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After the discussion with Neha I went in to see Samira. I was really uncomfortable. What do I say to her? I wondered as I entered the room. I looked up to find her eyes closed. I sighed in relief. She was sleeping. But relief dint last longer. Just then Samira opened her eyes. I saw recognition flash through her eyes then came hurt, betrayal and disgust. I know I deserved all lthis. She turned her face away from me and started crying. I dint know what to tell her. But I couldn't just leave her. That would not be right. I moved closer to her but I stopped seeing her cringe away from me. The sight of her behaving like this made me realize how much of a beast I am. I wanted to go near her and explain things to her. I wanted to console her and tell her things will be alright but I dint know how to do all this. I have wronged her in such a way that innumerable apologies would not be enough. With a heavy heart I left the room and the clinic. I coldnt stand there and see my friend hate me. I drove to Sanjeevni as it was evening and I was to get my results. I entered the hospital and into Armaan's cabin. There Armaan was sitting with a very confused and tired look.
Kya bath hai Armaan I asked again. Armaan looked at me giving me a small smile.
Maan what did you drink in the party yesterday? He asked me.
I had wiskey I guess. I said not quiet remembering anything properly.
Maan think properly. What else do you remember abt the night? He asked me and I started thinking...
I remember Geet dancing with Ronith and that had made me angry. I had started having my drinks and dint know how many I had. I then saw Geet and Sam talking. But that time I was slightly feleing dizzy and out of breath. I took a glass of water and clunged it in and started moving towards them. I walked fast as I dint want anyone to stop me. I pulled a hand which I thought to be Geet and without looking back I started moving into my study. It was funny how I couldn't remember anything in much detail.. but I dint want to tell him all this. I dint want to tell him how I felt abt Geet dancing with Ronith.
Armaan I remember myself getting all hot and I was feeling a bit dizzy too. I told him.
Maan..he sighed. you see someone had given you a drug. Armaan said and I was shocked
What?? But how.. I wondered aloud
It has become common thing nowdays. Armaan sighed...
What drug is it? I asked him
It is a drug...hmm lets see.. This one is used in small quantities in treating insomnia, obysity and other things. Armaan said looking at me and I could understand that he was trying to explain something in medical terminology.
What every you were feeling last night is the cause of that only. It is good that you came so soon. Your urine and blood sample proved it that you were given it. He said showing me the results.
I gulped down realiseing how unsafe things could get. But I don't remember taking anything bitter.. I said aloud
Not every thing is bitter Maan he said with a small smile and then Armaan explained how the drug has no such properties. He said this one is used for treatmetns but some sick pychopaths use this to take advantage of other people's vunerablity.
I understood the gravity of the situation. But I knew this cannot go outside the room
Armaan I have a request. Please don't tell any thing of this to anyone from my family or outside. I requested.
Armaan thought for a wile and smiled. Don't worry... but Maan from now on please be carefull. He warned me. I nodded and got up with my reports. I left home relieved a bit. I knew I was not fully at fault with what I did with Samira but still I had commited a crime and I need to handle it before it destroyed my life.
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4 days has passed and I am about to go home. I remember nothing of the night the accident happened. Strange I don't even remember going out with Meera and Yash. All I remember was talking with Sam di and then everything else is hazy. Strange. But Vicky bhai told me that I was in an accident while going for my excurtion. So I don't think I need to doubt him. But I was feeling really strange. There was a mild pain in my private area and somehow I felt bruised. My body felt very heavy and what I found really weird was the markings in my body. And especially that mark in my shoulder that looked like someone's teeth mark. What the hell was that? What am I supposed to think of it? I don't know. Though it has turned blue and is slightly softer to look at now but still it is there. I showed it to Dr Riddhima but she said that it could be glass. But the look on her face was something else. I could see her pale and disturbed. She looked as thought she was going to cry. Anyway she was pregnant and I think these were just the hormaones...Yash and Meera came to visit me and apologized for leaving me alone in the auto. I smiled and said it wsa ok. I don't even remember what happened so it was really ok. I was waiting for Vickly bhai to come and get me. I wondered where Maan ji is. He had not even called me once. Strange.. I thought. Just then the door opened and Bhai came in with a worrid face. He looked as though he had not slept for days. Dark circles surrounded his red tired eyes. His hair was unkempt and he looked a mess.
Bhai what happed to you? I asked not know what was wrong and it was really worring me.
Nothing I was just worried abt you he said giving me a very sad smile. I just nodded my head though I knew that something serious was troubling him.
I was taken home and my eyes were looking for only one person. Maan ji. I really wanted to see him. But to my dissapointmennt I heard that he had gone to London for something important. I really felt bad but I knew it was not his mistake. Bhai had told me that Maan ji doesn't know abt my accident. He said he dint want to trouble Maan ji more. I also thought it was ok. But still how do we hide my bruises from him? I had no idea. I walked into my room and lay down. I felt really restless. My subconsiousl mind told me to get up from here. I don't know why. I just dint like this place anymore and I was feeling really lonely and lost. I dint remember anything that happened to me that day and it felt as thought someone had robbed me of something essential. I twisted and turned the entire time. Unable to take it anymore I moved into Maan ji's room. I laid on his bed. I could smell him on his sheets and that somehow calmed me. Clutching on his pillow I drifted off to sleep.
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I have been to London for the past 4 days and I have just reached home. I know what I have done is not correct but I just don't know what to do. My mind tells me I need to stay with Samira as it is the right thing to do. I have to be there will her and help her through this but my heart, it longs only for Geet. Every time I am with Samira I feel guilty. I just want to be oly with Geet. I just want to see her and be with her. I closed my eyes trying to shut out the look of hurt and hatred that Samira was passing me when I entered her room back in London. I have never seen that look from her and this really hurt me. But I knew that this pain was nothing when compared to the pain I would be in if Geet found out and left me. I would break and wither away. I walked into my house and to my room as I thought I would see others the next day. I was really tired as I have not slept properly for the past few days. I reached my room and without looking else where I stripped till my boxers and climed into my bed. The light was already switched off and I was in no mood to switch it on. The moon light that was seeping in was enough for me. I laid down searching for my pillow when I felt it next to me I pulled it.
I froze when I heard a moan followed by mumbbline. I turned and saw her. My heart jumped in happiness I felt like I was in paradise seeing my angel near me. I gently moved her and placed her head on another pillow and lay down facing her. I just couldn't close my eyes. All I wanted was to look at her ethereal face and drown in it. The AC was on and it seemed Geet was cold as she unconsciously snuggled closer to me. God! I controlled myself from moaning out loud. She had her hand on my bare chest and it was doing things to me. I gently placed my hand on her waist and pulled her closer. It was not very difficult as she moved herself. She too wound her hand around my waist and put her leg on mine like a kid. I could smell her so close. This was the best coming home gift I ever had. I gently placed a kiss on her forehead and closed my eyes, slipping into a beautiful sleep.
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I stretched myself on the bed but I found I couldn't do it freely. I opened my eyes only to see the man whom I missed so very much. I was surprised to see him so close to me. But something in me stoped me from moving away. That is when I realized I was practically lying on top of him. Jalli I cursed myself but my body refused to move away from him. I was so close that I could have counted his eyelashes. Babaji.. what beautiful eyes lashes he had. My eyes trained down to his sharp nose and down his stubble. He looked so.. so... haaye.. I just dint know the words that could describe him. I felt my cheeks going red but still I refused to move away. My eyes fell on his perfect M shaped lips. They were so pump and looked so soft... so juicy. Stop.. I screamed inside my head. What the hell was I doing I scolded myself mentally. I forced my self to move away that is when my eyes fell on his bare chest. His muscular tanned chest. I felt so warm and my stomach did flips on seeing him like this. My hands moved automatically and I traced my fingers on this chiseled chest.
Geet... I heard him moan and that bought me out of my trance. I pulled my hand away and jumped out of the bed as I felt heat rush to my face. I bet my face was as red as a tomato now. I ran from that room without looking back, with my hand tightly clutching my thudding heart.
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That is all... hope you liked this.. Geet's first brush with her feelings... Next update on Wednesday
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