hey guys.... i was sittin in my commerce class, gettin so bored... (who wants to know how ro prepare the balance sheet of a company anyway? not that i'll ever work in THAT section of a company ever! 😆) but anyways.. my thoughts drifted to Angad Khanna... not Zaib, not Iqbal, not Shiv... just Angad.... and i started writing... why i love him soo much, why is he all i think about, what makes him so appealing to me... and here's what i wrote... i wanted to share it with you all... i know it kinda sucks when u think of it, but i kinda like it *grins*
so... here i go.... please comment!!
This is Angad Khanna through my eyes......
Man... Angad Khanna!!! is he so totally HOT or what??? He is smouldering sexy!! His voice is the perfect blend of softness, and a slight undercurrent of playful laughter when he loves, and when he hates, its icy cold and cuts right through your soul... His eyes... omg!! The intensity in those chocolate brown eyes... the ability to portray raging anger... piercing pain... unconditional love... coupled with a sprinkling of mischeivous sparlkes.. with equal finesse just overwhelms me...
whenever kripa insults him, or pricks his ego, the burning anger in those eyes... you feel so scared to look at him, but timidly look on in awe... his passionate face... eyes burning with rage... when she slapped him first, the way his expression turned from shock to rage was enthralling... those eyes had such a fire in them...
when he realises that he misunderstood kripa, hurt the only woman he had ever loved truly... who loved hin too... but now he lost her forever.. the pained look in those eyes... it makes him look so vulnerable, like a little boy.. those big, warm brown eyes filled with hurt... like u just wanna kiss him and tell him that it will be okay... just wanna wipe out those tears... which, though fall from his eyes, but hurt your heart... like when he and kripa are in the tabela.. even though they are talkin, he knows that it was his fault he misunderstood her... when she was dryin her hair, he looked at her with such a longing in his eyes, kaisa ye pyaar hai playin in the background.. when he knew he couldnt have her, and felt only remorse for his mistakes...
the countless moments of togetherness he and kripa spent... when he looked at her with those soft eyes full of pure, true eternal love and only love for her.. that makes him look so lovable and huggable and oh-so-endearing... that you wish that once, just once, he would look at you with those eyes full of love...like all the mango days... these are too many!
whenever he thought of anything naughty he gets a mischievous glint in his eyes... accompanied by that oh-so-cute cocky grin.. makes him look like a little boy again... ready to play pranks.... with that innocent look on his face... like.. when he and kripa wake up after their fidrt night together, and he teases her by saying "hey bhagvn... yeh kal hum dono ke beech kya ho gaya? ab main kisi ko muh dikhaane ke layak nahi raha!" and like when she had that milk moustache, the way he smiled at her was just heart warming!! He was looking at her so cutely with that adorable innocent smile.......
and. that. smile.
when he smiles, his entire face seems to light up.. his completely adorable smile with those endearing brown eyes... his smile comes from his heart, reaches his eyes, lights up his face,warms your heart and melts you! when he smiles, all you wanna do is stand infront of him and just go on and on and on looking at him... till eternity... just looking at that one trademark smile of angad just melts me from top to bottom and i start feeling all warm inside.. and for a few fleeting seconds, it seems just as if it was for me.. and the world immediately feels a lot better...
the way he lovingly talks to her.. his voice soft and caressing... with an expression of pure contentment... his words are so caring.. his eyes intense... his love can transform a stone to melting chocolate within seconds...
but when he is angry, his sarcastic remarks pierce right through your heart, shattering your soul.. wishing you would never be on the opposite side of him... on the receiving end of those hurtful words... all the remarks he passed for kripa.. "jab tum zindagi ke saare maze loot rahi ho, to ye depression wala chekra kyu lehar ghum rahi ho?" etc... u just wanna tell him that you love him... deeply and madly... and make him okay again... wipe away those glares... make his world better...
when he cries... he cries just like a baby (see, there i go again comaring him to a kid, but kya kare.. he IS just like a little baby... an innocent, pure boy... who gets hurt so easily... ) so.. he cries like a baby.. you want to hold him in your arms and never let him go... you wanna wipe all those tears that fall from his eyes... u wanna make his eyes fill up with joy and happiness... u cry with him... you heart goes out to him...
and most of all when he loves you...i wanna sit on his lap, put my arms around his neck and look at hias aorable face tilh the end of time... never letting go... never looking away... his body.. those arms... strong and protective.. you want his arms to hold you tightly.. never let go... protect ypu from everything... you want him to put an arm around your shoulders and hold your hand with the other hand.. to support you fot life... the way he hugs... metls you and makes u wanna hold him in your arms for ever and ever... never let him go.... never hurt him.... you want him to be there for you, with you... u are scared that one day he'll leave you and go.. ur world will come crashind down... but when angad loves you, he completely and deeply loves you... he shows his love through small gestures... always tells you how much you mean to him... goes out of his way to see you smile.. and seeing you smile makes him smile.... you feel as if time would stop and you both could freeze like that.... safe from the envious glances of everyone else.... livin in a separate world of your own.... where theres you.... him.... n you can look at him... hold him... hug him.... kiss him..... laugh with him.... love him... and look at him again....................................................... ................................................
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