?
No...I dont think so! She doesnt really want his forgiveness back...She wants that equation with Rudra back...she wants Rudra back...bickering with her for her...fighting with her...with everyone...for her... She wants to go back to their facadic Hubby-Wifey role play coz she had already subconciously accepted him as her hubby way back then...the realization of it rushing at the speed of light towards her. Rudra's forgiveness...his telling her that he has given her what she asked and she is now free to go is going to dawn a huge realization on her and crash her bubble.
She is about to give it all in this journey back to him...But Rudra...he is at an equal speed distancing away from her.
"Darr mujhse...nafrat kar mujhse...mujhe dekh tere seene mein aag lagti hena...Yeh Darr...yeh nafrat...yeh aag bahut jaruri hein ...kyunki yahi tujhe mujhse alag nahi hone degi aur yahi tujhe ZINDA bhi rakhegi!"
This was the most scariest dialogue ever said by Rudra...and how true it will become...coz she is walking exactly reverse on it now...
Paro no longer fears Rudra...she no longer hates him...and aag...well the fire has been extinguished to ashes already...and mixed into the bare land...and now that land is ready for new plants to bloom with flowers...and that is exactly the last straw...the moment flowers of love bloom in her heart for him...the moment she will see rainbows...sunshines and happily ever after seeing Rudra...SHE IS SET FOR DESTRUCTION!
As Rudra said...she then MAY get separated from him...and as about her being ZINDA??????
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Nice post!

I don't think Paro ever was a long term thinker...even before when she was in captive mode, she took it a day at a time, invariably getting involved in the daily problems of the household cuz that's her personality.

Watching Paro today, I was actually strangely reminded of the Rudra who was consciously trying to intimidate her into signing the papers but invariably getting drawn to her and his attraction towards her would manifest itself in the middle of all the games. In the same way, Paro has a conscious and subconscious mode going on and the subconscious mode is drawing her more towards Rudra for reasons she isn't yet bothering to think through.

Paro has a strong nurturing instinct in her and it is responding very strongly to the pain, the lost little boy she's seen in Rudra. She feels connected to him...if anyone was to ask her why, she'd say it's cuz he's her protector, her rakshak, that she owes her life to him.

But the way she ran to him in the last scene today belies that...she's gone beyond being the grateful one, the indebted one...she runs to him now like he's her source of sustenance...again, something she doesn't realize shows very plainly in her body language now.

She fusses over him like a wife too...lol...like in the scenes in the first half.

The same way Rudra justified everything to himself as being an act to get the papers signed, Paro is going to justify everything to herself as the need for his forgiveness...

What comes after? Paro hasn't bothered to think yet...when the time comes, then it will hit her like a ton of bricks...for now, it's a role reversal...her eyes are serene and filled with compassion as she looks at him with a smile on her face while his are filled with mistrust...no softening in his features for now.
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Posted: 11 years ago
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chck out my other post on my feelings about Paro's actions and reactions...the girl is all confused and twisted...you are essentially saying the same thing...Paro has not thought this through...where the hell is she headed??
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Sajoo, dar math yaar..
Rudra roopi hain magar bolenath hi hain .. He cannot keep fighting Paro's innocence and pure heart for long..

He will give in.. And Paro , i notice lives for the moment. She does not think abt tmrw.. Tmrw, is her Bolenath responsibilty.. Why worry..

And yes, rudrr dialogue to Paro.. I think, that is what is playing out now.. She lost his fear and grinah and he took away his protection shield. She is vulnerable to attacks.. But let us see, if real danger is heading Paro's way, our Ruddrrr dev stays away or not 😉..

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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: AreYaar

Nice post!

I don't think Paro ever was a long term thinker...even before when she was in captive mode, she took it a day at a time, invariably getting involved in the daily problems of the household cuz that's her personality.

Watching Paro today, I was actually strangely reminded of the Rudra who was consciously trying to intimidate her into signing the papers but invariably getting drawn to her and his attraction towards her would manifest itself in the middle of all the games. In the same way, Paro has a conscious and subconscious mode going on and the subconscious mode is drawing her more towards Rudra for reasons she isn't yet bothering to think through.

Paro has a strong nurturing instinct in her and it is responding very strongly to the pain, the lost little boy she's seen in Rudra. She feels connected to him...if anyone was to ask her why, she'd say it's cuz he's her protector, her rakshak, that she owes her life to him.

But the way she ran to him in the last scene today belies that...she's gone beyond being the grateful one, the indebted one...she runs to him now like he's her source of sustenance...again, something she doesn't realize shows very plainly in her body language now.

She fusses over him like a wife too...lol...like in the scenes in the first half.

The same way Rudra justified everything to himself as being an act to get the papers signed, Paro is going to justify everything to herself as the need for his forgiveness...

What comes after? Paro hasn't bothered to think yet...when the time comes, then it will hit her like a ton of bricks...for now, it's a role reversal...her eyes are serene and filled with compassion as she looks at him with a smile on her face while his are filled with mistrust...no softening in his features for now.

Thanks...and what a lovely reply..
Yup role reversal it is for now...
Just as Rudra did everything and beyond in the name of "witness protection"...Paro will do everything...much more beyond than Rudra in the name of "paying back her Rakshak"
Paro's nurturing instincts ...her pure and innocent heart is what will get her more and more invested in Rudra...and Rudra...well that guy is damaged...and its getting owrse as the shadows of the past have returned with such a grand fashion.
Now whether or not is his damage beyond control...that's what Paro will have to testify for us...but in the midst of her testification for the same...I really do fear all that she is going to jeopardize.
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: AreYaar

Nice post!

I don't think Paro ever was a long term thinker...even before when she was in captive mode, she took it a day at a time, invariably getting involved in the daily problems of the household cuz that's her personality.

Watching Paro today, I was actually strangely reminded of the Rudra who was consciously trying to intimidate her into signing the papers but invariably getting drawn to her and his attraction towards her would manifest itself in the middle of all the games. In the same way, Paro has a conscious and subconscious mode going on and the subconscious mode is drawing her more towards Rudra for reasons she isn't yet bothering to think through.

Paro has a strong nurturing instinct in her and it is responding very strongly to the pain, the lost little boy she's seen in Rudra. She feels connected to him...if anyone was to ask her why, she'd say it's cuz he's her protector, her rakshak, that she owes her life to him.

But the way she ran to him in the last scene today belies that...she's gone beyond being the grateful one, the indebted one...she runs to him now like he's her source of sustenance...again, something she doesn't realize shows very plainly in her body language now.

She fusses over him like a wife too...lol...like in the scenes in the first half.

The same way Rudra justified everything to himself as being an act to get the papers signed, Paro is going to justify everything to herself as the need for his forgiveness...

What comes after? Paro hasn't bothered to think yet...when the time comes, then it will hit her like a ton of bricks...for now, it's a role reversal...her eyes are serene and filled with compassion as she looks at him with a smile on her face while his are filled with mistrust...no softening in his features for now.


Same as Rudra did not think, what next? When he was doing everthing under the pretense of signature.. ;-) these two are a pair , i tell u .. 😆
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: eveline

chck out my other post on my feelings about Paro's actions and reactions...the girl is all confused and twisted...you are essentially saying the same thing...Paro has not thought this through...where the hell is she headed??

Ok will read it now...
U and I thinking on the same lines...kya baat hai😆
But truly...for me...more than where she is headed...I am literally worried about what all she will go through...what all will she jeopardize when she realizes why exactly she is drawnt o Rudra...what will be her outcome in all this as she sets herself on him and eventually sets herself out FOR him...
Its scary I tell u
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: sajni786

Ok will read it now...
U and I thinking on the same lines...kya baat hai😆
But truly...for me...more than where she is headed...I am literally worried about what all she will go through...what all will she jeopardize when she realizes why exactly she is drawnt o Rudra...what will be her outcome in all this as she sets herself on him and eventually sets herself out FOR him...
Its scary I tell u

whats surprising...we are mostly on the same sides...rarely do we differ 😆
And she has no clue where she is headed...towards certain heart break!!
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: Radaz

Sajoo, dar math yaar..

Rudra roopi hain magar bolenath hi hain .. He cannot keep fighting Paro's innocence and pure heart for long..

He will give in.. And Paro , i notice lives for the moment. She does not think abt tmrw.. Tmrw, is her Bolenath responsibilty.. Why worry..

And yes, rudrr dialogue to Paro.. I think, that is what is playing out now.. She lost his fear and grinah and he took away his protection shield. She is vulnerable to attacks.. But let us see, if real danger is heading Paro's way, our Ruddrrr dev stays away or not 😉..

Well he is "bholenath" but bholenath is known to destroy...evil...and Rudra think women are "evil" and how long will he think that...I dunno...and what all will he destroy when he will know that a "woman" has fallen for him...
Paro is not in much danger from the outside attacks...her biggest danger is Rudra himself...her protector and her destroyer as well!!
Paro is someone who is going to go above and beyond and when she sets herself on and for Rudra...I fear all that she is going to go through. She is too pure and innocent.
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Thank you😳

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