I'm a SwaRon fan. Most of you might be knowing that. I saw D3 after longgg yesterday and figured out what had happened in the past one week or more than that I guess, and thought of writing this. This is not a romantic one, forgive me. I'm not so well versed with the characters, but wanted to write from their, actually Kria's pov. The end is happy, don't worry, but no confession or anything. I don't know exactly about their characters, so take it as an OS from a D3 fan's point of view!
P.S The title might not be SO apt. :P So sorry!
"Thanks" Kriya said as Rey dropped her to the guest house. She didn't sound cheerful, neither did she react excessively, yet she was internally unhappy. Nothing seemed right. Everything was haywire. It was just a different feeling, and something which actually irritated her to no limits. She didn't know what to do. She didn't want to run away from all this; because she knew running away wouldn't help. She didn't utter a word after thanks and left.
Rey was not the last one to notice how much change she had undergone. He didn't know why this sudden change arose, not that he didn't want to know. Still, he couldn't ask Kria, because she didn't look like she was interested in talking to him. Or anything else.
Had he gone too far that day?
No, he just spoke his heart...umm mind. He spoke his mind, and he hadn't done anything wrong. As it is, he didn't know whether Kria wanted to propose to him or anything else. Maybe it was proposal only... But, he couldn't figure out what she wanted to tell him. He had spoken his mind, and somewhere it pained a bit when he sensed her ignoring him. He liked her as a friend.
Liked her a lot as a friend. He corrected himself, and he couldn't really see her ignoring him! He couldn't take it. Earlier, she was the chirpy one and she used to talk to him a lot, but now , after the basketball court meet, it had become quite rare, which was different from the rest.
He knew something had to be done about it. He did sense something wrong with her, but he didn't know the reason...He had to figure it out, and possibly help her... He had to talk to her soon.
He liked her right? Or was it something more than that?? He wanted everything positive to happen with him because after being unlucky in love twice, he couldn't possibly risk his heart again. He didn't know what he felt for Kria..! He really didn't know... Or was he really afraid to accept his feelings? He didn't know what was happening to him.
Confused, he sat back in his car without wishing her good night and sped off to his place.
Kria reached her room, mentally exhausted, tired, and what not. It had been a tough day. She wouldn't have found it that difficult had it not been the rose day. He was her date and she couldn't avoid him, whatsoever! She wished it had been easier for her.
Going with someone whom she loved, but the guy didn't reciprocate her feelings, was a bit difficult for her. She couldn't even avoid him properly! And staying with him only made her love him more and more! Why was he so good? Why did he make her fall for him? Above all, why on earth could he not reciprocate her love? Why did love hurt so much?
She made some coffee for herself and sat on the bed. She was tired, yet not sleepy. She didn't want to sleep. There were things bothering her! She was disturbed, mentally.
It was not that she wanted Rey to ask her continuously what was wrong with her; she herself didn't know why she was behaving like that. Her heart ached, when she recollected everything that Rey had told her that day. They couldn't be more than friends... and then some time ago gave him that white flower symbolizing peace, because he didn't want misunderstandings between them... Oh god... Why was he doing this ? Why was he making stuff difficult for her?
She rested on the bedstead as she thought about everything going around her. What was his fault? Exactly what was his fault? She thought he knew her at least a little bit! She was not there for two years so what? She hadn't changed! She was still HIS baat cutter with the same nuances and the same kind of attitude, so why couldn't he fathom her?? Why?? There were so many unanswered questions and she didn't have an answer for any of them. She felt that she still held an important position in his heart. If she did, maybe he wouldn't have rejected her like that!
Did he really consider her only a friend? Nothing more than that??
Or was he afraid? Afraid of losing her? She knew he was unlucky in love. Twice now. First, she had to leave him for inappropriate reason, and then Taani. Why would a guy who has been unlucky in love twice give a chance to the person who broke his heart first?
Kria scrapped off the possibility.
But why? Couldn't that be possible. She imagined herself in his shoes. Had she been ditched twice in love, and had her first love proposed to her again, would she have accepted??
Maybe no. The person, for whatsoever reasons had dumped her in the first place, and there was every possibility that the same person would dump her again, so why unnecessarily should she even give that person a chance? For breaking her heart again?
But there was every possibility that the person would stay with her for life time and love her to no limits. Right?
This was the same case with Rey! Kria was independent now, and she was not going to leave Rey at all. She was going to stay with Rey for a long long time and she mentally promised to love him till eternity.
But she doubted if she could change Rey's opinion? The ambitious person returned back to earth and faced the truth.
Kria was hurt. She was a human and humans tend to be selfish. There was no reason as to why she shouldn't have felt hurt, betrayed on being rejected by the love of her life.
She needed time. She needed lots of time to acknowledge the fact that Rey didn't love her. Her heart ached as she thought of it, and unknowingly a lone tear escaped her eyes. The rejection, the loss, everything flashed in front of her all of a sudden. Things would have been so beautiful, had he reciprocated her love. Every action of his before the rejection indicated that he loved her... Then why...
No Kria. She reminded herself. You can understand Rey. So what if he doesn't understand you?
Her heart again pained when she realized that he couldn't understand her same way again.
So what if he can't understand you? You can at least understand him right? You need to realize that he needs time. Maybe... maybe it was too early to propose and your love is true. You actually love him, and your first love is your last love. Same goes with him.
Yes, she loved him and it was true love.
Let him gather some more trust on you, and then watch how he comes and talks to you about the both of you. He will come. Because love eventually finds a way. Love will make through and love will bring you closer and make him give up his inhibitions, fears and everything that is stopping him from accepting you. Things will get back on track. Trust yourself.
Kria smiled as she felt a little flame of trust and faith igniting inside her. She felt positive energy flowing through her. She looked at Rey's picture and said to herself. "I know you and me are meant to be together Rey. I love you." She said and went to sleep.
This was probably my first and last one-shot on them. I write ONLY on SwaRon. Hope you liked.
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